Chapter II. Shino Aada's confession!
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Holding the simulated anti-materiel sniper rifle in his hand slightly, this "murder weapon" seemed to flicker slightly in the sunlight.
Although the palm of his hand is still a little shaky, he can already hold it well. Hold the gun in your hand.
Now, the PTSD symptoms on her body are very mild, and it is absolutely impossible to scare her with something like a toy gun.
However, these are not brought to me by myself.
Shi Nai silently looked at Chu Xuan beside him.
I didn't hunt people who were stronger than myself to become stronger, and I didn't overcome PTSD in this way.
Oh, yes... Didn't get stronger.
It's just that during the time that I followed Chu Xuan, I seemed... Something vaguely understood.
Shino Asahda quickly raised her hand and shot the dummy that suddenly ejected from the desert background.
Oh, yes... Got a few things.
I'm not alone.
At least, on the premise of having Chu Xuan, she is not alone.
That's enough.
However, the closer he got to Chu Xuan... The more you can discover, hidden under that stiff poker face, the distressing loneliness.
Lonely?
It seems that such an adjective should not describe Chu Xuan.
Because even this guy himself doesn't have the slightest sense of loneliness.
No feelings, never smiled, that face... It seems that there is always only a cold expression.
It's like a machine qì person. So, what's the point of living like this?
As soon as he thought of this, Shiina's chest felt a sense of bitterness.
She didn't want to deny the way Chu Xuan lived. However, even if you are bullied by your classmates all the time, you can at least laugh, feel pain, and cry loudly.
However, Chu Xuan did not have such freedom.
But! She wanted to give Chu Xuan such freedom! Knowing that this is a difficult thing to do.
Hit the dummy again with precision. Shino Asahda put down the simulated sniper rifle in his hand.
looked at Chu Xuan's cold side face in a daze.
"Na, Chu Xuan......."
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Chu Xuan, who used the pistol in his hand to solve an imaginary enemy, looked at Shi Nai.
"No... Needless to say. β
I don't know why, as soon as I saw Chu Xuan, what I wanted to say would be swallowed by myself.
"Chu Xuan, have you always been unhappy?"
Since you can't ask directly, at least tap it on the side.
"Why do you ask?" Chu Xuan looked at the high score that had already won in front of him, and asked indifferently.
"Because, I've never seen you smile." Shi Nai gritted her teeth, and then stared at Chu Xuan's eyes without squinting.
"I see. I have never laughed at it, so I came to this conclusion. Chu Xuan touched his chin thoughtfully.
"Although I don't know what Chu Xuan has been thinking about, at least you have to smile and take a look."
I don't know why, looking at Chu Xuan with such an indifferent attitude, Asada Shino felt a burst of anger in his heart.
Clearly... Obviously I want to help you well! Accept the kindness of others!
"So I ask you, what is laughter, and what does it feel like to laugh? No... Even asking about these should be useless. Chu Xuan first asked, then shook his head thoughtfully, and dismissed his question.
"Laughter is natural..."Shino Asaha crossed her hands dissatisfied, and was ready to educate the guy in front of her about what is the correct way to smile-
Wait a minute?
What does it really feel like to laugh?
Say happy? But Chu Xuan didn't understand what happiness was like.
Or something else?
As long as it is with something like feelings, Chu Xuan doesn't seem to understand.
This all-knowing and all-powerful man seems to have shown such an ignorant side in this way for the first time.
Oh, yes... Even if there was a happy and happy reaction in his head, Chu Xuan couldn't really experience that feeling.
Chest... It's starting to stuff again.
That being the case! Thenβ
Asahda Shino grabbed Chu Xuan's palm and ran.
So, in the theme park of the gun, a strange couple group appeared.
They don't choose any entertainment, they don't appreciate the buildings built by the organizers, but they keep running, keep running forward!
Just run forward!
Such a thought suddenly appeared in my heart just now, so Shino subconsciously followed her heart.
But... What's going on?
Shi Nai, who gasped for breath without the image of a lady, looked at Chu Xuan beside him with a red face and a heartbeat.
By this time, they had reached the highest point in the theme park, the top floor of the exhibition hall.
"Na! Chu Xuan! β
Shino Asahda gripped Chu Xuan's palm tightly.
"Hmm."
Chu Xuan replied calmly.
"Na! Chu Xuan! β
Palms... Keep pushing hard.
"Hmm."
"Na! Chu Xuan! β
As if trying to convey her feelings, the girl repeated it again.
"Hmm."
This is Chu Xuan... Furui Bubo's answer.
"I like you! I like you the most!!! So! Smile... Please! Smile! β
Regardless of his own bold statements. Asada Shino hugged Chu Xuan tightly, and at the same time, his head was buried heavily in Chu Xuan's chest.
Afraid? Result... Is it fear or something else?
Thereupon... Shino understood the next moment.
Yes, got it.
"Hmm."
Chu Xuan nodded calmly and replied.
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