Chapter 830: Return to Love

"I, I rejoice in all your nonsense and tenderness, I care about all my emotions, even if I annoy you for a while, but in the end they all turn into love, I can't bear to blame you anymore, sometimes I don't understand why I indulge you so much."

Speaking of helplessness, Ying Zheng smiled instead.

I laughed too, but my heart was bleeding: if it weren't for my existence, Ying Zhenghui would have a group of wives and concubines, majestic and chic, but I would have parachuted into the world like his nemesis, and even I myself was not prepared, because I and his forehead seemed to have many more skin lines than my peers.

"Everyone says that His Majesty who is harmed by slaves and concubines has no accompanying ladies, and those children who are outstanding but unfortunately lost their lives, all seem to have an inseparable relationship with slaves and concubines, will Your Majesty blame the slaves and concubines?"

I don't think I'm at fault, but I want to know if Ying Zheng will blame me for this, after all, no matter how much he loves me, his children will be close to him after all.

Ying Zheng knows the real reason why his wife and children are gone, so although he has something to do with me, he doesn't blame me for it.

"They are indeed unlucky and met you, but with you, I really don't need others, that's why you do it, I don't take it to heart, if they are really innocent, I won't let you hurt their lives at most, but they don't feel satisfied, don't pay attention to what other people say, I understand you."

In Ying Zheng's heart, love is to the extreme, and if you don't love, you are cold-blooded thoroughly, so he is very polarized about the trade-offs. As a woman he loved, I was both grateful and helpless, and more reluctant, and apprehensive and reluctant to be uncertain but certain of his short future.

"Slave concubines are also at fault. The life of no one in the palace will inevitably affect their way of living, but the concubine has a clear conscience, and I think Your Majesty should not worry about it, if you feel that there is anything bad about the concubine, for the sake of the concubine's love for you, forgive the concubine. ”

Ying Zheng felt that my words were really redundant, and he opened his eyes slightly, looking at me seriously and lazy.

"If you want, I can scatter the inner palace. Although I don't have the same words and thoughts as you, I am willing to be with you and go to the imperial tomb to spend my days with you, and the only thing I can't rest assured about in this life is this hard-won Great Qin territory.

These many of my sons are all extraordinary, but they have not yet been able to fully rise to the danger of the powerful people. If the sons I have supervised and taught are still like this, how can their children and grandchildren guarantee that they are good people and will be the leaders?

If the people of the future generations lose their incompetence and so on, and the territory laid down by these generations of ancestors is afraid that it will be torn apart again, so I want to control the kingdom for a few more days, and I will be in power for a long time, and the people will be able to be stable for a day, can you understand my thoughts? ”

I can understand Yingzheng's heart. He bent over the government day and night, in order to ensure the peace of the country and the people, and live and work in peace and contentment. For this reason, he has almost devoted his whole life of hard work and time, and rarely has his own time to enjoy himself, even Hu Hai privately said that he watched his father and the emperor be diligent in government, and he was afraid of being the emperor in his heart.

"However, how can His Majesty be able to bear the responsibility of the world? Your Majesty has unified the country and laid a great new vision for the people for future generations, and it is time to have your own relaxed life. I felt sorry for him.

Such a majestic and strategic person who devoted himself to the country was worried about natural and man-made disasters day and night, but later generations infamous him. I really have a grudge and pity, even if he dies of exhaustion, what can he do?

Since then, the dispute between Xiang and the state is inevitable, and the crisis of fragmentation is inevitable. No matter how hard he tries, he can't hold back the hearts of the people, unless he is alive and suppresses the ambitious.

Ying Zheng didn't know that later generations had mixed attitudes towards his own spirit after he had done his best and died, so his ideological world was very simple, that is, he hoped that the people could eat a full meal in peace, and he himself was just satisfied with his wife and children.

"Seeing that Daqin is becoming more and more stable, you are personally accompanied, and the children in the palace are around my knees, I already feel relieved." His large, warm hand took my hand and smiled at me.

This man I love, even if he has the power of the world, he is just a child who cares for me and wants to be loved.

"With the slave concubine, Your Majesty's home will not fade away from the warmth, come, sleep on the slave concubine's leg for a while." I gently stroked his cheeks and sideburns, allowing him to indulge in my tenderness.

Time seems to be stolen as much of it flies, I know it's not really going fast, but time is becoming more and more important to me, Yingzheng is becoming more and more important to me, although we are immersed in happiness and can't extricate ourselves, but I have to think about Huayang as originally planned to receive a reply.

"The brookside concubine?" She lay on the bed and looked at me, not deliberately pretending to be weak when Ying Zheng was there, and said: "The sons and daughters are inconvenient and can't follow the etiquette, please don't blame the concubine on the side of the stream." ”

Ying Zheng came to her "can't do anything", she naturally can't move when I come, we know that it's better not to say it, so I accompanied her to act, sat down on a carved chair, and began to talk to her.

"If you are seriously ill, don't move much, this palace is just coming to see on behalf of your father." I sat down, saw that she didn't speak, stared at her facial expression and said, "How are these days?" ”

Sensing that I was looking at him, Huayang was naturally too weak to do it.

"The same old way." Her soft tone was accompanied by a cough.

Since Mrs. Mi's true mask was revealed, I have never believed that others coughed twice and said that they were sick, and she was the originator of pretending to be sick, and I will not be fooled for a second time for this moment.

"That's unfortunate, your father asked the palace to see if your condition is under control, if you can survive, he thinks you can help the palace, and now this situation - this palace should talk to your father and the emperor, and it will be more secure to change someone to manage the government."

Hua Yang's complexion changed instantly, and the dazzling panic flashed, and she coughed twice again, and then eagerly and weakly kept me.

"The father wants to patrol, the affairs of the inner palace are naturally not at ease, knowing that the son is not feeling and still thinking about the son, it must be necessary for the son to be filial, although the son is not angry, but he can't make him feel bad, or let the son take the order." She said undoubtedly virtuous and filial piety. (To be continued.) )