In the summer, carrying a heavy backpack, he walked weakly through the "siege" infested by swarms of flies.

Life is very fragile in the face of all disasters. Helplessness makes any language pale and powerless.

In the makeshift tents on both sides of the road, the cries of people can be heard all the time. It was so sad that the people passing by felt very cold, very cold.

I can only bear it, and I can only look forward to it.

White flowers and black yarn are mourning and funeral. Almost every earthquake shelter hangs outside, making people shudder at the sight.

Sitting on a stone on the side of the road in the summer to take a breath, she felt a little sore in her little stomach and a pain in her lower back.

She smiled wryly, and if someone asked her what the pain was, she didn't think she could tell exactly where it was. Because she was so tired that she couldn't find the answer. It was a pain that had been building up for a long time.

Summer put down the medicine kit and backpack, took out a pen and wrote: "When I write down this real history, my pen is heavy......"

"I said, you girl, yes, I'll call you! Give me some medicine! ”

A sister-in-law wearing a man's gown on her upper body shouted at the top of her voice to Summer.

Xia picked up the pen and notebook, and hurriedly asked, "Sister, where is the patient?" I'm going to check it out. "After that, I have to get up, backpack and wear a mask.

The sister-in-law's face was unnatural: "No one, no one, you just give me medicine." Give me whatever you have in your cross bag. ”

Summer was stunned when asked: "Sister, you can't take medicine indiscriminately if you don't have the right symptoms, now the infection is very serious, I have to check it." If the symptoms are met, isolate immediately, or it is time to infect others. ”

"I just don't give it if I've been so verbose for a long time." The other party is in a hurry. The tone was very impulsive, and he shouted directly at Summer.

Understand! Understand! In the summer, I forced myself to be good-tempered, and whoever has an emergency at home and a patient will not have a good attitude:

"I only have berberine and dysentery here."

After Xia finished speaking, he turned out two plates of medicine and was about to pick out a few pills, but the sister-in-law grabbed it and ran away without even leaving a word.

Summer was completely dumbfounded. She hasn't told the other party how to eat or how to prevent it.

Her stomach hurt again, and Summer sat down on the stone again with her stomach in her hands, and she told herself, "Just rest for five more minutes, just be lazy for five minutes." ”

When there are people, they pretend to be too strong, pretend to smile and pass by, but they are too difficult and tired.

In an earthquake-proof tent in front of summer. Out came a woman with half a bowl of hot water.

"Come on. Here you go. Drink it while it's hot, I see you have a bad face. The woman handed Summer a broken rice bowl.

Summer smiled weakly: "Thank you, auntie." ”

This aunt's pants can't be called pants, with two trouser legs and a rag strip on one side. The other side of the pant leg is only up to the knee.

The aunt was very welcoming. It's very distressing. said with empathy: "Don't pay attention to the person just now, she has no conscience." ”

The big rough hand waved in front of Summer, helping Summer drive away the flies before continuing:

"The woman turned out to be a neighbor of one of our buildings. Alas! I'm talking about before the earthquake. And the streets, and the ......."

The aunt shook her head and stopped. There was emotion and helplessness, and finally turned into a relieved smile:

"At that time, after the earthquake, there was nothing left in the family, and some people did not run out of the house. There is always one less family member who runs out.

As soon as the earthquake was over, the living people gathered together and ate a big pot of rice. The women went around looking for salt, vegetables and rice, and the men went to set up temporary shelters.

On the first day, don't talk about the rice bowls and chopsticks for eating, even girl, you don't have a broken bowl like this in your hand. We all served our meals in shattered glass.

Everything is mixed with big guys, everyone works together, you do your best to help bury the neighbor's parents and wives, and I give a good dress on my body to let the dead go decently.

There are also people who don't want to live, want to commit suicide and leave with their relatives, we don't dare to sleep, we don't dare to close our eyes when we are frightened and panicked and tired, for fear that when we open our eyes again, we hear that someone we know has a bad accident.

At that time, I tried all kinds of methods, and everyone was in one place. Everything is common and shared. When we settled ourselves, we went around together to search for and rescue the others.

My man said, you can't all count on your People's Liberation Army, you have to save yourself. There were fourteen of us in that big family at the time. ”

In just a few words, in front of Summer's eyes, I seem to see a picture of you, me and him holding hands and helping each other in the face of disaster. People who are not related by any blood live together, pulling each other through difficult times.

It is often said that the truth is seen in adversity, and this friendship makes people sigh at that rare and precious feeling when they recall it for a lifetime.

Summer was about to speak, when the shabby dressed aunt interrupted by shaking her head and continued:

"It didn't take long for you to come, tearing down a lot of crumbling and dangerous buildings, and we all have thoughts and hopes, but people, it will change!

It seems that from the moment when the danger is removed and you can return home, no, to be precise, it should be the time when you are not afraid of being smashed inside again, and you can pick up your own things from it, everyone is no longer in unison.

Some people began to steal and hide things, some people secretly hid food and drink, and some people began to pick and choose who ate more and eat less. Someone stood outside and pointed out that Sang scolded Huai for something that belonged to his own. The food that was picked up was no longer shared, and I was reluctant to take it out and share it.

My man was disappointed, and I was even more angry with my stomach.

The first two meals were all food for my family! It was my man who took it out at the risk of being smashed, and the clothes I dragged out of the house!

Why do you think they have no conscience? For eating, drinking, and sending the old man's wife, how can the heart change when it changes!

I don't understand, in such a difficult time, none of us know who can get together and unite and maintain.

When your People's Liberation Army comes, you will distribute supplies, and it stands to reason that the situation will get better and better, so how can a big family in distress be reduced to this extent!

Later, it was dispersed, from the time of the distribution of supplies.

The woman who snatched your medicine just now was from our temporary extended family, and she was the first to go home and pick up food and was unwilling to contribute it, which caused our internal strife. I'm afraid that robbing you of the medicine is also to take advantage. Alas! ”

Listening to the story of this aggrieved aunt in the summer, my heart and stomach were tumbling.

What and what makes them forget, forget that they once had a "home" to hide from the wind and rain; There have been warm companionship and thoughts; There was the broken glass of the meal, and the smoke of the cooking that rose from the pillar where there was a place to return......

"There is no bottom line for the evil of human nature. Good and evil are divided into two sides, only for a moment. ”

My aunt experienced this, and she couldn't figure out the grievances in her heart.

And after listening to it in the summer, she finally understood why her mother-in-law Song Yaping often talked about her youth......

Before leaving for summer, it was recorded in the notebook:

Anything that ever existed has its plausibility. So, what about the kind of things that have appeared and disappeared? (To be continued......)