Chapter 105: Confession of True Love
Xiao'er noticed Yueyou's impermanence, for fear that she would say the wrong thing, and called softly: "Yueyou, what's wrong with you?" ”
Yueyou, who came over against God, had a trace of pain in his eyes, and said in a low voice, "No." ”
Xiao'er was a little stunned: "What's not?" ”
Yueyou gently closed his eyes, covering the earth-shaking in his heart, and when he opened his eyes again, it was already a pool of stagnant water: "We haven't seen each other before." ”
Xiao'er understood what he said, and smiled: "Maybe I've seen it in my previous life." Then he got up and left, sat next to Yueyou, and asked with concern, "Yueyou, are you okay?" ”
Yueyou looked at Xiao'er with sad eyes and looked at the injuries all over his body, and shook his head: "Don't worry, it's just skin injuries." ”
Xiao'er still looked at him worriedly: "Is it really okay?" ”
Yueyou patted Xiao'er's hand and shook her head again.
Xiao'er followed Yueyou's affirmation again, although she was still relieved in her heart, but in order not to let Yueyou worry about her in turn, she pretended to be relaxed and looked around.
I saw them lying next to a lake that went straight down, surrounded by peach blossoms, and the peach blossoms all over the mountains were rendered into a pink world, which was extremely romantic and beautiful.
The mood that made the laughter was also much more relaxed: "But why is it that it is winter, and there are still peach blossoms blooming all over the mountains?" ”
Yueyou looked around with a smile in his eyes, with a relieved expression on his face: "This is the 'Peach Blossom Fairy', and we have walked out of the 'Dead Man's Cliff'." ”
"'Peach Blossom Fairy'? So familiar with the name? Have I been here before? Xiao'er looked at Yueyou a little confused.
Yueyou's heart trembled violently again, his eyes were complicated and painful, and he was silent for a long time before he shook his head: "Very few people can come here alive. Because to enter this place, you need to pass through the 'cliff of the dead'. ”
Xiao'er nodded: "You mean, even if you get here, most of them will become corpses, right?" ”
Yueyou nodded.
Xiao'er looked at Yueyou covered in scars, and her heart hurt even more: "Why do you want to protect me to this point even when you know this?" Yueyou, I just hid you at the beginning, so that you escaped the pursuit of others, and why did you want to repay me to this point? How do you ask me to repay you? ”
Yueyou shook his head, closed his eyes, concealed the deep affection in his heart, and said in a low voice: "Xiao'er, you saved my heart to die, it is worth me to treat you like this, please let me treat you like this, otherwise I don't even have any hope of living." ”
Xiao'er's heart will not be moved, but Yueyou is not the one who haunts her after all, and suddenly feels that she is so selfish. At first, I was always greedy for the feeling of déjà vu on Yueyou, and I knew that it wasn't, but I thought that Yueyou stopped being good to her, just because there was no way to reciprocate.
I have always heard people say that love is selfish, and she always thinks that it is an excuse, but now she realizes that love may really be selfish. For those who love, selflessly dedicate their feelings, and for those who don't love, all the good for themselves will be ignored. The treatment is different for love and not love. You can be as passionate as fire for those you love, and you can be as cold as ice for those you don't love.
When Xiao'er came back from his contemplation and looked at Yueyou, he didn't think about it, but he met Yueyou's eyes and fell into his starry eyes, as if he was bewitched: "It's not night." ”
Yueyou's eyes opened in disbelief, his body suddenly stiffened, and he looked straight at Xiao'er, as if he wanted to see through Xiao'er.
But Xiao'er's eyes slowly closed his eyes, and then he fell into Yueyou's arms like a loss of strength, and said slightly: "You are not him." ”
Yueyou just hugged Xiao'er in his arms with both hands, feeling the sleep and soul-snatching, and had another seizure, this man who was silent, his heart was as cold as ice, and finally collapsed, tears flowed silently, and he called in a hoarse voice: "Xiao'er, don't you remember me?" Don't you remember my face? Do you really not remember? Why? Why don't you remember me? ”
"Do you know that every time you sleep like this, I feel so scared, and your lack of memory makes me so miserable, why does God treat me like this? Why did God let me meet you and fall in love with you, but I couldn't get you? Why did I get you and deliver you to someone else's arms myself? I hurt so much, so much. ”
"Xiao'er, I hurt so much, if my life is destined not to have you, why did I meet you and fall in love with you?"
Crying silently, and gradually being wailed by love with pain: "Xiao'er, I love you, you know? ”
This wail resounded in the woods, echoing for a long time, but the laughter couldn't be heard after all, Yueyou smiled bitterly, lowered her head, and reached out to caress her face: "Xiao'er, in fact, I want to ask you, do you love me?" But this time I really didn't have a chance to ask again, because you were going where you were supposed to go, and you were going to meet the people you were supposed to meet. Because only if you fall in love with him, can you live well. ”
"I promised you a long life, I can't watch you die, I can't know the way to save you, so I will keep you by my side, I can't do it, I want to be selfish, but I really can't do it, I don't want you to die, I just want you to live well, if you can live happily, maybe I will be very happy."
Yueyou leaned over slowly, her lips gently pressed against Xiao'er's lips, this kiss seemed to pour out all his love for Xiao'er, as if he wanted to bury all this love in this kiss.
The peach blossom forests all over the mountains seem to be the only two of them in the world who kiss each other deeply, kissing to the ground.
Yueyou got up slowly, his eyes were soft, his voice was soft, and he looked at the smile in his arms like a treasure: "I originally wanted to take you to this 'Peach Blossom Fairy' to live for a day, accompany me, and take you out of here." Bitterly tugging at the corners of his mouth, "But God won't give me such a chance." ”
Yueyou reached out and picked up the peach petals that fell on Xiao'er's face: "Maybe it's okay, after having it, losing it again may be more painful than not having it, but I'm so unwilling." ”
"I really don't want to send you into someone else's arms, but I can't be so selfish, God, please make Xiao'er wake up, I promise you, I will take Xiao'er back to the person who cherishes her, I'm scared. I really wouldn't think about leaving Xiao'er by my side anymore and letting her spend more time with her. ”
"God, I beg you, let Xiao'er wake up again, I'm really afraid that this is the seventh time that Xiao'er has a sleep soul snatching attack."
"God, as long as Xiao'er can wake up again, I will never see Xiao'er again in this life."