148. 147 Letting you go down doesn't mean letting you go
The night was cold, the empty hall seemed even quieter and colder, Nalan Jingxue couldn't sleep, he turned over several times on the jade bed covered with white animal skins, and finally sat up slowly.
He got up and walked slowly out of his dormitory.
It was still snowing outside, and the perennial snow in this Xuantian Temple was excellent for him to practice, in fact, all the rudders of the Burning Heaven Palace were chosen in such an extremely cold place. The internal strength practiced by the disciples of the Burning Heaven Palace will be twice as effective with half the effort if accompanied by this kind of coldness. This is the terrible thing about the Burning Heaven Palace, because you don't have to use your strength to resist such cold all the time, and after a long time, you will naturally have been practicing internal strength.
He had endured not to see Suri for days, and after seeing her in the garden today, he couldn't hold back his desire to see her now.
What's wrong with him?
Unconsciously he walked to Suri's room.
The lights in the room had been extinguished, and it seemed that she had slept peacefully.
Nalan Jingxue hesitated for a moment, then pushed the door and walked in.
It was dark in the room, and Nalan Jingxue lit a lamp placed on the table.
On the wide round bed, a figure was faintly reflected by the lamplight.
Nalan Jingxue walked over quietly, and Su Rui was indeed asleep. It's not inferior to the recklessness when he's awake. Now Su Rui is like a well-behaved little Mianyang.
It's just that even if she is asleep, she doesn't frown gently, her sleeping position is very insecure, her body is curled up, and she seems to want to pick herself up with her arms.
Nalan Jingxue looked greedily at her sleeping face and let out a faint sigh.
Could it be that she turned out to be the nemesis of her life? He'd broken too many of his boundaries and rules for her.
Is it that even a smile is so stingy that he is unwilling to give it to him?
Nalan Jingxue knew that she had always tossed her before, which made her very disgusted, but how could he know that he cared about her more and more?
He wanted to reach out and touch her cheek, but he was afraid that he would wake her up, and instead destroy the current peace.
After a long time, Nalan Jingxue slowly stood up, her fingers flexed slightly, and she used her finger wind to extinguish the light on the table, and she quietly withdrew from the door.
As soon as he stepped out, Suri opened his eyes.
She wasn't asleep, she was just pretending. Unexpectedly, he deceived Nalan Jingxue.
Suri sat up straight, bent her knees, and wrapped her arms around her knees, resting her chin lightly on top of her arms.
Nalan Jingxue can feel how she feels about herself now. She's not a fool, it's just that it's hard to accept anyone for a while.
The pain in her heart has not subsided, and Nalan Jingxue has had a bad record before, how could she turn to Nalan Jingxue's side so quickly?
Besides, how sincere he is to himself, Suri doesn't know.
So she chose to leave, saying that she was cowardly, saying that it was okay to say anything, she just didn't want to hurt herself again, so badly, so deeply.
If Nalan Jingxue was just a childish person to himself, or on a whim, then maybe he would forget about himself outside the Nine Heavens Cloud after being separated for a while. After all, he is such a reckless person, he does things only by virtue of momentary happiness or unhappiness. And he is far less chic than him.
Once the heart is gone, what else can she do if she finds out that it is a second deception?
Suri smiled wryly in the darkness.
The bitterness in the smile went from the bottom of her eyes to the bottom of her heart, and her chest became stuffy and painful.
This afternoon in the garden, she saw the harmonious figure of two people under the red plum tree, and her heart was also stuffed, and she would swell slightly.
These are not without her feelings. It's just trying to ignore.
Maybe he also has less contact with women, so he will be attracted to himself, if he has more contact, then maybe he won't put so much thought on himself.
Anything is possible.
For a man who is like a poison, the current Suri has no choice but to stay away.
But Nalan Jingxue's act of protecting herself in the forest really touched her.
The moment he fell down with her in his arms and he flipped his body, Suri's heart was really full of gratitude and warmth. Although the culprit responsible for this qiē was Nalan Jingxue, his heartfelt protection still warmed Su Rui's cold heart full of scars.
However, some of his actions in the cave made Su Rui very disgusted. How could he be so violating himself. The moment he ripped open the placket of her clothes, it was as if he had ripped her dignity and the scar that covered the wound.
Suri slowly collapsed on the bed, sighed, and closed his eyes again.
Nalan Jingxue stood quietly outside the door until the wheezing sound of the people in the room became deep and calm, and then slowly left.
She was pretending to be asleep to avoid herself, which Nalan Jingxue, who was proficient in medical science, had already noticed the moment she stepped into Su Rui's room. It's just that he didn't expose her.
The Anling fairy who was rescued from the bottom of the mountain said that she was in too much of a hurry to force Su Rui, so she wanted to escape.
Anyway, Su Rui is not afraid of death, he is not afraid of pain, and all the tough measures that can be used on her have been used, and now he can only listen to An Ling Xian'er's words, deal with his scorching heat on Su Rui, and don't frighten her.
Maybe she should really send Suri away from her, so that she will perceive her goodness? After all, she had too many bad influences on her before.
He struggled for the next two nights, and finally on the third day he walked into Suri's room.
"I'm going down once. You have to be obedient in the mountains. Nalan Jingxue almost gritted her teeth and said such words.
He had cleared all the mechanisms and obstacles to descend the mountain, as long as she had the heart to leave, no one would really stop her.
After saying that, he resolutely turned around and walked away quickly from Suri.
He was really afraid that if he walked slowly, he would immediately change his hexagram......
Su Rui was stunned and looked at Nalan Jingxue, who was in a hurry and hurried, out of the gods for a long time, what does this mean?
She walked slowly out of her room, and in the distance, she saw his departing back, followed by a petite figure.
It's the big golden girl he rescued from down the mountain.
Suri felt her heart begin to swell slightly. She couldn't help but raise her hand and press her chest and smiled bitterly.
Sure enough, men are the most unreliable animals in the world. It's in their nature to like the new and hate the old, and besides, they are not an old one.
That's it, she sighed, that's fine, it's better to be apart now than to hurt each other together.
Su Rui ignored the unspeakable feelings that welled up in his heart, and turned back to the room.
She opened the closet, and among the gorgeous white dresses in the closet, she removed a plain cotton dress.
Unexpectedly, this dress has been silently following him from Hu Country to Rouran.
This dress was the one she wore from the exploding inn that day. Coincidentally, she didn't know how she would choose this dress to wear that day. She met Nalan Jingxue in this dress, and was captured by him and returned to the Burning Heaven Palace, and then this dress was never worn again, Nalan Jingxue is a careful person, brought her to Rouran, and actually loaded this dress over.
Suri walked over to the dresser, pulled open the drawer, found a pair of scissors, and unwrapped the skirt bit by bit.
She took out the silver ticket wrapped in waterproof paper.
Fortunately, she was worried that this layer of oiled paper would be washed when she washed her clothes, but fortunately she wrapped several layers.
The silver ticket inside is still the same as new.
This is the money she brought out from the palace before and earned from her Su family's shop. Nalan Jingxue left the Xuantian Palace, and it seemed that she would not come back for a while, which meant that she would have a chance to leave here in the next few days.
It's hard to move without money, and she must have a silver ticket to carry her. Fortunately, Su Yuanfeng was very meticulous in doing things before, this silver ticket is a Chase number, and Chase has a money bank in any place on this continent, which can be said to be the largest ticket number in the world.
Su Rui is very glad that the currency in circulation is also the same real gold and white eyes as Dajin and Hu Guo, otherwise it would be really troublesome.
On the fourth day, Nalan Jingxue quietly stood at the highest point of the Xuantian Palace, watching Su Rui leave the Xuantian Temple without looking back, her heart and eyes were cold.
He slapped his palm on the stone wall beside him, and the force was so great that the stone wall cracked a crack.
Does she really have no nostalgia for herself at all?
"Is the master regretting it?" Seeing the cracks on the stone wall, An Ling Xian'er asked calmly.
Her collar was suddenly caught by Nalan Jingxue, and his eyes were in a frenzy, "If anything goes wrong with her outside, I'll kill you!" He said coldly.
"Won't the master follow behind Madame?" An Ling Xian'er said without fear. "With the company of the master, how could something happen to the lady!"
"You're scheming." Nalan Jingxue's gaze swam back and forth on An Ling Xian'er's face several times, and sneered, "I underestimate you." ”
"The master cares so much about his wife, how can he let his wife go out alone?" An Ling Xian'er continued, "Madame is a black-haired golden man, so I'm afraid that if I can't go far, I'll get into trouble. Besides, Madame's appearance is not only a thousand times better than that of Xian'er. How could the owner be relieved to let her go on the road alone? ”
"That's a good point." Nalan Jingxue slowly let go of her hand, and An Ling Xian'er was able to stand firm on her body. "But I hate people who think they're smart." Before leaving, he left a sentence lightly.
An Ling Xian'er looked at the back of Nalan Jingxue leaving, and her eyes were also dark.