It has to be said that human potential is infinite, and interest is the greatest motivation. My interest is Xianggong, so even the boring notes that come out of his mouth are kept in my heart.

Because we want to protect my mystery and the concealment of Lin Jixiang, it is impossible for us to get out of Lin Jixiang's house half a step, but I have never felt bored and depressed for so many days and nights together, and he has always been all my happiness.

After a kiss, Lin Jixiang always wrote my name over and over again with the ink I grinded with my own hands: Ah Xi, Tian Xin, Xi Xin, Xi Er, Xi Xi... Write all the nicknames he can think of, hang them up with his own hands, then hug me from behind, stand in front of the calligraphy and paintings, and ask me which one I like best; I was melted by his delicate love, picked up the pen and wrote two words crookedly on the silk.

Messire!

I said I like this, and I'm going to call you that all the time, remember, it's only me.

He asked "how do you call me" in confusion, I whispered shyly, and said: "Xianggong"!

Xianggong, Xianggong, when I call this in my heart, I often wonder if he knows that I recognize him as a husband, will he change his mind to take my step to challenge Yingzheng and Qin's "chess".

When the love grew stronger, Lin Jixiang was also deeply afraid, he was afraid that he would fall deeper and deeper, and he would be as impulsive as me to want to go with him, no matter where he went, so he kept fighting against himself.

"Who does the princess want to be?"

Every time he asked me like this, I knew that he was struggling with the contradiction between loyalty and love, and wanted to be cold to me.

"What's wrong with you?" I moved closer to him.

"Princess, what do you want?" He stepped back and stopped when he saw me stop.

I think I've lost the battle against him again.

"Queen!"

If I say that, he will feel much better, because he is not the emperor.

"The teacher is willing to help the princess ascend the throne."

I knew he was begging for his own peace of mind.

"In the royal palace, women have no more glamorous titles than princesses and princesses, right? It's a pity that this princess is already a princess and can't be a queen. ”

I want him to be able to hear my voiceover: Can I not go to the enemy country? Only in the country of Qi, only by your side, anything. May I?

"No matter what the princess wants, the princess will take it."

What if I want you?

Lin Jixiang's painful expression of love was heavy and heartbreaking, I didn't force him anymore, and turned away from his magnetic field.

I quietly waited for Lin Jixiang's decision.

Although I can probably guess how Geng Ning will choose if he is like him, and understand that he has the ambition to sacrifice his small love for the righteous, but I am not willing to part with him, I still wait quietly.

I don't listen to fate, but I have to obey the minister, because if I don't listen, he will be sad.

The sound of the flute sounded, which was sad and painful, as if pulling.

Gently stroking the paulownia wood piano twice, I inserted it into his rhythm, gently and slowly, welcoming the sound and cooperating, blending the sounds, communicating with you and me. Tears fell on the paulownia piano, and a string was plucked unevenly, and I broke the rhythm halfway.

Lin Jixiang's flute sounded a few rhymes, and it stopped abruptly when he didn't get a response from me, and I knew that he was also saddened.

But so what, since we can't finish playing a song together, I don't wait for him, then we all know each other's minds.

Don't cry or make trouble, I was so decent and elegant, and I was full of the cold and arrogant style of the Xiangjue Gaotu and the princess of Qi Kingdom, and Luo Cong agreed to a series of plans and entrustment matters on my behalf.

I always thought that Tian Tianxi was not welcomed, I think even if it was to hide people's eyes, but life and death were passed, and no one came to visit for more than a year, which was really miserable, but the scene at the end of the training a few days before I went to Qin made me give up my original idea.

Tian Jian, the monarch of Qi State, personally led the crowd to see me, and the sisters-goo~~(╯_╰)b I mean that the grandfather cried like a sister, pulling me with a handful of snot and tears.

"Xi, the widow's creek has finally grown up, and I am going to Qin to be a concubine of Qin, which is really the luck of the Tian family, and the luck of my great Qi. Banquet! Creek, have a good drink with grandpa. ”

Lucky enough? But didn't I go to death as a hostage?

The crowd after Tian Jianjian also followed Tian Jian's tears and snot, are you sorry for me?

Looking at Lin Jixiang with grievances, his eyes were full of crystals, his hands were clenched into fists without saying a word, and the foolishness in his heart did not allow him to have a trace of disobedience.

He has not allowed anyone to come near me, in order to protect that rumor, and in case all the details are known after I arrive in the Qin Kingdom, I know in my heart that he is good to me, but I also understand that it is just good.

In order to avoid some suspicions of the Qin State questioning my meticulous work, the Empress Dowager and the Monarch Tian Jian did not publicly summon me, but only asked me to put on a red hijab and move from the sedan chair of the Xianggong from the palace of Qi to the sedan chair of the Qi State when I set off that day, and then sent it a few steps away, which could not be simpler.

When I was about to leave Qi and was picked up by the Qin country's welcoming team, I finally had the consciousness of crying, thinking about the last few nights of the paulownia wood qin sound of the whole night, the day I went to the Qin country wearing a big red phoenix skirt and walked out of the dormitory and looked at the husband of the life and death of the blank eyes, listening to Luo Onion and the farewell words of the people who sent off relatives, my eyes collapsed after more than a month of sluggishness.

"Princess, you are so clever that you will be able to accomplish the task well;

Princess, the Qin Palace is sinister, you must take care of yourself;

Princess, you are too unworldly, so remember that you must be ruthless to anyone, and you will be fatal if you defeat the enemy, and only then can you survive. ”

This is the last and only three words that Xiang Gong said to me when I took my hand and left the sedan chair.

Oh, and his eyes, the consistency of his eyes when he looked at me or not, the unquestionable horror of firmness and faith: he decided that he was doing the right thing, almost blindly, almost proudly with the perfect loyalty that he had given up his feelings.

It was a look that made me dissatisfied, made me resentful, made me helpless, and made me admire.

It would be nice if he thought that the belief that the survival of the state of Qi was more important than one qiē was to my personal heart. That's what I always hope for.

When I was arranged to try on the wedding dress for the first time, I understood that he had made a choice, and although I didn't want him to be too upset, I couldn't help but ask him: "Xianggong, do you really want me to go?" ”

He looked up at the winter sun for a long time, his Adam's apple squirmed rapidly, and said: "Fate has been decided, and the will of heaven cannot be disobeyed." ”

Is it predestined? Who decides? I was weak and sentimental, and stubbornly twisted a force.

"Qi is destined to be powerless, how long will you be obsessed with protecting the Qi country? Even if you repay your kindness, you have to choose the right method, maybe the longer you help Qi Guocun zài, the more miserable the people of the world will be. ”

looked at each other, dazed, regretful, and reluctant.

After a long time, he moved his Adam's apple and clenched his fists.

"To protect the country of Qi is to protect the princess."

This is perhaps the defining word for his self-comfort.