If God gives people a chance to live again, what can they change?

This question has really bothered many people, including Siyuan.

Siyuan admits that although his path has been more or less tortuous, it has been smooth sailing overall. However, if he becomes an ordinary person, just like his once mediocre self, he maintains and maintains the computer all day long, chases after those girls who can never catch up, eats a ten-yuan box lunch at noon, and goes home in the afternoon to play a few games.

This kind of life is actually very comfortable, even now Siyuan will occasionally look back. But suppose, if Siyuan lives again in that state instead of as a guardian, then what will he live like?

To be honest, this question is really troubling. He has also read a lot of rebirth novels, and those protagonists are often able to grasp the pulse of the times and roll forward on the giant wheel of the times, but what about themselves?

He really has no confidence, he doesn't have the confidence to say what he can become, the university may still be that small junior college, the girl who can't catch up will never be able to catch up, and the job that can't be recruited will also not be recruited.

And for so long, Siyuan has never thought that he has been freed from the shackles of fate, this feeling is getting stronger and stronger as he gets stronger and stronger, when the expansion period of self-confidence has passed, he feels more and more powerless and weak, after seeing more and more knowledge, he also more and more aware of his helplessness.

This feeling is especially strong now, especially after he sat on the mountain of corpses and blood and silently lit a cigarette, he gradually understood that many things really could not be left to his imagination.

The Vatican reinforcements were torn to pieces by the Luo Shi who came later, and the blood stained the wooden floor of the square turned a bright red, and after this time, the Vatican Pope of this world can be said to be almost completely destroyed. The Supreme God was captured, the Pope was frightened and died of a cerebral hemorrhage, and most of the others died.

The only remaining angel was Gabriel who had been captured by the Great Devil and used as a crushing village, and the rest had already returned to dust.

Siyuan sat on the steps of the Basilica in the Vatican Center, looking at the corpse lying in the square, his eyes were complicated. I keep thinking about myself and the world in my head, and I push myself with these kinds of questions over and over again.

Actually, speaking of which. Siyuan actually doesn't belong to the kind of people who love to kill, but death often appears with his appearance, even if he tries his best to redeem it, but he can't avoid the passage of life.

will think that in the past ten years, he has been chasing, from the first skinning case to the horror cruise ship to the child corpse case, strictly speaking, he has never succeeded at all, Ji Yanran's parents, the resentful soul of the boat, and even the mother and daughter who raised corpses in Hong Kong.

And now. Even in the other world, his appearance is always with death, a huge number of deaths, from the first time he entered here, he experienced the monster siege, although he protected the city, but the death toll still exceeded three thousand. In the more than ten years of business that followed, the turmoil of local forces also lost tens of thousands of lives. And now here it is, in just a few days it has caused more than 100,000 casualties. A large city was in a state of depression because of his arrival.

But even so, he is still regarded as a hero. No, no, no, not only now, but also in the past. The heroes of the special case team, Zuo Xiaoqing's heroes, Ji Yanran's heroes and even Xia Ling's heroes. But what? But he didn't do anything for them at all, he didn't do anything, just because he acted like a hero.

But can you be a hero just by being a hero?

Plainly. I'm just a hypocrite with a name, and every day I play another person with that disgusting face.

It's not what he wants, it's really not what he wants.

The fox once said that the reason why a saint is holy is not how noble his nature is and how glorious his human nature is. Rather, it accurately grasps that you should not do to others what you do not want to do to others and do not do to others what you want, even when you are helping the world, you will also take these two principles as your own principles.

As for himself, he often talks about the so-called guarding of the common people, but he has become a disaster for the common people, and the key is that he is regarded as a savior after the disaster of the common people. It's not just hypocrisy, it's deception, naked deception.

"I can't do it...... Can't do it...... Can't do ......"

Suddenly, Siyuan hit the pillars of the cathedral crazily with his head like crazy, and the pillars that the three of them hugged together were forced to knock out a horizontal crack by him.

"What are you doing!"

The big devil rushed to his side with an arrow and strangled his arm with both hands, but helplessly, this guy seemed to be unconsciously borrowing power from the Wanling card, and the huge force was not at all what the big devil, a weak chicken, could control, and he was thrown aside in two clicks.

But fortunately, when Luo Fu came over, after she saw Siyuan's madness, a hand passed under his armpit, and lifted him up so stiffly, and then leaned back at an angle, and then suddenly rushed to the back of Siyuan's head, and with a muffled sound, Siyuan's whole person hung down his arms softly.

"Gone mad?" The big devil rubbed the shoulder that was removed by Siyuan: "What's the matter, this is all of a sudden." ”

"It's supposed to be a bull's horn." Luo Fu hugged Siyuan: "Just now I felt that my mind was full of all kinds of manic feelings, it should be that he interfered with me." ”

The big devil walked up to Siyuan, rolled his eyelids, frowned and said, "It seems that he really went crazy, this is not scientific." According to common sense, this usually only happens during retreat, which is fine just now, but it is not normal for it to go off all of a sudden. ”

"Maybe ......" Luo Fu glanced down at Siyuan, and rubbed his face with his cheek distressedly: "Maybe the pressure is too much." ”

In this way, the Great Devil can understand. Although he couldn't empathize with Siyuan, he could understand the pressure he was bearing, he carried too many people's expectations and praise, not only in that world, but also in this world, for so long, he could always feel that he was deliberately suppressing himself.

"I should have found out."

The Great Devil looked back at the corpse on the ground, his tone filled with chagrin. The time I have known Siyuan is not short. I know what kind of person he is, although I can't say how great he is, but he is definitely a kind and strict person. And the reason why he is more in love with this guy is that the most important point is that his reverence for life is beyond the imagination of the great devil.

In the long life of the Great Devil, he had never seen any human being in awe of life like Siyuan, and that instinctive awe made him very sensitive to death and very disgusted. As long as there is the slightest possibility, he will not give up any life lightly.

But in just a few days, there was enough suffocating death, at first, he might be able to suppress his feelings as much as possible, and before seeing the real death, those empty numbers did not make people feel the real death, but today the more than a thousand corpses were literally across the square.

You know, death and justifiable defense are two different things. Even if these people attacked Siyuan first, even if even Siyuan had to take action, these people really died, and they died under their own hands.

For Siyuan, this was the last straw that broke the camel's back, and he was already overwhelmed with a devastating blow.

"Looks like he's in need of counselling." The Great Devil sighed, "To be honest, I didn't expect this. ”

"No, just let him be quiet for a while." Luo Shi shook his head slightly: "Just get a good night's sleep." ”

After finding someone to clean up the body. Even if the Ming army completely occupied the Vatican, it was not a problem for those powers. After all, the Vatican almost killed them all this time, and as for the civilians...... The shock wave brought by Xiao Yu's appearance had already turned the area around the Vatican into a no-man's land within a radius of thirty kilometers, and any living thing had become nourishment and energy for the Holy Light.

And a large part of the reason why Siyuan suddenly went crazy was because he blamed himself for the deaths of nearly 200,000 civilians.

"That's normal."

Sitting on the edge of Siyuan's bed, the Great Devil sighed after examining his body, picked up the teacup and took a big sip: "Once people's values are destroyed. The stronger the person, the easier it is to be frightened. If this matter spreads, some mentally imperfect people will definitely say that Siyuan is a bad seed and a waste. ”

"yes." Luo Fu leaned on the windowsill, his body swayed back and forth, and his eyes looked at Siyuan straight away: "Before, there were people inside the castle tower who said that he was a virgin and a hypocrite, and he knew all of this." ”

"Oh. That's the kind of person. Whatever they go, they don't allow others to be clean if they are dirty. The big devil shrugged: "But these public opinions will increase the pressure on him." ”

"It doesn't matter, he's an adult. It's good to figure it out. Luo Shi shook his head: "Those are just ants." But I think there are still a lot of people who think this way, and as far as I know, a large number of the people in the castle tower actually think about happiness and revenge every day, and I really don't know what they entered the castle tower for. ”

"It's not a question of whom, it's a question of the times. This era itself is very impetuous, people have a lot of anger in their hearts, this kind of anger always has to find a place to vent, they themselves have no ability to vent this hope to pin this hope on the capable person, so once the person they pinned their hopes on failed to meet their requirements, they will turn their hope into anger and pour out, and they clearly know that even if they do this, no one will do anything to them. This in itself is a very distorted value, the most terrible thing in the world is the human heart, and the darkest thing is that these people who are both incapable and resentful, and they will retaliate against the society if they can't say it. The big devil smiled and said, "Okay, let's deal with that little girl first." ”

Siyuan can now be regarded as falling into a double sleep, which can be said to be a super deep sleep, a conscious sleep, almost equivalent to a vegetative person, and I am afraid that he will not be able to wake up before he has an epiphany. Xiao Yu woke up early, and is now tied to a mid-empty chair with rattan, and is being taken care of by Gabriel.

So now we have to deal with that troublesome, angry little mountain god......

How to say it, before the little mountain god entered this world, she and Siyuan's current state were almost the same, but she didn't have the master in the Wanling Card to chat with her, so the anger value in her heart was almost full, and after entering here, she almost became a dark aggregate. As a certain professional psychologist said, as long as there is a thinking advanced creature, there must be a dark side in the heart, and when the dark side stifles its true face, a person will become a completely strange individual.

Now Xiao Yu is this completely strange individual, when he is outside, Xiao Yu can be said to be a standard cute girl, dull and cute with a bit of childishness and willfulness, plus simple like a blank piece of paper, so although it is a demon body, it is an angel who is really falling into the mortal world.

But now Xiao Yu has a fierce look in his eyes, his expression is hideous, and he is still reading a language he doesn't understand. But although she couldn't understand it, it didn't affect others to understand what she was saying at all, because the expression on her face was like that of a man-eating giant crocodile that had been caught...... It's meant to kill people in the first place. So even though she is now a true angel, she can only be called a ferocious beast.

After Luo Fu saw this guy, he also chuckled in his heart, and his brows couldn't help frowning. But then she was relieved, because luckily she was thrown into this place at the right time, otherwise sooner or later she would have become what she is over there, a corrupted spirit. When the time comes, maybe Siyuan will kill her with his own hands, this kind of heavy ...... I feel trembling even when I think about it, and I can't even think about it.

"How is she?"

The Great Devil walked up to Gabriel, who was guarding her, and handed her a contract-like thing: "I found it in the Vatican, and you have it completely." ”

Gabriel was stunned for a moment, took the sacrificial contract in his hand, and his eyes turned red again. It was this contract that made her have to be at the mercy of the Vatican, and now that the contract is back in her hands, it means that she has completely owned it.

"Okay, don't cry in a hurry." The Great Devil reached out and wiped away her tears: "Tell me about her." ”

"I don't know about her. There are no such angels in the heavenly realm. And her power is not the power of the Light. ”

"Oh? What do you mean? The big devil was stunned: "Let's be specific." ”

"That's right, her power seems to come from another world, and she doesn't need to communicate through the astral plane at all." Gabriel said, "And the power of all our heavenly messengers must be obtained through communication, and she seems to be the power that comes out of thin air. ”

"You go on."

"It's like...... Another world. Miss Angel pointed to the wings behind Xiao Yu: "This pair of wings is the tool she uses to obtain power, and behind me is ...... Ethnic characteristics. ”

The Great Devil couldn't help but touch her wings, then quickly withdrew his hand and coughed, "You mean there's something wrong with that pair of wings?" ”

"Yes!"

The big devil looked up at Xiao Yu, and suddenly seemed to think of something, and patted his face lightly: "I have an idea." ”

"What?"

"Do you want to go to another world?"

"What do you mean?"

"It's ......" the big devil smiled, "Another world, my world." ”

"Hell?"

"No, it's better than heaven."

"I'm ......" Gabriel was silent for a while before slowly raising his head and glancing at the big devil: "I'll go." (To be continued......)