"Linghu Full Moon, how should I put your place in my heart? Whether it's a confidant or the woman I like. But if we are all still there, if I reveal even the slightest bit, it will mean the end for us. You are very smart, if I can hide it from you emotionally, it can be regarded as a sad pride of mine.

I don't want to say what kind of hardships and twists and turns I have experienced, but when I first came back, I avenged for revenge, for the vain death of more than a hundred people in the Pang Hou Mansion. I knew that Lin Zhenrui was jealous back then, and he couldn't get my mother, so he was angry with my father, so he teamed up with my second uncle to create the so-called poisoning case. My second uncle later disappeared, and I have always suspected that he is the man in black hidden in the Kyoto Imperial Palace.

When he was young, he was a first-class hidden guard chief cultivated by Lin Zhenrui, so it was possible for him to know the palace better than anyone else, and he could freely enter and leave the palace and lurk for many years. It's a pity that back then, with the tragic death of more than a hundred people in Panghou Mansion, all his news disappeared, including his former information. Because he was Lin Zhenrui's first-class hidden guard chief, it is not surprising that his news will be sealed.

If I can bring him to justice before I have an accident, then I will not leave any regrets, but unfortunately, the world is unpredictable, so I have to prepare in advance and tell you everything I can think of, and I must be careful of my second uncle. In Kyoto, the Celestial Empire, there are very few people who have seen him, and even if there is, I am afraid that they will not be in this world. At the beginning, he found me and told me that the bloody case in Panghou Mansion was committed by Lin Zhenrui alone.

I have always suspected that the events of the year were related to Lin Zhenrui, so I planned to return to Kyoto for many years, I want to investigate the truth of the matter, because of this, I am not the kind of person who can be manipulated by my second uncle, which also goes against his plan, he originally wanted to use Lin Zhenrui's old feelings for my mother, so that I can get close to Lin Zhenrui, and then take the Lin family, but in the process of investigation, I saw more and more suspicious of my second uncle.

Because of this, he was forced to show up to reveal my so-called identity as the eldest prince, but in the end he didn't get what he wanted. People are not as good as heaven, Lin Zhenrui died ahead of schedule, my second uncle's plan failed to come true, he has been hiding for more than ten years, so he is not afraid to wait a few more years, he is in the dark, it is extremely unfavorable to you. You have to be careful. ”

Full Moon quietly looked at what he wrote, her eyes sour and uncomfortable.

He reminded her in his letters, for her sake, but his feelings for him were deliberately downplayed.

The more this is the case, the more the full moon can feel the depth and depth of the feelings buried in his heart.

"Full moon, if there is an afterlife, if you choose between vigorous and simple and plain, then I am willing to choose to watch your plain and simple life, even if there is no chance to be with you in the next life, it is also a blessing to see you happy and content. Because I believe, maybe, you and I fate this is the first life, we did not have any intersection in the previous life, God wants to test my sincerity, if this is the case, I am willing to guard your three lives and three lives, wait for you three lives and three lives, wait until the clouds open and the fog disperses, the willows and flowers are bright, and when you look back at me, between heaven and earth, only each other is in the bottom of the eye, even if it is only one life, I have no regrets.

More without asking, less without resentment, no more, no less, goodbye in the next life. ”

The last sentence had brought tears to her eyes.

See you in the next life.

If he gives him no more or less, only one lifetime, he will cherish it, beg God, don't break his fate with the full moon, even if it's just a brother and sister just passing by, give him another chance to meet her.

Regrets.

At this moment, she deeply realized what it means to hide deep emotions and what it means to be without desire and without desire to accompany her.

In the past three years, she has been hiding in the Beijing suburb courtyard, taking care of Lin Dongyao and Qi Yuan wholeheartedly, and in contact with the outside world, except for a group of hidden guards, there is only him.

He would come to see her almost every month, and he would bring her the same things that Qi Yuan liked from childhood to three-year-olds. But Full Moon never noticed that he had any unusual feelings for her.

He hides his feelings too deeply, the thicker he is, the deeper he becomes.

He didn't want to cause her any burden and hid his feelings from beginning to end. In the end, he was worried that the full moon would not accept the one qiē he left behind, so he told her his feelings. But he refused to tell her, when did this love start, and when did it deepen.

Was it the first time they met, or was it at an unknown time, and since then, he has only seen her.

Full Moon thought that the only people in this world who could make her cry were Qi Yuan and Lin Dongyao.

But Pang Rui's last letter hit the fragile side of her heart that she had never touched.

And he just died.

She couldn't give him any emotional response.

The good and the bad.

It's just her one-man show.

The letter slipped quietly from her hand and landed silently.

Just like Pang Rui said about his feelings for her, from the beginning to the end, he supported the play alone.

When the drama ends, he leaves alone, leaving her with a new test to start over.

And he left all the qiē to her, and wrote everything he could consider for her, but he alone would never appear in her life again.

"Pang Rui—" When she stretched out her hand, she felt that he was clearly in front of her, as if she could touch him when she stretched out her hand. But her hand reached out and touched only the cold air.

It was already spring, but her body was biting cold.

The door of the study slowly opened, and the cold wind poured in, and she thought that his soul was reluctant to return.

"Pang Rui—" She looked up, tears in her eyes.

Tears couldn't stop falling.

Tears covered her eyes, and she couldn't see the figure that walked in, just looked at a tall and straight figure walking slowly towards her.

Tears fell like beads with broken threads, and the more she wanted to control her feelings, the more fierce the tears flowed. If she and Pang Rui still have an afterlife, and a lifetime, then this moment is going to drain all the tears they have together.

"I know you're back-Pang Rui, I understand your dedication--I don't want you to stay--you should have your own happiness--people have an afterlife, and there are lives and lives, the spirit is immortal, just borrowing the shell that God gave us, we will meet again - really will-"

Full Moon got up and walked towards him, raising her hand, her slender fingers piercing through the cold air and landing on his shoulder with unmistakable accuracy.

The real touch broke her heart.

"I know you're dead and won't come back. It's all my hallucination now - if so, you should stay a little longer, stay a little longer, stay a little longer- okay? ”

When Pang Rui was there, she would never have imagined that one day, she would plead with him like this.

She stepped forward and hugged him tightly.

At this moment, it has nothing to do with the love of any man and woman.

Just out of sheer gratitude and touch.

It was also because she was more awake than ever, Pang Rui was dead—whatever she saw now, it wasn't him! It could never be him! There can be no more Pang Rui in this life!

The next life - who knows?

"I don't feel that you are hiding such deep feelings - if this is your Yuan Spirit, then let me be with your Yuan Spirit, from now on, to accompany your Yuan Spirit until you are reincarnated."

She lost Pang Rui.

Lost a friend she had always thought was a confidant in her life.

But he lost a man who hid his true temperament for her.

She hugged him tight—like the only time they ever hugged. It's just that last time he couldn't help hugging her when he saw that she was safe and sound, but this time, it was she who thought she was holding his Yuan Spirit after losing him.

She wanted to suppress her feelings, but the more she wanted to suppress it, the more she broke out at this moment.

It's just that the body she is holding tightly has an inexplicable feeling of familiarity, so familiar that it makes her feel sad.

She looked up and looked out with tears in her eyes, trying to see the person in front of her.

She remembered that Pang Rui had a long scar on his face when he died, which was terrible. He loved cleanliness and simplicity the most, but at that time he was completely a bloody man.

But now he, why-

Why is it a cold and arrogant face?

She wiped away her tears desperately, and looked fixedly at the person she was holding in her arms with red eyes.

What appeared in front of her was the person she had been dreaming of for the past three years.

But how could it be him?

How harsh was she?

"Treat me as another man, and still hug me and cry, should I also cry sadly?" There is a somewhat familiar voice, and there are hoarse vicissitudes that shouldn't belong to him, and even a hint of rustiness, which seems to come from the fact that he hasn't spoken for three years.

She was stunned for a moment, but the next moment she suddenly grabbed him by the neck.

"Lin Dongyao ??!!"

She gritted her teeth and said the name that she had repeated countless times every day for the past three years.

He didn't expect it at all, he hadn't settled accounts with her yet, she was fine, was this going to strangle him?

Murder of her husband?

"What do you do?" Lin Dongyao made a voice from her throat, she seemed to be real, she had a lot of strength, even if she didn't want to strangle him, she would pinch him and his breathing would be difficult.

"How do I know if it's you? What if someone is pretending to be you? I've been guarding you for three years, and you just suddenly appeared in front of me like this, have you asked me? Aren't you afraid of scaring me? ”

She let go of her hand, trying to wipe away her tears and staring at him.

It's really him!

Absolutely true!

The moment she let go of her hand, he hugged her back into his arms.

"I don't blame you for holding me and crying for Pang Rui's death, calling his name, you-"

He sighed, and within a few days of speaking, he had only lips in front of the guards, and he wanted her to be the first to hear his voice.

He would practice it over and over again in the evenings, just to call out her name as he used to.