210. 211 Thou hast always favored him
"No one in the Nian family embarrassed me." The full moon faintly escaped.
Lin Jian's eyes flashed, although he didn't speak, he thought a lot in his heart.
"In the past six years in the He family, a lot of things have happened, right?" Lin Jian's words are pointed.
"There are no good things happening in the He family, if His Highness insists on asking, it will be some bad memories, is His Highness willing to listen?"
Full Moon's tone at the moment was faint and not wavering.
If she hadn't been reborn, she might have died at the hands of Aunt He and her daughter a few months ago.
"Okay, don't mention it." Today's Lin Jian seems to be a little different from usual.
Although the full moon had some doubts in his heart, he did not have a 蝧hì稹
Lin Jian's temperament is a little erratic and arbitrary in the end, maybe today is like this, tomorrow it will be changed to something else, the full moon does not feel how special he is to Lin Jian.
There are many things that you can't just listen to, but also see who is still standing by her side at the most critical moment.
The carriage was still some distance away from the post station, and the full moon asked Lin Jian to stop and get off first.
"I'm with you." Lin Jian also walked out of the carriage together, and Nian Zheng stood not far from the carriage, his face sinking like water, and he was loyal to his duties.
"Your Highness has been out for a while, and the emperor and the queen mother will be in a hurry." Full Moon softly persuaded Lin Jian.
"They just saw me, and they are anxious about where to go. I've only said a few words to you, but at the end of the day, you don't want to be alone with me. Lin Jian's face sank slightly, although he didn't have the slightest intention of blaming the full moon in his heart, but the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time broke out faintly at this moment.
"Your Highness, there are many ears and eyes around the station, there is still more than half a month to go, the full moon just wants to spend these ten days quietly, Your Highness forgive me." Full Moon is telling the truth, if she goes back with Lin Jian, the Queen Mother will call her over before night.
"When you walked with Lao Wu before, many people already saw it. So—"
"That's why Concubine An sent someone to call away the Fifth Highness, but that was Concubine An's business, and besides, the Fifth Highness was there to help me out of the siege, and then Concubine An gave an order, didn't the Fifth Highness also go back? His Royal Highness the Crown Prince also helped me out of the siege just now, and now I just don't want to cause too much gossip in the future. ”
The more light and casual the tone of the full moon, the heavier the contradiction in Lin Jian's heart.
In this way, he felt that the distance between himself and the full moon was getting farther and farther away, and the relationship that had been stagnant was once again covered with a layer of alienation and indifference for no reason at this moment.
"Actually, sometimes, I wonder if I have the ability and the real right to protect you, and sometimes, I do do what I want, but in the face of your problems, I have not once made a frivolous and simple decision, but your concerns make me unable to justify!
If I forcibly find the Queen Mother or my father to keep you by my side again and again, the stronger my needs, the greater your danger, I can convince myself of all my feelings for you, but at present, I can't convince my father and the Queen Mother to follow my wishes, after all, I am not strong enough, and what I have is not enough to protect you and take care of you. ”
Lin Jian never thought that he would say such things one day.
He never thought that he would analyze his current situation and his true thoughts so clearly.
If it weren't for the appearance of the full moon, maybe he would never have seen through his heart in his life, and he wouldn't have learned to face reality and face the situation in front of him like ordinary people.
Full Moon listened to Lin Jian's words, but couldn't help frowning,
"His Royal Highness has a special identity, he has been in the palace for eighteen years, what words should be said, what words should be rotten in the stomach forever, it must be clearer than the full moon, His Royal Highness's heart is just to say to the full moon, as for other occasions, His Royal Highness only needs one move to respond to all changes, whether it is the second highness or the third highness, for the time being, the weakness of the prince can not be found."
The words of the full moon made Lin Jian's face uncertain.
"You seem to have been favoring the fifth child all along?" The more the full moon didn't mention Lin Dongyao, the more sensitive Lin Jian's heart became.
"It's not to be biased, but to tell His Royal Highness the Crown Prince about the situation in Kyoto in the next year. Lin Donghe is secretly busy building his own career, in order for him to strike a fatal blow to other princes in the future, and the Third Highness is not a fuel-efficient lamp, he can take refuge in Lin Donghe without hesitation at the critical moment, and he will be Lin Donghe's puppet in the future, but he can fight with Lin Donghe shoulder to shoulder, as for the Fifth Highness, his temperament is always free and indifferent, he is not the one who takes the initiative to fight, so before the situation in the Celestial Empire develops and changes dramatically, the Fifth Highness will not take any radical or dangerous actions to His Royal Highness the Prince. His Royal Highness also understands this to some extent. ”
"What I understand best now is that the status of the fifth brother in your mind is completely different from that of others, and I am being turned into a character like the second brother and the third brother by you, isn't it?"
"Your Highness thinks so, and the full moon can't explain it."
The full moon was just a matter of facts, and she tried to stop Lin Jian's thoughts.
"Your Highness, let's stop here today, since Your Highness doesn't approve of the full moon, why don't you talk about it in a few days, maybe the full moon will change your opinion, or maybe His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has figured it out?"
The full moon is somewhat clear about Lin Jian's temper, and it is difficult to make sense if he is stubborn.
Besides, he now recognizes that he is partial to Lin Dongyao, and if he continues, he will be even more aggressive.
"Maybe in a few days, the fifth child will have a lot of countless advantages in your mind!" Lin Jian's tone was cold, but his eyes looking at the full moon were full of helplessness and gloom.
Since the last night when he witnessed her and Lin Dongyao together in the Hou Mansion, Lin Jian has always had a pimple in his heart, although he also knows that some words were deliberately said by Lin Dongyao, but when did his always ruthless fifth brother ever have a heart for a woman?
Not to mention the appearance of the third watch in the middle of the night, even when talking closely, it is rare.
It is Lin Dongyao's special treatment of the full moon that Lin Jian really can't accept.
"Your Highness—"
"Who?!"
Just as the full moon was about to end today's conversation, a low drink came from Su Kang.
"Ahh The woman's scream suddenly sounded, this voice full moon is all too familiar, from Linghu Qiuyu.
"I-I'm Linghu Full Moon's sister! I- I have something to say to her. Linghu Qiuyu stared at Su Kang with a red face at the moment, and stammered to explain, but the expression on his face was angry.
She stayed alone in the post station for a while, she didn't know a daughter of a family, and no one paid attention to her, and most of her eyes were disdainful, so that Fox Qiuyu didn't dare to make a loud noise, so she could only sneak out to find the full moon.
Obviously, he saw the full moon and the prince talking from a distance, and originally wanted to get close to Lin Jiantao, but who knew that Su Kang suddenly came out of the shadows, so frightened that Linghu Qiuyu almost sat on the ground.
"Su Kang, don't be rude." Lin Jian ordered in a deep voice.
Su Kang hurriedly retreated.
Lin Jian could see that although the full moon was cold and indifferent to Linghu Qiuyu, this coldness was different from her feelings towards other people in the Hou Mansion, and it seemed that she still had a trace of affection for Linghu Qiuyu. Perhaps it was because she and Linghu Qiuyu were both kicked out of the Hou Mansion early.
And Linghu Qiuyu suffered a lot outside when she was two or three years old, and the full moon was somewhat polite to her, at least some words, the full moon would say to her, and would never say it to Linghu Zilu and Linghu Pingxue.
Linghu Qiuyu snorted at Su Kang, and originally wanted to swagger over, but as soon as she saw the cold and terrifying face of the full moon, she couldn't help but remember the terrible scene where she was holding a dagger and gesturing on her face, and Linghu Qiuyu was worried that if she did something wrong later, she would really be slashed in the face by Linghu Manyue.
Before this, the crown prince and the fifth highness were all unable to save him. She had no chance of winning.
Linghu Qiuyu was peaceful, and moved in front of the full moon step by step.
"You left me alone at the post station, I-I don't know anyone, I don't even dare to speak, for fear of offending people by saying the wrong thing, but I can be regarded as finding you, I'm hungry and want to eat, but I can't find the carriage of the Hou Mansion, and the maid doesn't know where to go to be lazy, I saw you from a distance just now, so it's-" Linghu Qiuyu spoke, and kept looking at Lin Jian secretly.
There is indescribable admiration and embarrassment in his eyes.
This is the king who will rule the Celestial Empire in the future! The temperament is elegant and noble, and the gestures are all fascinating and unhurried, and the delicate and handsome facial features project a blurry halo under the warm sun, just looking at it, will make her feel dizzy.
Linghu Qiuyu never knew that a man could bring her such feelings.
She only felt that she was so small in front of Lin Jian that she was not as good as the dust on the ground! On the contrary, when Ling Fox Full Moon and Lin Jian stood side by side, both their expressions and demeanors gave people a feeling of being a good match.
Perhaps, this is the aura and experience of Linghu Full Moon.
It was what she was deeply lacking.
Linghu Qiuyu knew very well that there was not a little difference between himself and Linghu Full Moon.
And she also understands that with a status like Lin Jian, it is impossible to look at her more, and now she is allowed to get close, but it is just for the sake of Linghu Manyue's face.
Linghu Qiuyu doesn't have such unrealistic dreams, she knows that even if she catches it in her hand, it may not be her own, so nothing is eternal.
At this point, she is not like Ding Juming and Song Xiaoyou, the farther away she is, the more reluctant she is to give up.
She has been used to living a hard life since she was a child, sometimes a steamed bun in front of her is better than a full meal a mile away, maybe she no longer has the strength to walk a mile away to eat that full meal, what about the wine and food far away from her? Even if she tried her best to walk over, it was all turned into scraps, and maybe she collapsed without even having the strength to eat.