Xiao'er opened his eyes suddenly, the sky was just bright, he raised his eyes to look at Yueyou's eyes that were still closed, listening to the heartbeat in his chest, and his heart slowly calmed down, fortunately it was just a dream, he was still there, but he didn't wake up as expected.

And hugged his hands tightly, and whispered, "Yueyou, can you open your eyes?" I'll grant you anything, just ask you to wake up, okay? ”

But he didn't get a response from anyone, and sighed lonely, and was silent ever since. Wait for the sky to light up, like yesterday, pick mushrooms and send them to his mouth little by little with her mouth. After each other ate more or less, and after replenishing the body, Xiao'er used the fallen branches to mark the ground or trees to prevent her from getting lost, looking for anyone nearby, living in a cave, etc., so that she could take shelter from the wind tonight.

But God didn't want Xiao'er to be better, until her body was tired, the soles of her feet hurt, and what came into her eyes was nothing but trees or trees, and little by little her hope was worn out into despair, did she really have to be here gradually

Xiao'er's tears flowed down again, why do you have so much suffering in life? "What the hell did you do wrong?" The desolate cry echoed through the trees.

Echo? If there is an echo, then there must be a wall, and he walked step by step in the direction from which the echo came, and had a strong expectation in his heart, God, please help her, if she did something wrong, please forgive her, and let her use the rest of her life to atone for her sins in the future.

But when she endured the pain in her feet and walked to the wall, she fell down in despair, "Why? Why do this to me? Why is this just the cliff of a cliff? ”

Laughing silently and crying bitterly, the sorrow of life made her finally taste it, and the same side of the heart that she tasted, her heart became cold a little bit, and she maintained a half-kneeling posture like that, looking at the cliff stupidly for a while.

The dazzling eyes shone on her eyes through the woods, and she suddenly remembered that it was noon again, and patted her legs, which were already numb to no intuition, slowly stood up, dragged her physically and mentally exhausted body, and walked back to Yueyou's side step by step, and him, now he is the only goal that allows him to grit his teeth and live.

When she returned to Yueyou's side, it was already an hour later, so tired that she squatted beside him, looked at his still closed eyes, leaned over his chest and listened to his heartbeat again, fortunately, his heartbeat was still there, fortunately, he was still alive.

And getting up, her lips moved to his ear and continued to whisper to him: "Yueyou, you must live, you are the only pillar I can live now, if, if I can't live anymore, so you must live." ”

got up and wiped the tears that fell from her face, and smiled sadly: "Yueyou, do you know? I don't know when I cried more and more easily, and I cried more and more lightly, I don't know when I became so weak? ”

And according to the action of feeding him yesterday, on the way back, I picked up the mushrooms that I plucked, and fed them into his mouth little by little, and I shed tears while feeding, and the tears flowed into her mouth with the mushroom juice, and flowed into his mouth.

In this way, nearly half a month passed day after day, and the weather became colder and colder, and Xiao'er became more and more afraid, afraid that Yueyou would not wake up again, afraid that they would freeze to death one night. But every time she heard Yueyou's heartbeat, it slowly calmed down her heart and ignited her fighting spirit to live.

Although it was early winter, the eyes at noon were still shining on Xiao'er's body and it was warm, and after searching the woods for several days, she didn't want to look anywhere today, but just after feeding Yueyou lunch, she hugged Yueyou, stuck to his chest, and listened to his heartbeat.

Whispered: "Yueyou, I hope you wake up quickly, although your heartbeat gives me the comfort of life, but I am starting to be afraid, I am really scared, I am afraid of you"

Then sighed: "Yes, I was too scared to say that you would never wake up again, so I suddenly had an urge to commit suicide, and said that it is good to die and not to live, but I really understand the feelings of those who commit suicide at this moment, too helpless, too disappointed, too desperate, too terrifying, if I die, you will also die with me, okay?" Because I don't want you to suffer in this world alone. ”

Xiao'er's tears flowed silently many times, causing her to speak clearly: "If you don't wake up again, I will"

Xiao'er raised her head and looked closely at Yueyou, who had her eyes closed: "Are you not even afraid of my death now?" Then he reached out and took his hand, "If you don't wake up again, I'm really going to die?" ”

But he didn't make any movement, proving that he woke up, and the tears of laughter were dripping down his eyes, down his neck, and into his mouth

Xiao'er sat up suddenly, and was about to get up to leave, but he felt holding Yueyou's hand, his hand, moved, is it an illusion?

Xiao'er turned around in disbelief, took Yueyou's hand and looked at it, her eyes changed from surprise to joy, moved, really moved, and called him loudly: "Yueyou, wake up quickly, I'm Xiao'er, if you wake up, I won't say death again." Wake up, I'm so scared, tired, and lonely. Yueyou, open your eyes and look at me, open your eyes and look at me. ”

With Xiao'er's crying and crying, Yueyou's eyelids moved slightly, he opened his eyes with difficulty and slowly, his mouth opened with difficulty, and he called weakly: "Laugh." ”

Xiao'er looked up at Yueyou suddenly, seeing that he finally woke up, and was still calling her name, she went from surprise at the beginning, to surprise, to throwing herself into Yueyou's arms, and lost her voice and became painful: "Yueyou, I'm so scared, I'm so scared that you will never wake up again, I'm so afraid that you will leave me alone in this empty wood, fortunately, you woke up, fortunately"

Yueyou opened his mouth again with difficulty, but his body was still weak when he woke up, and he said weakly: "Eat"

Xiao'er stopped crying, raised her head, looked at Yueyou and asked, "Do you want to eat?" ”

And Yueyou really didn't have the extra strength to nod, opened his mouth, and really didn't have the strength to make a sound again, Xiao'er looked a little anxious, but he also knew that he couldn't do anything, and said: "You close your eyes and open them again, is that what you want to eat?" ”

I saw Yueyou's eyes closed, opened them again, and smiled heartily: "Okay, there are still some leftover mushrooms, I'll feed you." ”

Then he got up and picked up the mushroom next to her, put it in her mouth, leaned over him, and was about to feed Yueyou mouth-to-mouth, but when he saw Yueyou's open eyes, his face turned red suddenly. I used to feed him like this because he was unconscious, I don't know, but now that I woke up and looked at her, how could I be so used to feeding him as usual. I don't know how to advance or retreat, but what is good?