Knock knock.

Chen Xiaoyao knocked on Hill's door.

"Ciel, I'm ready to come in."

Ignoring Hill's 'please wait a minute' words from inside, Chen Xiaoyao twisted the doorknob slightly, and the door that was originally locked by Hill was opened by Chen Xiaoyao.

Chen Xiaoyao, who opened the door, was bumped into by Hill, who hurried over to open the door, as soon as he entered.

"Hehe, I said Ciel, why are you in such a hurry today? It's bolder than Black Hitomi and Mayin. ”

Chen Xiaoyao laughed at Hill, and these words suddenly made a flush appear on Hill's somewhat haggard and tight little face.

"Isn't it! There's a reason for that! ”

"Oh, I didn't expect Hill to care about me at all, my heart suddenly hurt."

“w(?Д?) W, eh, eh! It's not, it's not! I care a lot about MEmu adults, super, super, super care! ”

Hill waved his arms excitedly, his face full of nervousness, for fear that Chen Xiaoyao would misunderstand that he didn't care about him.

And Chen Xiaoyao, who saw Hill's panicked look, originally looked 'wronged', and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a smile.

"Sure enough, Hill still looks good at the reckless look he has now, and the sad look before is not suitable for Hill at all."

"Huh? Lady Yao, you??? ”

Looking at Chen Xiaoyao, who was smiling at this moment, Hill, who was already very confused about what Chen Xiaoyao was doing, was even more confused at the moment.

Woo woo woo, what's wrong with Lord Xiaoyao, I don't understand it at all!!

"Poof. Hahaha~~. Ok ok. If you don't understand, don't think about it, so now, Hill, do you feel better? ”

"Huh? Well~, I feel much better. ”

Hill nodded in a low bow, a sad look on his face.

Looking at Hill, who was so 'talking', Chen Xiaoyao gently hugged Hill into his arms and said softly: "Are you still worried about what happened before?" ”

Ciel nodded again. With her eyes closed, she leaned her little head against Chen Xiaoyao's chest, listening to the heartbeat coming from Chen Xiaoyao's chest on the one hand, and sniffing the intoxicating fragrance emanating from Chen Xiaoyao's body greedily on the other side.

"Master Xiaoyao, you said, am I very useless, my head is lacking roots, and I can't do anything well."

"How so?" Chen Xiaoyao gently stroked Hill's little head.

"But, it's true, when you're cooking. Always burn the food; When cleaning, it is always more and more messy; Going out shopping is always the wrong thing. And when I was doing laundry, I threw Ma Yin into the washing machine."

In this regard, Chen Xiaoyao also expressed some smiles, speaking of which, Hill has really done a lot of funny things, especially the fact that Ma Yin was thrown into the washing machine by Hill and used as clothes to wash is a big black history of Ma Yin.

"Moreover, I have been like this since I was a child, no matter what I do, I will end up in a mess, and I don't have any special skills, people who know me say that [this guy must be missing a tendon in his head], and in the end, it also caused my friends and parents to die."

Hill whispered, involuntarily recalling the time when she had not joined the NightRaid, when she was still living in the imperial capital of Joshita Town, and working in a luxurious restaurant in Joshita Town.

At that time, she was as clumsy as ever, living a life of breaking dishes every day, then being scolded by an angry manager, and then going home to be comforted by her parents.

But, despite this, she still had a good friend at the time, a friend who would not consider her a fool no matter how much she failed, and this friend was arguably the only person who could make Hill feel happy at that time, except for her own parents.

However, even so, Hill ruined everything herself.

It was a day when everything had taken a turn for the worse, and Hill vividly remembers that day she was playing at a friend's house, and it was pouring rain outside, and it was very loud.

And along with the sound of rain, there was a sharp knock on the door.

Hearing this hurried knock at the door, the friend went to open the door, and a tall, soaking wet man entered.

This strong man Hill knows, he is the ex-boyfriend of his good friend. Then, his best friend and ex-boyfriend quarreled because of emotional matters, and then they had a fight, and Hill went to help his good friend at that time, but was pushed to the ground by the strong man instead.

Then the strong man began to choke Hill's friend by the neck, as if to strangle her to death. At that time, in order to save the life of his best friend, Hill ran to the kitchen very calmly and took a fruit knife.

Then he ran behind the strong man and stabbed the strong man in the neck with a fruit knife.

Splashes of blood, splattered Hill, and her friend.

The strong man died on the spot, and Hill's good friend was also scared silly, only Hill she clearly remembered that she didn't have any reaction at that time, in the face of the bloody dead, Hill She had no fear, no panic, just felt that her head was blank, just the same as when she was in a daze.

Perhaps, it was Ciel's calmness at the time that made her good friend even more afraid, and since that time, Ciel has not seen her friend again.

And this incident, which was also found to be excessive defense, was only fined some money, and Hill was acquitted.

One day, a group of thugs surrounded Hill, who was returning home from grocery shopping.

The thug said, 'I've killed your parents and that friend, and it's up to you next.' ’

With that, the thugs rushed up.

Despite hearing such sad and angry things, Hill felt that his heart was very calm, calm to the point that the test called indifference.

Looking at the thugs rushing up, Hill instinctively picked up the fruit knife he had just bought from the store and calmly dodged the thugs' attacks. Attack him with a fruit knife. Then he carried the corpse of the thug like a god. Use it as a meat shield and kill the other thugs one by one.

It was this behavior that made Hill feel that she might indeed be missing a tendon in her head as others said, so she could have such a talent for killing, so. The value of her existence will only be reflected when she sweeps away these social garbage.

That's why she joined the NightRaid, and it's because of this that she's gained so many companions and things that make her feel happy.

However, this loss of strength may have ended her right to stay in the night attack, after all, Hill no longer has the imperial tool, so there is no value in staying in the night attack on the front line of the battle.

Every time I think about leaving NightRaid. Hill felt his heart ache, and Hill didn't want to leave NightRaid. Didn't want to leave her most important buddies, didn't want to, didn't want to absolutely don't

If she had been here to eradicate social garbage, after joining the NightRaid, her mind has quietly shifted to 'dependency'.

This was something that even Hill himself hadn't expected.

Chen Xiaoyao knew that although Hill had previously decided that he had the negative thoughts of "sweeping away the garbage of society, so he existed].

But now, whether it is Hill's apology to the killed during his mission, or the nostalgia and reluctance to his friends at the moment, it shows that Hill is not essentially a revolutionary who became a killer to transform the world, or even a killer at all.

Perhaps, the biggest reason for Hill to become a "killer" at this moment is his dependence on his partners here.

Chen Xiaoyao can swear that even if one day, all the members of NightRaid give up their identity as killers and become volunteers, Hill will still stick to this group, instead of cleaning up the garbage in society for the rest of her life, as she believes.

Gently stroking Hill's hair, feeling the weak girl in his arms, the corners of Chen Xiaoyao's mouth curved a gentle arc.

Ciel, little fool, do you think NightRaid will give up on you? Do you think that if you don't have the Imperial Tool, you are not qualified to be with us?

Fool, big fool, you've been a part of the NightRaid for a long time, and we can't give up on you even without the Imperial Tools.

The emperor is precious, but, compared to you, no matter how many emperor tools there are, they can't compare to you, Hill, you stupid.

"Ciel, you hopelessly big fool."

"Huh! (⊙o⊙)”

"You're right, you do have one tendon missing in your head, no, you definitely don't have one missing in your head, but several! So, whatever you do is a mess. ”

Hill was teary-eyed by Chen's words.

Woo woo, I know I do lack tendons, I know I don't have any use.

"You're right, you do have the talent to kill, but you're not fit to be a killer at all, that's what we all believe."

Chen Xiaoyao's words were like lightning strikes, and Hill was shattered.

"But even so, we still haven't kicked you away, do you know why?"

Ciel shook her head, she couldn't figure it out.

"Because, we can't do without you, because of your gentleness, even if you are clumsy, you still work hard for everyone, even if you are natural, you will still subconsciously care about everyone."

If NightRaid is a family, then Hill is a mother, a clumsy, natural, confused all day long, making people unconsciously worry, every day with the kind of care that belongs to him, trying hard and clumsy to enter the child's world, providing even a little help to the child, but the result is always powerless, just in vain to invite boredom.

"Although, every time Ciel's 'trouble' brings trouble to everyone, compared to these troubles, what we can't accept is [losing you], this thing."

"But, Lord Xiaoyao, I"

Looking at Hill, who was still confused despite his face being moved, Chen Xiaoyao smiled, and then blocked Hill's pink lips with his fingers, ignoring Hill who was flushed because of his actions.

"If you don't understand, don't think about it, you don't want to think about it, can you figure out these things with your confused little head? You, just put ten thousand hearts, all of us can't live without you, no matter what happens, you just have to remember that, you little fool. ”

Chen Xiaoyao said softly, then picked up Hill cross-waisted, gently put Hill on the bed, and finally covered Hill with a quilt.

"Look at the bloodshot eyes and dark circles under your eyes, you know that you must not have slept well last night, now sleep well, I will accompany you."

"Yes."

Hill smiled with tears in the corners of his eyes. (To be continued.) )