175. 174 How can you not die!
He asked himself with all his might, but he thought about two wrong places, one was to underestimate Nalan Jingxue, and the other was ruined by the cheap maid in front of him.
He looked at the flickering candles in the Taichang Palace, and the flickering lights cast a bright and uncertain light on Liuli's body. It makes her seem far away from herself.
"Why did you betray me?" He suddenly wanted to know why she was biased towards the woman he had been watching and had only been with her for more than half a year.
"The slave doesn't want to betray His Majesty, and she doesn't want to betray the princess." The kneeling Liuli lifted her usual calm face from the messy hair, and at this moment the plain face was already covered with blood marks and wounds, but her eyes were still clear, through that gaze, Sikong Jin's heart was shocked, and he seemed to see another person.
Unyielding, stubborn, clear, and calm seemed to be the gaze that had ever been in that woman's eyes.
"The princess and the slave maid have seen different women. There is no shelf. Liuli's gaze seemed to drift, becoming a little blurred and distant, "As a person in the dark pavilion, the slave maid has been treated as a tool or a blade since she was a child, but the princess is a slave and maid is a person. Her lips slowly hooked, and a gorgeous smile that she had never seen before overflowed from her lips, and the smile shook Sikong Jin's eyes, making his heart even more indescribably painful. He had never looked at Liuli squarely, and today he realized that Liuli smiled so beautifully.
She is like a withered rose, but it still carries the magnificence and fragrance of its blooming glory.
She knew the purpose of the slave and maid, but she was not guarded against the slave and maid, and she was still thinking about the slave and maid everywhere, for fear that the slave and maid would be scolded by His Majesty if they did not complete the task well. She is so honest with the slave that even the slightest secret will be shared with the slave and the maid. The slave maid has never felt that way, and the princess seems to have given the slave maid a home, and she trusts the slave maid. The slave will not fail her. Liuli's gaze became more distant, and she seemed to see Su Rui's smile in front of her, within reach.
"She gave the slave a proper dignity as a human being." Liuli continued, it was hurtful to speak, especially for someone like her who had just received the capital punishment of the Dark Pavilion, and after saying a few words, she couldn't help coughing, and blood kept gushing out from the corners of her mouth and fell on the floor in front of her.
Liuli gasped for a moment, and then said, "Don't you men have a word? Death for a confidant. As a slave, Liuli knows that her status is as low as dust, but the slave also wants to protect her family. The princess regarded the slave maid as her own family, and the slave maid only wanted to protect her. ”
"Protect her?" Sikong Jin muttered and repeated Liuli's words, these three words were like a steel knife constantly scraping around his heart, making his heart bloody. He had wanted to protect her, too, but in the end?
"Your Majesty, if you really know the princess, you should know that she is a kind-hearted person. If Majesty really put down his body and begged her. She will forgive Her Majesty, and she will help Her Majesty. Ruri coughed twice.
To beg her? Jokes? Will she still see herself?
Her eyes of shock and despair kept coming to his eyes that night, and sometimes he could see the scene when he even closed his eyes.
"陛xià. Do you still remember Su Yuanfeng from the Su family's shop? Ruri continued.
"Yes." Sikong Jin said in a deep voice, he gave 100,000 loads of grain at the time of the crisis, which alleviated his urgent need.
"Your Majesty thinks Su Yuanfeng can get the 100,000 quintals of grain?" Ruri thought of something and said immediately.
"He's hoarding, isn't he?" Sikong Jin's mind at that time was full of lack of food, and when he and Su Rui went to Su's shop, he also heard Su Yuanfeng say that he had exchanged all the money in the shop for food. Now that Liuli mentioned this matter, his heart suddenly tightened, as if he had been grabbed fiercely, and even his throat became a little dry, and a bulging feeling in his chest was about to come out, and there was a sudden roar in his head.
As smart as he was, he knew what Liuli meant with a little thought, but the situation was chaotic at the time, and he thought that Su Rui was dead, so he didn't think about it.
"You ......" Ignoring the blood stains on Liuli's body in front of him, he suddenly reached out, grabbed Liuli's clothes, and dragged her up from the ground, "You mean...... It was the food she asked Su Yuanfeng to send! ”
The irrepressible pain in his heart, but with a hint of hope for resurgence, the two contradictory mentalities of death and rebirth were completely out of breath.
"Your Majesty, do you know how well the princess is doing now?" Ruri nodded. She looked at the most honorable man in Hu Country in front of her with a little sadness, he killed such a good princess with his own hands, how could he bear to do it! "The princess is still reluctant to give up on His Majesty!" Liuli said slowly.
This matter, she also learned about it later, she knows a lot about the Su family's shop, and the furnishings and even the white mud used to paint the wall were purchased by her and the princess herself, and she knows very well how many families the Su family shop has! Su Yuanfeng's strength can't take out so much food! So Liuli secretly investigated Su Yuanfeng.
The princess is still in contact with Su Yuanfeng, if it weren't for the princess's instructions, where would Su Yuanfeng get 100,000 loads of grain!
Although he had already guessed what Liuli was going to say, he really heard this fact from Liuli's mouth, and it was like a boulder that instantly broke through all the disguises and heart walls of Sikong Jin.
He couldn't help but raise his head to the sky and let hot tears run down his eyes.
The heart can no longer be described as painful, it is full of remorse, why did she treat him like this, and after his constant betrayal, even he took her life! She also brought food and grass out to save him.
She didn't even tell him, she didn't want him to know, she didn't want him to accept her kindness.
"I have nothing to do with you anymore!" These are the words she said when she was dying! Is this no longer a guaga ? It's her pumping his heart at once!
She helped him to heaven again and again, and he sent her to hell again and again!
"Someone!" He couldn't help but laugh, and the laughter was sad with desolation and helplessness, and he yelled.
Xiao Shunzi's legs and feet were numb when he was waiting outside the Hall of Impermanence, and suddenly heard a wail from inside, which frightened him into a clever way, and he hurriedly opened the door and ran in.
What's going on? Why are you crying and laughing, why does that tall figure look so sad and flirtatious now?
"Your Majesty......" Xiao Shunzi had just knelt down when he saw Sikong Jin standing up, "Pass on the imperial doctor." He said slowly.
"Huh?" Xiao Shunzi was stunned for a moment, he glanced at Liuli's blood-covered body, did His Majesty mean to save Liuli? He knew that Ruri was guilty of a capital crime!
"Heal her! Otherwise, you won't live! Sikong Jin said coldly to Xiao Shunzi, and then flicked his sleeves out of the Hall of Impermanence without looking back. And also! Don't follow! ”
"Yes!" Xiao Shunzi hurriedly lay on the ground and kowtowed, and then called someone to pass the imperial doctor like a fire on his buttocks. He called someone to help him lift Liuli up, looked at Liuli and cried silently, "Don't die." As soon as you die, I'll finish playing. ”
Liuli couldn't help but smile, and then coughed up a mouthful of blood, and the frightened little Shunzi's face suddenly lost blood.
"Don't worry, I can't die." Liuli stretched out her hand full of scars, gently shook Xiao Shunzi's hand, and said softly.
There was no sound in the Huanhua Palace, and Sikong Jin rushed in like a gust of wind, slammed open the door of the dormitory, and threw himself into the huge bed.
The bed is also covered with a red brocade quilt and a pillow for mandarin ducks playing in the water.
These are all things they used when they got married, and they were specially asked by Sikong Jin to be replaced.
He trembled and stretched out his hand, stroking the pair of mandarin ducks in the stream on the pillow, the embroidery was so good, and the silhouette of the pair of mandarin ducks could be seen through the faint moonlight. Tears fell silently again.
The soft couch next to the bed was still there, the one he had driven her to sleep in the first place.
Sikong Jin looked through the hazy teary eyes, and seemed to see her lying on the soft couch with gentle undulating curves.
He suddenly stretched out his hand to touch the graceful lines, but all his fingers could touch was the cool air.
"Why did you do this to me?" Sikong Jin smashed his fist on the pillow, if she hated him, come and see his jokes! Wouldn't it be better to watch him anxious? Why help him!
Why!
Sikong Jin was shouting silently.
He had promised her an afterlife, yes, an afterlife. She's not dead! Isn't it the afterlife?
Sikong Jin turned over from the bed and sat up in a panic, "Someone!" He shouted at the guards in the darkness.
A dark shadow flashed out from the darkness, "Your Majesty." He knelt in front of Sikong Jin.
"Give me a clear picture of the former queen, no matter how big or small, don't miss anything." Sikong Jin said eagerly to the dark guard.
"Yes." The Dark Guard was ordered to get up.
"Wait." Sikong Jin called out to the dark guard, "Be quick!" "He can't wait.
"Yes!" The Dark Guard dodged into the darkness.
Sikong Jin covered the position of his chest with his hand, as long as she was still helping him, there was room for turn, Liuli was right, her heart has always been soft, she can't see others suffering, besides, ...... She would also help him, and after he did something like that to her, she was still thinking about him, and at that time she said that she still had weight in her mind!
Yes, she was in love with herself before!
This realization instantly filled his heart, and there seemed to be a joy in his heart that was constantly expanding and growing, about to break out of the shell, he couldn't control it, and he didn't want to control it.
He should go to Daikin.
Even if he is guilty, he should welcome her back, she is his queen, she was in the past, and she can only be her in the future!
However, the enthusiasm of the moment still can't withstand the coldness of reality.
The thought of the battle that was still raging near Bishan was like a basin of ice water falling mercilessly towards Sikong Jin's head.
Since the news of Su Rui's death came out, Dajin's emperor, that is, his father-in-law's attitude towards him has been very ambiguous, and now that the news of Su Rui's death has come out, I am afraid that the father-in-law is not ambiguous about him, but disgusted with Chi Guoguo.
What else did he take to negotiate with Emperor Dajin Jingdi? What to take to welcome Suri back?
Sikong Jin suddenly felt that although he was the emperor of a country and rich from all over the world, he couldn't get anything.
He looked at his empty palm and smiled miserably, how good would it be if nothing had happened?
A few days later, the news brought back by the secret guard made Sikong Jin, who had just gone down to the court, lock himself up in the Huanhua Palace without regard to it, holding a thick pile of information about Su Rui, which was as thick as two books, Sikong Jin said to Xiao Shunzi that unless he agreed, no one would be seen.
Then he closed the door of the Huanhua Palace's dormitory tightly.
The light is very good, and the sun shines brightly on a spring afternoon like a beautiful woman's eyes, shining into the dormitory through the carved window edges.
Sikong Jin was a little nervous and a little expectant, he half-lay on the soft couch where Su Rui had once slept, and with a nervous mood, he called the information that was enough to have two thick notes.
It seems to be a picture scroll, slowly unfolding in his hand, and the picture scroll has Su Rui's joys, sorrows, and sorrows, a smile, and every move.
He suddenly went back to the time when he was King Ryan, and he would also read reports about Suri in the afternoon or late at night.
It's just that then she was still his princess, and now ......
She is married to Nalan Jingxue!
This news made Sikong Jin almost grit his teeth and take away his wife's hatred! This is the hatred of taking a wife!
She fled to the barracks...... She was a small soldier in the medical camp.
Because of the revelation of Huangfu Rulong, her identity was revealed. Her countenance is restored!
She designed a lot of armor and weapons! She made something called steel! Created a dagger!
She offered a plan to break the heavy armored cavalry of the Rouran!
Her life and joys and anger all jumped on the paper, making Sikong Jin's heart fluctuate, and he looked at every word on it greedily, for fear of making a mistake or omission.
She seemed to float vividly in front of her, smiling, and every move, all of which were turned over in front of him one by one.
Sikong Jin is also a master, so naturally his eyes lit up when he saw the shape of the short sword.
If this kind of short sword is in the hands of their big hu cavalry, it will also play a sharper role than the long sword.
There's also that thing called steel, and the short sword made from that thing can really cut through the heavy longsword of the current Rouran people! If you can cut off the long sword of the Rouran people, then you can also cut off the long sword of Hu Guo.
Suri, Suri! Why don't you show your talents before me?
How many surprises will you have for me!
Sikong Jin read the information over and over again with joy and worry, so confused that he didn't know what kind of mood he was in.
Recalling the moments of getting along with each other, the sleds she asked someone to build in that town all revealed her extraordinary.
I didn't realize that she was such a person with a blue heart.
Yes, if it weren't for that kind of person, how could she have been blocked in the Zhuangzi for so long, and still be able to bring out the people in the Zhuangzi intact and unharmed! If it weren't for that kind of person, I'm afraid that I would have been trapped and died in Zhuangzi with others!
It was he who ignored her talents, and he missed her many, many times!
He opened the last scroll with trembling hands.
The scroll shows Suri now.
The scars on the corners of her eyes are gone, her skin is as smooth as a baby, it turns out that the hideous scars are removed, she is so beautiful, why can't she see it before!
Fingers ran over Suri's eyebrows and lips as if she were still in front of her.
Tears couldn't help but welled up again, rolling down his smooth skin, she never hated herself for being a cripple and unable to walk, and herself? I disliked her, despised her, and hurt her when I saw her for the first time......
Tears fell on the scroll, blurring a small piece of ink, Sikong Jin hurriedly wiped it with his sleeve, but who knew that the more he wiped the place that was blurred by tears, the more blurred it became, so that in the end it became a black, black, red and red ink mark on her eyebrows.
"You're hating me, aren't you?" Sikong Jin picked up the scroll distressedly and carefully wiped it with his sleeve, "So even the portrait won't show me clearly." ”
The portrait was really fainted by his tears, Sikong Jin simply rolled up the scroll and spread the pen and ink on the table.
With her own memory, with just a few brushstrokes, her beauty is rejuvenated on the paper, and the more vivid the painting, the more severe the pain in her heart.
"Your Majesty, Concubine Feng asks to see you." Xiao Shunzi's voice trembled, and it came from outside the dormitory of the Huanhua Palace.
"Nope." Sikong Jin, who was trying to recall Su Rui's appearance, replied coldly.
"But Concubine Feng said that if Her Majesty is gone, she won't leave." Xiao Junzi said again.
"Then let her kneel away!" Sikong Jin continued in a cold voice.
Feng Ling'er also heard Sikong Jin's words, and hated to tear up his handkerchief.
She just got the news that the ugly monster named Suri is not dead!
How could she not be dead! How could she not die!
Feng Ling'er is unwilling!