236. 【236】The Bluegrass of Despair (2)

"Silver Eyes, why are you accompanying me?" Nightfire turned his head to the side and looked at Silver Pupil.

"Friends." Silver Hitomi looked sideways at Nightfire, and the two smiled at each other.

In fact, the experience of each of them is the same. Because of the difference in hair color and eye color, he has been alienated since he was a child, and he has no relatives or friends.

So, when they met, they felt like they had found a belonging.

The rain was still falling, and the cold rain made the two people lying on the ground numb. It's just that the heart is warm.

Inside the house.

Ziyi pulled the blue grass and sat at the table, the door was open, and they quietly looked at the two people lying on the ground outside the house.

"Bluegrass, do you love him?" Ziyi knew that her question was a bit redundant, but seeing that Lan Cao was in such pain, she felt that it was still necessary to say what was in her heart.

"Of course I love." Bluegrass smiled bitterly: "If I didn't love him, then I wouldn't have so much pain." Ziyi, sometimes I really envy you, to be able to find such a good man as Kaoru, you can love each other, stay together, and have the qiē you want to get. Your life makes me jealous. ”

"Bluegrass." Ziyi pulled Lan Cao's body towards him, and the two of them looked at each other, "If you love him, why don't you make it clear to him." Although I don't know how the current silver pupil feels to you, at least he once cared about you, and since he cared, then you have to pursue it for your own happiness. Rather than suffering alone here, let that pain come more obviously. ”

Blue grass could understand Purple Yi's words.

She also thought about whether she wanted to make it clear with the silver pupil.

It's just that she's afraid, she's really afraid of being rejected for it.

In the end, what if you can't even make friends?

Do you want her to go back underground and live a sleeping life?

She was reluctant—she couldn't bear to never see the face of the silver pupil again.

If she is rejected, what face will she have to continue to stay here?! She was scared, she was really scared.

"Bluegrass, no matter what the result is, you can stay, you don't need to have any scruples. Even if you can't be lovers, you can still be friends. As long as you can get over this hurdle in your heart, if you can't get over this hurdle, then even if you don't say it now, you will only be alone and miserable. Bluegrass, I'm really sad to see you like this, I hope you can think about it, and I hope you can be happy. Ziyi gently held Blue Grass's hand, she understood Blue Grass's concerns. Just like when Kaoru Duanmu forgot about her, she wanted to get closer, but she was afraid of being ostracized, and even afraid of what to do if she was ostracized forever and never saw this person again.

Love, sometimes it is so humble, so humble that in order to be able to see each other every day, I don't even have the courage to pursue it.

Blue Grass nodded slightly, the sadness in her eyes as intense.

She smiled lightly and patted Ziyi's hand and stood up.

Yes -

Sometimes, dragging it out isn't necessarily the best option.

Instead of being so painful, it is better to boldly pursue it once! At least pursued, there is still a chance. If you give up on this, then it may be impossible to do it again.

She walked out the door with every step, each step so difficult.

She could even hear the cry in her heart and feel the trembling in her heart.

This step, step by step, seemed to be stepping on her heart, and Lan Cao only felt that her breath seemed to be stagnant.

"Bluegrass?"

Silver Hitomi looked at the woman lying beside her in surprise, her brows furrowed slightly.

"Silver pupils," although the blue grass tried her best to restrain herself, her voice still trembled slightly, but fortunately, the heavy rain was pouring down, and the sound of the raindrops hitting the ground successfully covered up the tremor in the blue grass's voice. "Silver Eyes, I'm sorry."

"What a good apology?" As if knowing what Blue Grass was going to say, Silver Hitomi tugged at the corners of her mouth in some embarrassment. It's just that maybe because his body has become numb, he can't feel what kind of expression is on his face.

Blue Grass closed her eyes lightly and took a deep breath: "Silver Pupil, can we- can we start again?" ”

Silver Hitomi was silent for a while and did not speak.

He didn't know how to answer.

He couldn't tell what he really felt about Bluegrass. Although during this time, he was well aware of the attitude of Bluegrass towards him. He knew that Lancao regretted it, regretted the betrayal at the beginning, and he also knew that Lancao had really changed, and she was forced to be helpless at the beginning.

But in the bottom of his heart, there was a force there that made him unable to say the word "forgive".

"These people, it's really interesting."

In the room, Duanmu Kaoru sat beside Ziyi, tightening the coat on Ziyi's body: "Everyone likes to lie in the rain, and I don't know what the rain smells like." ”

"Would you like to try it?" Ziyi habitually raised his eyebrows, and his purple eyes flashed with a sparkling light.

Rain, at a certain age, always makes people feel that a group of people go to the rain together, which is a very romantic thing.

"I still don't want it, if I catch a cold, won't I ask for it?" Duanmu Xun shook his head lightly and continued: "It seems that I have to instruct the people to prepare more ginger soup, these people, it is estimated that it will not be enough for a while." ”

Ziyi chuckled lightly and did not speak.

There are some things that have to be solved sooner or later. Instead of dragging it all the time, it is better to take this opportunity to make it clear.

She blessed the blue grass in her heart, stood up, walked to the door, and closed the door gently.

These people want to get caught in the rain, they want to wake up through the rain, and she doesn't want to catch a cold with them.

"Silver Eyes, are you- can't you forgive me?"

Outside the room, Lan Cao saw that Yintong had not spoken, and spoke softly again, but her voice trembled even more.

Silver Pupil admitted that he would feel pain in his heart when he saw such blue grass, but that stubbornness just made him unable to speak. He didn't know if he could forgive her, the taste of being deceived and betrayed is still clearly imprinted in his heart, and this uncomfortable feeling makes him even more unable to speak.

"Huh—" Bluegrass smiled bitterly and stopped talking.

She found that the biggest advantage of the rain was that she could cry as much as she wanted in the heavy rain.

Because no one can know whether it is rain or tears rolling down your face, the moment the hot tears come out of your eyes, they become cold, mixed with the rain rolling down your cheeks.

Silver Pupil still didn't speak, and Nightfire remained silent.

The three of them were silent in the rain for an hour.