Unexpectedly, Yu Huai still cared about it because of this, I think he must have magnified my identity as the "princess of Qi Kingdom" at this time, so as to doubt my purpose of staying in the Qin Palace.

"Maybe Yu Huai doesn't want to go with us, it's okay, I can't force it. Let's start with the rest of the ways, didn't we go it alone in the past few years? "I want to flip the page lightly.

I can't say that I guess it was Luo Cong's words that made Yu Huai wary of us, otherwise this little girl would have to die of her own guilt.

"Whoa!"

When Luo Cong saw me say this, it was not good to speak directly about Yu Huai's unkind remarks about his sudden change of sex, so he could only swallow his grievances alone.

I understand the grievances in her heart, and I also know that she has accepted Yu Huai as her friend, after all, Yu Huai's attitude towards me before was already semi-surrendered.

"By the way, what is the condition of Ewha Palace?"

I promptly diverted Luo Onion's unpleasant thoughts.

Luo Liang shifted his attention and answered my question seriously.

"I don't know, but lately, Mrs. Zhongli has been sending the imperial doctor to ask for a pulse."

Luo Cong doesn't like Zhong Li because of me, so he is very dissatisfied with Zhong Li's hypocrisy.

Clearly, I asked, "Where has the king been staying lately?" ”

In ancient times, in addition to looking for a doctor when she was sick, she also had the idea of pregnancy.

"The battle situation of Fusu Gongzi seems to be a frequent rumor, and the king is very busy, and he does not often circulate at the ladies' places at night. If you stay overnight - Yichou Day is Jingshu Palace, Xinwei Day is Zimian Palace, Jiaxu Day is Pear Blossom Palace... The king is covered with rain and dew. ”

Luo Cong thought about it while counting Yingzheng's night itinerary, it seems that she is more concerned about my affairs than I am, and she has already done enough investigation before I thought about it.

According to Luo Cong's words, that is to say, Zhong Li may be pregnant with the heir of the king. She is so young, and she is not full of her illness, so it should not be a bad thing to be riddled with evil diseases.

It's not that I have a malignant disease, I should be relieved. But how did she think that she might be pregnant with the heir of the king, and there was an inexplicable sense of panic in her heart?

This kind of thinking is like the feeling that when I didn't finish the exam in the past, I saw that someone else handed in the paper, and when I didn't have a partner, my friends around me got married. Do I have the heart to compare myself with the women of this age?

That is to say. Am I centered?

No!

Falling on the table with my head in my hands, I shook my head and struggled to shake off this horrible thought of mine:

If I live in this era with peace of mind. So how am I going to live?

If I don't have peace of mind to live in this era, then how can I live?

Where do I go from here?

What should I do?

"What's wrong with you, ma'am?" Luo Onion stopped me in a panic.

Stopping shaking, I looked up at Luo Onion in pain, feeling the contradiction in my body, because I was in a situation where I couldn't go back, the desperate cells were boiling and playing in my body.

I was afraid that Luo Onion would be more upset because of my abnormality, so I stopped acting willfully.

"Any good news?"

I want to hear news that isn't bad news, even if it doesn't concern me.

Luo Cong thought for a moment, and said weakly: "Xiangjue..."

"That's it!" I decisively interrupted the onion.

I can't afford anything that could be stressful. In fact, it is better to lick the pain quietly now, and no news is the best news!

There is no good news for me, but for the Qin State, there is a great thing worth celebrating: the glorious return of Fusu!

The news of the victory in the Fusu battle came, and the large army arrived in Xianyang, and there was a lot of excitement inside and outside the palace.

In the hearts of these people in this period. As a general of the Qin State with outstanding military achievements, Fusu is also the eldest son of Yingzheng, and his character and virtue have won the recognition of Yingzheng and the government and the opposition, and he is actually the best candidate for the heir of Yingzheng. Therefore, if Fusu wins now, it means that the future of Qin is stable. Their hope is on the other hand; Moreover, Fusu won, and the people of Qin were stable, how could they be dissatisfied and rejoice?

I complained of being unwell and refused all the greetings and celebrations for the Fusu army, not for anything else, but because I was afraid that I would not be interested in seeing the proud people who were in high spirits at this time, and remembering their bleak evening scene afterwards, and spoiled the atmosphere.

But. Some encounters can't be avoided after all, even if they can hide at this time, they can walk together at that time. Faced with this scene, all I could do was to leave as soon as I noticed Fusu's cunzài, but apparently, he didn't intend to let me go.

"Concubine Xi - Fusu is polite."

When he saw me, Fusu didn't walk at the same slow pace, and after seeing that I had the intention of retreating, he became more nimble, and stopped in front of me several times.

I haven't seen you for a long time, as a "junior", shouldn't you pay homage to me for the first time, why did Fusu just give a respectful ceremony?

Seeing that I frowned and was silent, Fusu continued to be excited, and opened his mouth warmly.

"I heard that my father was injured and that after the war was won, Fusu rushed back day and night." He laughed heartily.

I stood faintly, bowing slightly, to indicate that I heard.

Fusu ignored my indifference and alienation.

"Is there a big problem with Concubine Xi?" He sent care.

He asked, whether out of politeness or personal development, I couldn't help but answer.

"It's just a little frightened, it's okay for a long time."

I tried to spare my words as much as I could, and I also tried to express my purity and lack of desire to him as briefly as possible.

His tone was anxious: "Kefu Su heard that Concubine Xi-"

When he asked, I answered, but he couldn't see my perfunctory, and he was still energetic.

"Fusu Gongzi!" I raised my eyebrows and looked at him coldly, and said, "This palace is really healed!" ”

I had risen so suddenly, and my gaze had already caught the attention of all his energy, and he must have understood my attitude.

Fusu was stunned for a while, and the passion and pride in his aura faded little by little, but when I felt that I was too rude, he used his obsession to provoke my shame and burden.

"It was normal for Fusu to die on the battlefield, but this time the troops were different. This is the first battle after Fusu remembered a stunning beauty, and Fusu was dedicated to meritorious service, hoping to be qualified to have the person he wanted as soon as possible.

During this period, there was a time when the enemy was fast forward and was besieged by the barbarian army, and Fusu was thinking..."

"The eldest son!"

I thought I'd listen to him patiently, and we'd split up when he had said enough, but when I heard him say this, I couldn't help but stop him, for my instincts, if I were right, what he said was probably the most fearful thing I knew to hear.

I'm really afraid of the young, vigorous and persistent Fusu.

"This palace knows that the eldest prince fought bravely, but this palace is not involved in political affairs, and cannot understand the wonderful feeling given by the achievements of the war, and cannot share the joy with the child, I hope the prince will forgive me." My words were dry and cold.

Because he was too affectionate before, seeing me like this, Fusu's eyes gathered with deep disappointment at this time.

I can't bear it, but that's all I can do.