Lan Xiao'er, who was semi-unconscious, vaguely heard someone talking, and moved her eyelashes slightly, but she was still weak and couldn't open her eyes, and frowned and gave up.

I only heard someone say sarcastically: "The prince wants to use your life as a bargaining chip to threaten others, in order to save his own life, in order to fly with Du Yan'er, and you still die for him like this, it's ridiculous." Didn't you already know you were poisoned? This poison is called 'Sleep Snatcher', and as long as you sleep seven times as if you were dead, you will die completely unconsciously. ”

The man leaned down, leaned close to Lan Xiao'er and whispered, "Do you know who planted the poison on you?" It was I, the prince who commanded me. ”

I only heard the man laugh coquettishly: "Do you not believe what I say?" That's why you deliberately forgot about that night? In fact, the night before the prince died, I had already seen you there, and the words I deliberately said made you understand in your heart that he didn't take you to heart at all, it was just your wishful thinking. ”

'Sleep Snatcher' was ordered by the prince to Fluttershy? No, I don't believe that the night will harm me, don't say it, I'd rather forget the one qiē of that night. Lan Xiao'er felt a pain in her heart, if she wanted to hurt herself even before night, why was she still living in this time and space? It's better to die like this, maybe you can go back to your own time, maybe you can go back to your own home, maybe you can go to your mother to find warmth, so please don't say it again, I don't want to hear it.

The man suddenly said sadly, "What good are you?" What are you better than me? Why do you always feel that the prince has changed after the 'begging banquet', you don't deserve the prince's love at all, you are so half-hearted, when you have a strong relationship with the four princes, and when you flirt and scold, you are all seen by the prince, you are a woman. ”

The man suddenly smiled: "But do you think that the fourth prince who takes care of you day and night really loves you?" Don't dream, he's just using you, otherwise you're dying, why wouldn't he be by your side to take care of you? Because you're unconscious, you don't have to act at all. Actually, you are much more pitiful than me, and he uses you."

The Four Princes are using themselves?! Lan Xiao'er's heart hurt again, why do you want to tell yourself these things now, when people are sad, their defenses are the weakest, why let themselves who are not confident and not beautiful in the first place, and when they hear this, they have to make themselves believe again, how can such an excellent man really look at himself? Prove once again that you won't really love yourself. Cruel, inevitably too cruel to yourself.

When Lan Xiao'er was about to die of heartache, she suddenly heard a "squeak" of the door, and a gust of wind swept by, but there was no sound. Then I faintly heard footsteps, and then I felt someone wiping my entire body, my face.

I only heard a female voice: "The fourth princess has been in a coma for seven days, can she still wake up?" ”

Another female voice whispered "shh ”

Don't remember anything? Lan Xiao'er meditated inwardly, would it be good if this was the case? Maybe that's not bad, at least it's not so painful, I hear something I don't want to hear, I don't hear it, I don't hear it, please let myself remember nothing, stupid or not. If you can't lose your memory, if you can wake up again, get out of here, run away, protect yourself from injury, and get out of here.

At least if you don't give your heart, you won't be deceived, if you don't give your feelings, you won't betray, if you don't remember the past, you won't suffer, if you don't look forward to the future, you won't be disappointed. What people are most afraid of is that they don't have self-knowledge, they have, they know, maybe it's just a passing by, why remember it so clearly, why bother?

Maybe a person's journey may be able to meet the truest self

After the two maids finished wiping Lan Xiao'er, they closed the door and walked out of the room.

After a long time, Lan Xiao'er slowly opened her eyes, sat up strongly, and saw that she was only wearing a white undershirt, and looked around, the room was dark, and she casually touched the clothes by the bed, and put them on with difficulty.

Lan Xiao'er slowly dragged her body to the door, quietly watching the movement outside the door, but no one, maybe she was asleep late at night, and quietly slipped out of the door, dragging her body and running.

It seems that as long as you escape here, as long as you don't see a person or thing here, you won't remember, and you won't be in pain

Lan Xiao'er's sense of direction has always been bad, but she vaguely remembers where the palace gate is, but standing in a hidden place, looking at the palace gate in front of her, she forgot that the palace gate is guarded at any time, how can she escape?

When Lan Xiao'er was about to give up, she saw a black shadow flash, and the person guarding the palace gate fell to the ground in an instant, but did not get up again.

Lan Xiao'er looked at Yiqiē in front of her in wonder, what was going on? Could it be that an assassin came in the palace? But now, if you don't take the opportunity to escape, you won't have a chance.

Lan Xiao'er closed her eyes, rushed forward desperately, and left the palace smoothly.

When Lan Xiao'er stood in the dark outside the palace gate, she turned around and looked at the mighty palace in front of her for the last time, and said softly: "Goodbye, in the past, from now on, I will no longer be Lan Xiao'er, I am just Mi Aiai." ”

"I haven't lost my memory, but it's like losing my memory, because the painful memory is still forgotten, and I hope I can start again, even if I can't, just like being stupid."

Lan Xiao'er ran desperately, running, maybe scared, maybe fleeing, maybe trying to let the body pain overshadow the heartache

I don't know how far I ran, Lan Xiao'er, who was already weak, felt a pain in her heart and had difficulty breathing, and she was resting against the wall.

The timid lan Xiao'er looked at the black qiqi, and was extremely scared in her heart, but

If you can't find a reason to stick with it, then find a reason to start over, life is as simple as that. Some things are not said to be a knot, but said to be a scar.

Don't know what you're waiting for? It's like not knowing what awaits you. Some things, really don't see clearly, see clearly, heartache; Some people, really don't understand, understand, hurt.

Life, perhaps, should be a kind of confusion, a vagueness, not understanding, unclear, confused, vague.

But Fluttershy's words echo clearly in Lan Xiao'er's heart, if she still wants to live, she can only leave, only to flee from the past, because she is actually so fragile and not so strong, and heartache is difficult to heal.

Lan Xiao'er slowly slipped down, and sat on the ground, bent her legs with her hands in her hands, buried her head in her arms, and cried silently and tremblingly.

It was also in such a scared night, and I came to this empty space, and I met the night, and I was afraid just now and wanted to wait for the arrival of the night? It's ridiculous, who else can you meet now? Even if he meets someone, will he be deceiving himself one day? Take advantage of yourself? Harm yourself?

What is love in this world? Is it true that only beautiful people are lucky enough to have and understand? Are ordinary people so extravagant about love? Why does God divide people into different forms? How many men really see women's hearts?

At another time, a man in black stood behind someone and said, "I have transmitted everything I should say to her in my heart according to your instructions, and I have also helped her escape from the palace according to your instructions." ”

The man smiled weirdly and said, "Well done, so that the rest will be more interesting." ”