Putting away the kind smile, my complexion and gaze changed to a sharp light in my heart.

"You also know that the palace has severely reprimanded the three people outside your palace, so you shouldn't talk nonsense, there are too many things that come out of your mouth, and it just happened to you, you should know how to phrase it."

I didn't expect me to change my face when I said it, Suo Yi instantly became cautious, she put away all the questions she let go, and just wanted to protect herself.

"Well, the slave concubine obeys the teachings of Mrs. Xi."

She couldn't understand why I changed my face, she just thought that I had suddenly changed my mind, but in fact, I was the only one who knew that I was angry at the fact that she gave up on her own child.

It is a woman's nature and instinct to have a pregnant child, Suo Yi has the right to fight for this honor and sustenance, and besides, the child is not only hers, but also Yingzheng's, she can't define the fate of the child so easily.

When I was selfish, my own child was hidden, but I wanted Suo Yi to give birth to this child to realize Yingzheng's spiritual sustenance, she could have chosen not to have children, just as giving birth to a child was her freedom, and not giving birth was also something she should do.

I'm so conflicted!

Don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself, but Ying Zheng is so ardent that leaving here to calm down is the best policy.

"The emperor has a reward, Mrs. Suo has made outstanding contributions, and her body needs to be safe, and she will give a pair of divination jade Ruyi, ten boxes of fragrant fruits, a tiger skin, and two imperial kitchens for Mrs. Suo's pregnancy!"

Lin Jixiang's voice came from far and near, and before I left, I came to the main hall where I was with Suo Yi, and I couldn't leave. I had no choice but to greet Yingzheng's kindness to Suo Yi and the child with Suo Yi.

Suo Yi took the Wangyi Palace up and down to thank him, and I looked at Lin Jixiang, who was staring at me, and my eyes moved uncomfortably to the gift he brought.

"The emperor really values this royal heir. The rewards have been continuous for days, and I only hope that your mother and son will be safe. I looked at Suo Yi and said in front of Lin Jixiang: "You should also repay the favor and protect this child for the emperor." ”

Suo Yi blinked her smart eyes, knowing that I was saying this to Lin Jixiang, and Lin Jixiang couldn't speak in the first place, so she pretended not to understand and deliberately turned her back to avoid our conversation.

He valued his own children more than his wives, so it was to be expected that he would be rewarded frequently. It's just that if he is like this, he still can't keep his wife's heart and give him a happy birth, why do you think it will be? He made no secret of the original purpose of his question, which was to ask me.

Ying Zheng loves me and protects me. But I didn't tell him when I gave birth to a child, even in front of Lin Jixiang, who I was guarding against, I was at a loss for words, not to mention that I didn't dare to let Lin Jixiang confirm that I gave birth to a son, so I answered more cautiously.

"And for some reason. As long as it is suppressed by others. No one can follow their own heart. I said coldly.

If Suo Yi hadn't been oppressed by Lin Jixiang, she would be willing to give birth to this child for Ying Zheng, whether it was out of her admiration for Ying Zheng or her own future, she would have to rely on the preciousness of the child to get ahead, and now she doesn't think about these, it's nothing more than her belief in Lin Jixiang, and she will have no scruples about having a heart and mission.

Lin Jixiang is in control, and he naturally doesn't mind me accusing him of hegemony in front of his subordinates, and his mind is on me. The words also talked directly to my troubles without caring for others.

"You are so arrogant, you will also be suppressed?" He provoked me.

I've been with him for so many years. If I tell him at this moment that I am suppressed by others, then he will definitely think that I admit that I was suppressed by others and do not confess the fact of our children's existence to Yingzheng, so I can't answer like this.

"Mrs. Suo, as the head of the Great Qin Palace, will be suppressed, and you are really a good means." I've been avoiding his gaze, lest the sight of the other thing betray my caution and panic.

Lin Jixiang raised his eyebrows and said in surprise, he didn't agree with the meaning of my words, he looked at Suo Yi in turn, and asked Suo Yi, who was not involved in the conversation between us: "You tell her, did I ever want you to give birth to his child?" ”

Suo Yi pretended to be deaf and dumb to give me space to talk to Lin Jixiang, but she was not really deaf and dumb, and when she heard her master's inquiry, she quickly looked back and answered, and then kept transparent like no one else.

"Giving birth to a child should be born when it can give him a comfortable and happy life, but now the national fortune is unknown, the palace affairs are complicated, and the people's hearts are not sideways, and the slave concubine cannot give him a safe and healthy life, so he does not dare to give birth to pregnancy rashly.

In other words, although the slave concubine is a lowly status, she also has something to do and something not to do, for the Ying family who is stained with the blood of my relatives to give birth to the imperial heir, to spend time and effort to carefully teach love, the slave concubine is really difficult to do. ”

This is categorical, it is not like what Lin Jixiang arranged for her, and Lin Jixiang has no need to let her lie to me about this, so I believed Suo Yi's heart.

"Good means, long-ingrained ideas are indeed not something that can be changed in a day or two months." I recognized his words.

Lin Jixiang looked at me with a cold face who accepted the situation in front of me and wanted to leave, and he didn't intend to let me go like this, he looked at me as if it was true or false, and his words were very subtle.

"In fact, it is easy to change, for example, if you feel that it is good to have a child now, you can't say that it is not good to have a child in the next moment, and the changes in the meantime will be moved, which is very wonderful, maybe you will look at this era again in front of me."

Lin Jixiang's words obviously have a deep meaning, but I know that he will never be easy to say everything, and he will definitely not tell me everything that has not happened at this time, and it is useless to ask too much, so I can only wait and see what happens.

"Since the return of the imperial mausoleum, the palace has never thought that there is anything that can make the palace stop the pursuit of the emperor, if the life of the palace can make him better, the palace will not hesitate to offer, so the word variable, the constant waiter said early." I put up my shelves and waited for an opportunity to get out.

Lin Jixiang sensed my intentions and laughed disapprovingly.

"Mrs. Xi still doesn't know what the imperial mausoleum chosen by the emperor is called, right?

The mountain is called 'Lishan', the tomb is 'Lishan Tomb', the word 'Li' is taken as the meaning of the beauty who drove the horse, this mausoleum was built on the day the emperor ascended the throne, but there was this idea before the emperor ascended the throne, so instead of Mrs. Xi accompanied, there will be other beauties to accompany the emperor to sleep. ”

These words hit me, but Lin Jixiang's one-sided words are not credible, Yingzheng is my husband, I should believe him instead of "slander" with ulterior motives, I must have this determination! (To be continued......)