Chapter 254: Tears
It was like being caught in a sinister and bottomless nightmare, where real fear turned into tangible claws that strangled him so hard that he couldn't breathe in or in, and the wolf was helpless. The arrogance of the empty eyes was thrown to the ground and trampled fiercely. The heart was also grabbed, and there was a palm that pinched it, tightening it little by little, and it couldn't have hurt more.
That "sincerely" was like a magical spell, and it suddenly broke through all the pain. Gong Jinbing looked up at the source of the spell in a daze. Her eyes, no matter how much she endured, were always shining, so bright that you didn't dare to look at them directly. And at this moment, her eyes were full of self-blame and guilt, as well as pity and affection.
Gradually pulled back to the real world by these eyes, Gong Jinbing slowly came back to his senses, held her hand with his backhand, and said in a low voice: "I'm fine." ”
His eyes were clear on weekdays, and Han Ruo relieved his heart and let out a long breath, seeing Jin Bing's appearance, as if he was entangled in a nightmare, she could almost really grasp Jin Bing's infinite affection for herself at this moment. If you are like this, what more can you ask for.
On the one hand, there is the deep affection of indulging in the world of the two, and on the other hand, there is the tension buried in the flesh and bones, but no matter which side of the world, Gong Qianqi is the independent existence that is excluded. For the first time in her world, he was an outsider. Maybe this can be seen more clearly, the deep feelings in the past collapsed in front of Gong Jinbing. He never knew that Gong Jinbing loved her so much, and this love was so strong that it surpassed everyone, and even he was ashamed of himself.
But what surprised him even more was Han Ruo's love for Gong Jinbing. Until then, he had been confident, because he had reached out in the moment of her greatest need, as if in her life, he had broken into a pillar that would support her entire world. Yes, it is the pillar, and she is the pillar of her soul and life. Without him, her world would have collapsed. That's why her mother forced her to die and let him kill her with his own hands, only if he did it, could he give her the most fatal injury, even if she didn't die, her heart would die.
But at some point, Gong Jinbing sneaked in. Penetrated into her heart. Not to mention, Gong Jinbing corroded her pillars, and slowly seeped into the bottom, turning into a cornerstone-like store. Without Gong Jinbing, her world will not collapse, but it will become an empty shelf. Standing against the wind, but weak against the wind.
I'm afraid that even Han Ruo himself is unaware of this infiltration, and by the time he discovers it, he can't escape anymore. And the terrible thing is that she still doesn't seem to realize how important Gong Jinbing is to her. If she is dead, Gong Jinbing will live and die. Then I'm afraid that as soon as Gong Jinbing dies, she will do the same. Their world seems to have no room for others to intervene, if Gong Jinbing wants to, he can really be a couple with Han Ruo for the rest of his life.
It's just that he himself has never been aware of his position in her heart, and he is unwilling to do anything against her will in the slightest, so he gives up such an opportunity. Now that Gong Qianqi has seen the details, he will not let Gong Jinbing monopolize her, but he can't kill Gong Jinbing. He really wanted to lock her up as a caged bird and stop letting anyone peep at her, only himself. But he didn't want to collect a beautiful corpse. The pain of losing her, once is enough.
This made his situation extremely difficult, and to set her free was to offer himself and his mother's life with both hands, even if she didn't kill him, Yi Gong Jinbing's temperament would not let him go. He couldn't risk his life and his mother's. Besides, he does have a love for power, which is an innate nature, a lingering desire, a desire. But imprisoning her would deactivate her, and for her that would be the equivalent of chronic murder. It's a dilemma, but fortunately, he has time to think about it.
When Gong Qianjin's heart turned a thousand times, Du Sheng had already finished treating the injury on his left arm and began to march towards his right hand. Han Ruo's body trembled suddenly, and the memory of the severe pain immediately recovered, and he came with a overwhelming momentum, and he had bitten the soft towel in his mouth to prepare, snuggled tightly to Jin Bing, and nodded his head to signal that Du Sheng could start.
Du Sheng looked up and glanced deeply at Jin Bing, as if to remind him to get ready, but in an instant, the knife had fallen into the flesh. The cold convulsed like a spasm, the soft towel was almost bitten by the silver teeth, and the cold sweat on his forehead was pouring down with tears. It seems that because of Jin Bing's side, her heart quietly became soft, and she expressed her pain as if she was coquettish, so that he could feel a little more distressed.
This is a change that even she herself has not noticed, even if it hurts before, she has not shed tears, this is the first knife down, tears will fall, and the rest of the reactions are more intense than the first two times. It was indeed coquettish to Jin Bing, but in Jin Bing's eyes, it turned into Ling Chi's torture.
He could really feel the pain of the flesh from her reaction, and he could infer and imagine the scene of her previous torture from the pain in front of her eyes. Reality and fantasy overlapped, turning into countless attacks that attacked him, and his whole body became cold, and even the speed of blood flow seemed to be slowed down by the ice. Gong Jinbing can endure a qiē pain, but he can't endure the cold. It is a torture that is a thousand times more painful than inflicting on one's own body.
Several times she couldn't bear to look at it anymore, Gong Jinbing gritted her teeth and held back, staring closely at Du Sheng's movements, wanting to carve every knife into her heart, so that she could firmly remember every pain she was suffering at the moment. In the future, he will make these pains double to repay Gong Qianxi, and let himself remember that he will not allow himself to make a second mistake in this life, so that Han Ruo will suffer from this.
Jin Bing's hand held Han Ruo's hand, and his hand trembled even more than hers. Holding back the severe pain, she let go of the soft towel, and as soon as she wanted to speak, she turned into a miserable scream, held back, and spit out intermittent words: "Sincerely, you don't want to, don't look at it again." Even though it hurts like this, she still remembers him and doesn't let him suffer. What a stark and heartbreaking contrast to her insistence on letting Gong Qianqian watch from the sidelines.
Jin Bing firmly covered her hand, handed the soft towel back to her mouth for her to bite, reached out to wipe the cold sweat from her forehead, changed the tone of ridicule and ridicule in the past, and contained rare tenderness and gentleness, "I will be by your side." After speaking, the kiss was placed on her forehead, solemn and deep.
The kiss that was frozen as a vow could almost erase the pain in her flesh, and she nodded lightly, holding Jin Bing's hand tightly.
To be continued