In addition to Seo Hyun and Jung so-yeon, there are two other people in the practice room, and those two happen to be Kwon Yoo-ri and Choi so-young, who Lee Huai-woo is familiar with.

Cui Xiuying nodded at Li Huaiyu from afar, and then sent a kind smile, but Kwon Yoo-ri lowered her head, because after seeing Zheng Xiuyan's smile like a flower, she suddenly felt a sense of guilt in her heart, a sense of guilt for the intervention of a third party.

Li Huaiyu saw it in his eyes, sighed in his heart, turned to Zheng Xiuyan and said, "Do you have time?" Have a cup of coffee together? ”

"Okay."

"Sister Sika..."Xu Xian on the side wanted to speak and stopped.

"You practice first, I'll be back soon." Zheng Xiuyan stood on tiptoe and patted Xu Xian's head.

Next to S.M, an ordinary coffee house.

The spoon gently stirred the coffee-colored liquid and watched as the mist slowly rose and then dissipated into the air. Zheng Xiuyan looked very calm, as if she already knew the purpose of Li Huaiyu's coming to her, and seemed to have guessed the result that the other party was going to give.

"Su-yeon, how long have we known each other?" Li Huaiyu tried to speak first.

"If you look at the time we have been together, it's only a little over a year."

"So do you think we know each other?"

"I know you very well seven years ago, but now..."Although Zheng Xiuyan smiled, there was obvious bitterness in her smile, "Huaiyu, I like you, but I don't know if I like you now; You like me too, but you also don't know if you like me now! Am I right? ”

Li Huaiyu smiled bitterly and said: "Yes, our feelings for each other seem to have stayed seven years ago, and we all hope that this feeling can continue to this day, but the most cruel thing is time, because we can't save the passage of time, and we can't stop the change of time." ”

The corners of Zheng Xiuyan's eyes were already moist, and she bit her lip and said, "Is it possible for us to go back to the past?" ”

Li Huaiyu thought about it and was silent and did not answer.

"Is it because of Brother Zhong and Brother Donghai?"

Li Huaiyu shook his head and said, "Although there is a part of the reason, it is not the main one. ”

"Why is that? I would like to know the reason. ”

"Actually, I don't know why." Li Huaiyu sighed and said, "The moment I reunited with you last year, I was really happy and excited, thinking that I could get along with you happily and live every day happily like I did seven years ago." My friends have asked me a few times if I really like you, and my answer is 'yes'. At that time, I even thought that one day in the future, I would hold your hand and walk into the auditorium and enter the palace of marriage. ”

"But after those events, I began to calm down and start thinking about my relationship with you, and I found that I didn't know anything about what you had been going through over the years, I didn't even know what you liked now, what you wanted the most, what kind of person I was in your eyes, I didn't know anything about it. And..."Speaking of this, a trace of guilt crossed Li Huaiyu's face, "Since I knew Sister Zhixian's thoughts, I have become more and more dazed and panicked in my heart, because I don't know how to continue to get along with you, and I don't even know how to speak, I found that in front of you, I have nothing to say, and I feel very tired." This point is the most terrifying. ”

Zheng Xiuyan was silent for a while, and said, "What if I say I don't mind Sister Zhixian's business?" I don't care about Sister Renjing, I don't care about Yoo-ri, I don't even care about Yuna, if that's the case, can we still be together? ”

"I don't know, I really don't know."

"Hehe, it seems that you are determined to break up with me, so what else can I say?" Zheng Xiuyan lowered her eyelids and whispered, "Since you can't keep it, it's better to let it go quickly, in that case... Can we still be friends? ”

"Su-yeon, I..."

Li Huaiyu found that although he had prepared in advance, his heart still hurt, and a dream that he had been doing for seven years suddenly broke, and he had pierced it with his own hands, which was really uncomfortable.

"Can we still be friends?" Zheng Xiuyan smiled with tears, which made her already weak appearance look even more unbearable.

"Hmm!" Li Huaiyu nodded heavily and said, "Even if we can't be lovers, we are still friends, best friends." ”

"If it weren't for Brother Zhong and Brother Donghai, would we have come this far?"

Li Huaiyu thought for a while and said, "Yes, but not so soon." ”

"It looks like we're really not suited." Zheng Xiuyan let out a long breath and said, "I'm a woman with no ambitions, I don't have too many pursuits except for the stage, and I can't cook, I can't take care of people, I don't have a bad temper, and I spend money indiscriminately, so I'm really not qualified to be your girlfriend." Huaiyu, thank you, thank you for making me have a dream, a dream that I have had for seven years. ”

The sun outside the window is very good, the clouds are light and the wind is light, but Li Huaiyu's mood is extremely heavy, Zheng Xiuyan's words made him unbearable, he suddenly had an impulse, an urge to start over with the other party.

Zheng Xiuyan is his first love, a person's first love is always sweet with bitterness, sourness with confusion; Most people don't want to give up their first love, but there are always various reasons for the two people who originally loved each other, Lao Yan, to fly separately and go their own way. Try to retain, maybe you can continue the front edge; No one will blame you for giving up, everyone will pay the price for their own growth, and the severity of the journey will be different.

"I don't think I'm as sad as I imagined." Zheng Xiuyan wiped the corners of her eyes and said, "Huaiyu, can I make a request?" ”

"Hmm." Li Huaiyu nodded.

"Although we broke up, can I call you when I miss you?"

"I'm not going to turn it off."

"Can you accompany me when I want to go shopping?"

"As long as I'm in South Korea, even in Busan, I'll rush back."

"Can I hold you and cry when I want to cry?"

"As long as you're responsible for washing the dirty clothes."

Zheng Xiuyan blinked and said, "I want to cry now." ”

Li Huaiyu stood up and sat down next to Zheng Xiuyan, took her in his arms, and said, "This dress is not expensive, you can cry as long as you want." ”

Zheng Xiuyan hugged Li Huaiyu's waist tightly, buried her face in his chest, her shoulders began to shrug, and finally couldn't help sobbing loudly.

All the grievances, all the complaints, and all the unwillingness flowed wantonly with tears, wetting Li Huaiyu's thin clothes; Tears are the hot temperature in Zheng Xiuyan's heart, how can Li Huaiyu not know? It's just that he can't turn back, no matter how unbearable he is, no matter how reluctant he is, he can only separate, because this is the best ending for the two at present, otherwise they can only hurt each other and go further and further.

Zheng Xiuyan cried for five minutes, and finally got tired, raised her head, there was a water stain on her pretty face with rain, she reached out and stroked the side of Li Huaiyu's face, and said: "It's just that I don't know how to cherish it, I don't know how to grasp the people in front of me, hey..."

As soon as Li Huaiyu wanted to speak, Zheng Xiuyan pressed his mouth and said, "Huaiyu, don't talk first, listen to me." Although we broke up, it doesn't mean that I will give up, I will grow up, I will become mature, and when that day comes, I will pursue you again, it doesn't matter if you call me messing around, or if you call me delusional, I just don't want my first love to only blossom and not bear fruit! ”

"I'm looking forward to that day." Li Huaiyu smiled, and smiled easily, because he was also reluctant, after all, he once liked it, and he couldn't let it go completely - at least not now.

"Don't move, there's something on your face, I'll take it off for you."

Before Li Huaiyu could speak, Zheng Xiuyan had already come up to him, and then blocked his mouth with her soft lips; A kiss was parted, and by the time he reacted, Zheng Xiuyan was already sitting upright, taking out her handbag and starting to make up her makeup.

"Xiuyan, you..."

Zheng Xiuyan raised her head, glanced at him charmingly, and said, "What are you doing?" ”

"That, just now... What does that mean? Li Huaiyu pointed to his lips and said.

"Well... It's just a way to say hello to friends, so don't think about it! ”

How to greet friends? How did I not know that friends could still greet each other like this? Even in the United States, it won't be like that!

Li Huaiyu smiled bitterly, he suddenly felt that his words were not decisive and thorough enough!