Chapter 570: Let You Go......
didn't say any words of forgiveness, there was no change in the expression on his face, although the tear stains were still clearly visible, but fortunately, the light in the room was still relatively dim, so Mu Chenxi didn't even wipe his face, just sat up slowly, still didn't even look at He Yuan, and then stood up, directly bypassed He Yuan, and walked to the curtain.
He Yuan really felt a little depressed about Mu Chenxi's 'ignorance', but now he didn't dare to say anything more, or in fact, he already felt that he really had nothing to say, so he just quietly watched Mu Chenxi's every move, and at the same time was worried in his heart.
Standing on the edge of the curtain, Mu Chenxi was calm on the surface, but in her heart she wanted to cry and laugh, crying because the emotion in her heart was lingering at all, and even at this time she felt that if her brain was more chaotic, then maybe she would directly 'give' a hug to He Yuan, and then just get into his arms and cry loudly, in order to admit that his guesses were true.
But this is naturally something that must not happen, because if that is the case, then I am afraid that if I bring him back this time, it is really possible to completely change the relationship between the two, and if that is the case, Mu Chenxi feels a little as if he is sorry for Shang Zichen, because no matter what, he is still his boyfriend......
As for wanting to laugh, to be honest, it is not really a happy laugh, it is an embarrassing disguise, and it seems to be laughing at your own childishness. and the 'simplicity' of what the cause.
However, she also knew that she couldn't laugh, otherwise she was afraid that He Yuan would feel that she was too exaggerated, and another point was that Mu Chenxi didn't want to laugh out if she couldn't hold back for a while, which would destroy the rare touch in her heart and the comfort in her heart.
'I don't know if it's my luck or my life, but anyway, I still don't regret having him, although I don't know how long I can continue to have him. But why...... Thank you so much. Even I will never be able to give you that ...... name, but I can also promise that I will always let my heart have a place for you......
I thought so in my heart. Can't say it though. But Mu Chenxi still felt it. He must and should repay the fate, and what he can really do for him is only so silent. But in fact, this is already very 'generous' for her.
Such an 'achievement', the reason is completely unclear, and in fact, if he really knows, then it is estimated that even he does not know whether he should feel happy, or still feel sad for himself, after all, although he can get her, he can't get all of her, this feeling is really ...... It's not perfect.
"Whoa!"
Suddenly opened the curtains, although her father and mother were in the west room opposite, Mu Chenxi didn't feel worried now, and now she felt that she really needed a ray of sunshine to continue to illuminate her heart, so that she could not let herself still have the idea of wanting to return to her dreams, and at the same time, she didn't have to be moved by He Yuan's words all the time, so as not to be unable to help but show a trace of horses' feet.
At the same time, she also doesn't want her to stay quietly in the room with He Yuan all the time, which will make her father worry, no matter what, her relationship with He Yuan is only that, and there must not be too much trespassing, so she still has to do the work on the surface.
And when the curtains were opened like this, and seeing the sun outside that was about to set under the courtyard wall, Mu Chenxi finally felt that she could temporarily restrain all the thoughts in her heart, and she could finally feel at ease......
In the same way, Mu Chenxi's sudden opening of the curtains also made He Yuan's heart a little calmer, but at the same time, a sense of embarrassment and shyness of seeing the light after seeing it also spontaneously arose, making He Yuan suddenly feel a little embarrassed, as if he was even more embarrassed to face Mu Chenxi.
But fortunately, after this action, Mu Chenxi still didn't say anything, nor did she turn around, she just stretched her waist for a long time, as if she had just woken up from her sleep, as if she no longer cared about everything before, and then turned directly to the left, raised her foot and opened the door and walked outside the house.
"Hoo ......"
sighed softly, of course, this can also be said to be a sigh of relief, anyway, it seems that this time he has successfully 'mixed' the past, although He Yuan doesn't know that in fact, his 'results' are already very ideal, but anyway, as long as Mu Chenxi no longer hates himself, it will be enough.
walked out of the house and closed the door, in fact, Mu Chenxi didn't really leave the east room, just walked to the bathroom of the outhouse.
"Boom la la ......"
Unscrewed the faucet and touched the cool flowing water with her hand, Mu Chenxi raised her head and looked at the mirror in front of her, the first thing she noticed was the door behind her, and after seeing that the door was completely closed, after all, it seemed that no one would push it open from the inside for the time being, she was a little relieved, and then looked at herself in the mirror.
I'm not beautiful, and I don't have anything particularly appealing, but why...... You will have to do so much for me, and why, after you have done so much for me, you have to choose...... What about leaving me? ’
The face is not haggard, but it looks a little tired, although it has been asleep for a while, but whether it is because of the dream, or because of the crying just now, anyway, the current self still looks really in a bad state.
asked herself silently in her heart, and Mu Chenxi still knew that she couldn't answer anything to herself at all, although it seemed to be like this every time, but she also knew that she could only accept it helplessly.
Stretching out her hands and letting the water flow through it completely, it was obvious that this cool feeling was not comprehensive enough, so she slowly picked up the flowing water, and when the palms were full of coolness, she 'covered' their faces, and after a few times, Mu Chenxi finally felt that the flames in her heart could finally be reluctantly extinguished.
Let's just do it first, after all, what I can do seems to be a bit ...... That's too little. (To be continued......)