243. V Memories of the Past
The man sighed and said slowly, "Since you've been like this for five years, why bother to let these things you have forgotten in the past disrupt your life again?" β
Perhaps, the ordinary is what you can really have.
"Although knowing the truth of these things, my ordinary life may be disrupted in an instant, but if I already carry extraordinary responsibilities and burdens, shouldn't I really pick it up again and carry it on my shoulders again?"
The woman said stubbornly, persistent in her words.
Yingrong turned around, and suddenly stared at the woman's eyes with deep eye sockets.
The cold is slightly cool, purple like stars. "If the girl should not have remembered, it would be in vain for me to awaken your memory. If I sue the girl, Qianmo is fake, and Chu Li is true, will it subvert the memory that the girl remembered before she remembered? Not only will you be confused, but you will be even more conflicted. β
Half a month later.
In winter, it is a solar term with an icy coolness.
Looking at the fallen leaves and flowers in the idle garden, it seems to be lonely, drifting with the wind. He finally agreed to live with the woman and Xiao Qiong at night, and opened up a wasteland on the outskirts of the city to plant there.
It's just a field ten miles away from here, and he refuses to abandon it.
"Shu Lang, although you will work harder, I will help you. Ye'er and I also want to see you every day and take care of you. β
The man's hand gently ruffled her hair, her face full of pampering. "I know, how could I not know?"
He didn't care that she had raised her eyes to stare at him.
Continue to say thoughtfully, "My wife is the kindest person in the world. Because you're a wife, it's impossible to ignore it! β
As he spoke, as he spoke, two lines of tears flowed from the corners of Lian Shulang's eyes.
Tears flowed down my cheeks, and I wanted to say something, but he covered my mouth with one hand.
"Don't say anything, don't say anything."
He smiled, and I wiped tears from the corners of his eyes.
Then he turned and walked away.
I can't call him back anymore, Ayesorang.
"Mother, why did you come back?" When Ye'er saw me coming back, she hurriedly came to me and coquettishly. "Mother, I'm so scared at night...... I'm scared. Don't leave Ye'er and Daddy again, okay? β
She let out a long breath and cupped Ye'er's face with both hands.
"I'm not afraid of the night, my mother won't leave in the future. Don't leave ...... "But will you really not leave him again?"
Even Lin'er has left herself, what can she guarantee?
Who knew that Ye'er suddenly burst into tears in her eyes, and whimpered and said, "Mother, Daddy, Daddy......"
He choked up as he spoke, and could no longer speak.
I just felt a tingling in my heart, and I was sad to watch the night, but I was at a loss.
Holding him in his arms, he asked. "I don't cry at night, my mother loves Ye'er the most. Sue sΓΉ mother, what's wrong with your father? β
"Daddy, every time Ye'er goes to see Daddy, he doesn't play with Ye'er. Every time Ye'er didn't come to him, he walked away, and Ye'er asked his father to tell Ye'er a story, but he didn't speak. As she spoke, she cried even harder.
Suddenly, I felt that something had happened.
Or something is born in the quiet, quietly descending.
He's hiding something, and won't let me know.
I touched Ye'er's face and helped him wipe away his tears. "Ye'er is good, how could Daddy deliberately ignore Ye'er? It must have been your dad who didn't hear it, right? β
But when I say this, it seems to be self-consoling.
When did his eyes that had already looked at the night become ethereal and untouchable?
When did he talk to Ye'er and me, and it was already necessary to stare at me tightly and let Ye'er lean against his side?
I was so scared that a terrible specter swept over me.
"Would you like to go out at night? Mother is going to cook for Ye'er and your father. I slowly put Ye'er on the ground, "Is it okay for my mother to make a braised lion head for Ye'er today?" β
The night suddenly burst into tears and laughed, jumping very happily. "Okay, okay, mother, do it! Ye'er likes to eat braised lion's head the most! β
Yes, how could she forget jì, what is your favorite place to eat braised lion's head?
"Then why don't you go play or read a book first?"
"Good!"
With that, I walked to the kitchen.
Soon, a dish of braised lion's head came out of the pot.
He called softly, "Ye'er, bring the food over." As he spoke, he lifted the lid of the pot and saw that the lotus seed porridge was also boiled.
"Yes, mother." The night was already jumping, smelling the aroma and coming over. "Wow, it smells so good."
In a moment, the lotus seed porridge was also boiled sweetly. Four bowls full of four bowls were placed on the table, four full bowls.
She pushed Ye'er's arm, "Ye'er is going to call your father for dinner, your father loves to drink the sweet lotus seed porridge." β
Before the night came out of the kitchen, Lian Shulang smelled the aroma and walked in.
"What day is it? I can smell the lotus seed porridge, and ......," he smiled.
Ye'er hurriedly added, "There is also a braised lion's head!" β
As he spoke, he leaned over to the dish and sniffed it vigorously. "It smells so good."
The woman reached out and touched Ayesorang's arm. "You and Ye'er can help me serve food, and we'll eat at the table together later."
"There's just three bowls here, and I know you like to drink it. When you're not enough, you'll come back to serve ......," she said, and the woman took the spoon and chopsticks and left the kitchen.
Ye'er also took the braised lion's head and left.
Turning around, the woman looked back at the stunned man in the kitchen.
His gaze froze in place, looking at the four bowls of sweet lotus seed porridge that were still steaming. Long...... He slowly picked up a bowl of lotus seed porridge from the edge with one hand and left the kitchen.
The woman's eyes were already shining, but she still turned around and supported the man.
ββ¦β¦ Very... It's hot, right? She helped him take the lotus seed porridge, but suddenly lowered her head and walked silently to the room.
Dinner.
The father and son ate silently, but he looked at the man but just buried his head in the porridge.
Silence......
The man's handsome face moved slightly, but he raised his eyes with a warm smile. "The lotus seed porridge made by the lady is getting better and better."
"If it's good, drink more." I smiled and gave the braised lion's head to Ayesorang. "Eat something."
Ye'er kept staring at Lian Shulang's bowl, listening to the sound of chopsticks pinching.
The room was silent.
The woman just kept her head down and didn't speak again. Ye'er couldn't help it, "Dad, can I help you pick it up?" β
As he spoke, Ye'er easily picked up the braised lion's head and held it up to Lian Shulang's mouth.
From the corner of her eye, the woman clearly saw the panic and sadness in Lian Shulang's brown eyes.
She hurriedly put down the dishes and chopsticks, covered her mouth and ran out of the room.
Behind him, Ye'er asked in confusion. "Dad, what's wrong with my mother? Why does it look so sad? β
He knew that she had left the room because her breath was gone.
But he could only feel the reality of her existence, the emptiness of her absence, and nothing else.
"You eat slowly at night......" Suddenly, he rose up.
With a wave of his sleeve, he inadvertently knocked over the chopsticks on the table.
He left the room, but went to the back room, where he waited, a smile on his face.
Just like the man splashed with ink in the painting, he is becoming more and more light and handsome. "You're back?"
The woman froze, froze in place, and walked slowly towards him. One hand covered her mouth in horror, and the corners of her mouth were clearly still trembling.
"If I weren't Chu Li, would you still like me?" At this time, she just wanted to ask, "Why could you give up the throne lightly in the first place?" β
That's what you're fighting for, isn't it?
"Because I don't want it anymore, because it doesn't matter anymore." He only replied to the latter sentence, but got up and walked over to her.
The light in his eyes was still as warm as water, and it always tugged at her heart, in the days when she thought she had only him and Ye'er.
"Don't come here!" Almost hysterical, "Don't come here, I don't know who you are...... Stay back. β
It's like a crazy person.
"Don't be afraid...... I'm Solang. He walked in her direction, step by step......
The woman just waited for his brown eyes to come from shallow to deep, and followed the light footsteps, but felt heavier than ever.
It's like a heavy shackle, an iron-cold shackle.
It's not Shu Lang, it's Aye Solang.
"Don't lie to me again!" Her voice was hoarse, trembling, roaring, and she let out an arrogant scream. But he covered his mouth suddenly, "I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have been. β
She shouldn't have screamed so loudly when she was still outside at night.
In Ye'er's eyes, my mother and father have always been a husband and wife who have always respected each other, and they have never quarreled in the past five years.
"Stop lying to me, okay? You're not Solang, you're ...... You are Yi Yan......" seemed to spit out the dry white grass from her heart, she was relieved but powerless.
His face was pale and bloodless.
She should have known about it a long time ago, didn't she?
The corners of the mouth bloom with the most enchanting flowers, and the inadequate gentleness.
She approached him and took his hand and placed it on the side of her face. "Sue me, you are Yiyan...... Right? β
"Because you are Yi Yan, Chu Li should have known a long time ago, didn't he?" She had already guessed how he died, but she lied to herself and Long Hui.
even deceived Ayesolang, thinking that he was Ayesolang, so he lied to him with peace of mind?
The man was indifferent, "It's not like that, don't think about it." β
His hand was raised in mid-air, but the woman took half a step back, and the lonely and helpless palm stayed in mid-air for a long time and could not fall.
"Yi Yan died because of the poison of the flower. You don't have to punish yourself, you don't have to feel guilty......"
Because Long Yu had deceived Long Hui, saying that Yi Yan was killed by himself, because he didn't like him to use him, but he liked Aye Solang. The child in his womb is also Aye Solang's, not Longhui or Aya Yiyan's.
But...... This lie is so ridiculous!