"I," he said sadly, "it's just you." ”

I was the one who suddenly burst into silent tears.

It was in my belly with a strong breath, could he feel it, here was a magical life for him not long ago, but in the thick and endless love for him, I can't tell him in person.

Without the company of the children who may come up at any time to cut my thoughts, without the transparent communication between Changman and me, and no longer with Lin Ji, I feel that I only have Yingzheng.

"Your Majesty still has a concubine, everything will be fine."

Without Mama Wei, it is normal for Yingzheng's pent-up emotions to reach a certain level and be difficult to alleviate for a while, as long as he is willing to cheer up, we will definitely be fine.

Ying Zheng complied with my reassurance and quieted for a while, and once the saddest emotional period passed, the suppressed sadness around him was much better.

"She was weak before her death and couldn't afford to go to the Extreme Temple, did you personally go back to the palace to visit her?" His quiet words made me nervous.

"Yes." I said cautiously: "Your Majesty still remember Diao Mama, that is, Your Majesty gave the slave concubine, and she replaced the old grandmother who went to the extreme temple to serve with the slave concubine, she is a slave trained by the aunt, and has extraordinary feelings for the aunt, when the slave concubine heard that the aunt was unwell, her emotions were uncontrollable for a while, and the slave concubine saw her so nervous and uneasy, so she decided to go back to the palace to visit.

Your Majesty is not here, and your aunt is the person you care about, although the concubine can't help much, I think there will be some help. However, the will of heaven is difficult to disobey, and the concubine can't keep her aunt in the end, but her aunt is indeed peaceful. She was so intelligent that she knew everything she was facing. ”

I didn't take the initiative to tell Ying Zheng and what I was doing after he left, one is that I don't want to mention those things, and it's embarrassing to say whether or not the existence of the child is, and the other is that I feel in my heart that Ying Zheng is emotionally unstable during this period, and it's a good thing not to talk about many things, but at this time he took the initiative to ask, which shows that he cares about this episode in his heart.

Ying Zheng moved around my arms, and his fingers began to turn his ring in small increments.

"When you came back to see her, she already knew her fate?" His voice was a little hoarse, presumably because he was a little choked.

I also felt discomfort in my throat.

The concubine could only see that she was very open-minded. But I don't know if she knows the fate. ”

I don't dare to say that Mama Wei knows everything, after all, she doesn't have such a magical sense of foreknowledge, and Yingzheng is so smart. He must have doubted how I could have known from Mama Wei that Mama Wei was about to end her life, so I held on to a cold sweat and didn't dare to say a word.

"She must be sad that she didn't get to see me. Not even a letter was left. He sighed, "I knew it was so." It's better to follow her wishes, go out with me, and stay with me all the time. ”

I don't know why Mama Wei didn't leave a letter, maybe she left it but Mrs. Mi couldn't present it to Ying Zheng, but it can be seen that Mama Wei didn't have time to pass on her confirmation of my child to Ying Zheng.

"Your Majesty, where is she willing to suffer like that, everything is determined by heaven's will, and it is also the best arrangement, she will go without pain. His Majesty's great cause has been firmly established again and again, but people cannot be resurrected after death. Your Majesty is going to try to let go. I gently pressed his head so that the softness in my abdomen was pressed against him.

I don't know what I'm thinking, Ying Zheng didn't speak for a while, but as soon as he opened his mouth, I could tell that he had been hesitating to say this word just now.

"You and your aunt meet and talk, when you leave, can she be happy?" He asked in a tough tone.

An elderly man who was so sick that she was about to lose her life, when she said goodbye to me, Ying Zheng asked me if she was happy? Could it be that Ying Zheng was asking her if she knew I had a baby? No, no, he wouldn't have known that I had a child, otherwise he wouldn't have been so silent.

What is that for, why can Mama Wei be so happy from the bottom of her heart to me, a person from the ground who she has never looked down on, in the midst of suffering?

"Slave concubine, I don't know." I didn't know what to do, but I didn't dare to talk nonsense, let alone not answer, so I carefully answered.

There was another silence, and I couldn't see Yingzheng's expression, so I didn't dare to rashly guess what he was thinking and what his mood was at the moment, but I was extremely nervous, and I was desperately trying to think about whether I had said the wrong thing because of my weak heart.

The atmosphere had been so quiet, maybe he was tired and just wanted to rest on me, but it was suffocating for me, so I had to say something to make sure of his thoughts.

"Your Majesty, did you talk to the slave concubine, but it made you more and more depressed?" I'm afraid that I'll make Yingzheng even more sad because of me, but the truth is that it seems that his sadness is a relatively good outcome, and there is a fatal ending, we are naked and can't justify ourselves.

Ying Zheng was noncommittal, but lifted his head away from my waist and abdomen, and tightened his arms until I was closer to him.

"That Mama Diao, you gave her a gift to leave, Mama Aunt is very relieved, right?" He stared at me.

I don't know why Ying Zheng suddenly cares about the departure of a servant person, I was a little surprised, and under Ying Zheng's gaze, I only showed surprise as much as possible, digesting the stunned and panicked along with the avoidance in my heart.

Mama Diao is gone, Mama Wei will be at ease, does this sentence have any special meaning expressed by the dignitaries? I can't imagine it, I can only walk according to the feeling I can't imagine.

"Mama Diao is a person who was trained by Mama Diao, and she is not young, and Mama Diao is very happy for her to return to her hometown and grow old." Hopefully there are no holes in my statement.

Ying Zheng didn't have any right or wrong comments on what I said, he just quietly asked the questions he wanted to know, and also quietly said what he was going to do.

"There is no aunt in the Qiongyang Palace, and I went to the grandmothers she brought out, but there is no suitable palace for a while, if you recall Diao Mama and continue the things that Grandma Diao has done for me, what do you think?" When he asked this question, his eyes were clouded with an inquiring fog, so that I could not see the true intention of his heart.

The world is all in power, why can't he recall an old woman? But this Mama Diao is unusual, she carries the fate of my child on her shoulders, and she also knows many of my secrets, she is not loyal to me, and once she returns, she will know all that Yingzheng knows. (To be continued......)