Chapter 1 Death without a Problem
During the Gengxu period of the great cause, the ancient tea horse road, the autumn wind was bleak.
A child in tattered clothes walked alone on the road, carrying a small backpack on his thin shoulders, and at first glance, it looked like a snail without a body, slowly crawling forward.
The child's name is Ye Xiaoyu, 10 years old this year, both parents died, and the only inheritance left to her by the family is a letter in the pocket of her tattered clothes, which is her father's last wish, hoping that she can take the letter to Uncle Lu, who is thousands of miles away in the foreign capital, and then live a strong and safe life.
The cry of ......the stomach made Ye Xiaoyu reluctantly return to reality, it has been 3 days, and she has not eaten anything else, so she relies on a steamed bun and a can of water to satisfy her hunger, it is strange if she is not hungry. The hunger pang invaded the whole body in an unbridled instant, which made Ye Xiaoyu a little crazy.
"...... How long do you have to go", looking at the endless road, Ye Xiaoyu was a little discouraged, and her stomach was not angry, which made her head seem to stop running.
Others are reborn, she is also reborn, since she has caught up with the trend of rebirth, why are others reborn, crossing into princesses, young ladies, no matter how bad she is, she is also a little farmer, a businessman, and she is playing in the new world. But what about her Ye Xiaoyu? In his previous life, he was a good urban fashion white-collar worker, and he inexplicably traveled to such a dynasty that was not even recorded in history, uh...... It can't be said that it is a crossing, his situation should be regarded as a rebirth, no matter whether he crosses or is reborn, anyway, there is no advantage at all, neither can he predict the prophet, nor can he live a long life, look at his appearance of a little flower, and there is no handsome hero who fights for her to break the blood, although she was an older leftover girl in her previous life, she has never been hungry, now it's okay, she Ye Xiaoyu has all the tragic life experiences in novels and TV series, her parents are dead, hungry and cold, long journeys, if you go well, you will have to send people under the fence in the future. Hehe, sure enough, she Ye Xiaoyu is synonymous with sadness.
Thinking about her previous life, it seems like it was yesterday, she, Ye Xiaoyu, a graduate student of a famous university, worked in a Fortune 500 foreign company, served as the head of the marketing department, and lived a life that was envied by outsiders. But the only regret is that she is an "older leftover girl" who makes her family anxious, in fact, speaking of old age, Ye Xiaoyu has just passed her 30th birthday, well, it is one year old, in the eyes of Ye's mother, she is 31 years old. Since Ye Xiaoyu was over 25 years old, her mother has asked people everywhere to introduce her, but life is like this, the more persistent you are, the more you can't grasp it, just like the fine sand in your hand, the tighter you hold it, the faster it will drain. In this way, Ye Xiaoyu spent 5 years in a state where her mother was anxious and she didn't care, and in a blink of an eye, she stepped into the big hurdle of 30 years old, during these 5 years, she went on a blind date countless times, but she didn't look down on each other, or she didn't get along with each other for a while, and her personality didn't work out anyway. As a new woman in the 21st century, she doesn't care about herself, but her mother is already anxious and about to faint.
In fact, Ye Xiaoyu in her previous life was still quite beautiful, and there were quite a few people chasing her, but in view of her relatively strong career, some people would be in a state of long-term view. Ye Xiaoyu is not a cold-blooded person, although she has a strong personality, she is a girl after all, why she is not in a hurry to go on a blind date or get married, half of the reason is because she has someone she likes, and her intuition tells her that person also likes herself.
Chen Hao, 33 years old, is the company's director and Ye Xiaoyu's immediate boss. Suits and leather shoes at work, healthy and fashionable in life, and graceful demeanor, are the love fantasy objects of many young girls in the company. Ye Xiaoyu especially likes him to laugh, Chen Hao's smile makes Ye Xiaoyu feel that the whole world seems to be full of sunshine, like a lotus flower blooming in an instant, and her mood suddenly brightens.
The two of them have been ** for 4 years, during this period, in addition to going to bed, they have done all the things that a couple should do in private, shopping, walking, traveling, holding hands, kissing, but, no matter what, Chen Hao just told her about Ye Xiaoyu's beauty in a joking way, he said that he imagined that Ye Xiaoyu would give him the first time, talked about their future lives, and even took the name of their future child, but he never confessed to Ye Xiaoyu head-on.
Waiting for those 3 words, Ye Xiaoyu waited for 4 years, she always thought that Chen Hao was just shy, one day, he would tell her his mind, she even naively thought that Chen Hao would propose to her directly, when she thought about it, she was still struggling with whether to accept Chen Hao at once.
All of this qiē came to an abrupt end after Chen Hao was transferred.
Chen Hao told her before that he was going to transfer to the company's branch in another city to be responsible for developing new business. is considered a promotion, Ye Xiaoyu also gave him a good celebration.
On the night of leaving, they chatted for a long time, the branch was not far away, and just as Ye Xiaoyu was looking forward to his future life, Chen Hao disappeared.
No phone, no message. Ye Xiaoyu has refreshed the **, QQ and a qiē contact tool countless times, but there is no news of Chen Hao. You must know that in the past 4 years, Chen Hao took the initiative to send messages to Ye Xiaoyu every day.
Thinking that Chen Hao had an accident, Ye Xiaoyu called frantically, but refused to answer them all. Messages on all messengers are not returned.
Just when Ye Xiaoyu was anxiously worried about Chen Hao, she found that he was commenting on the state of another young girl in the company in the circle of friends.
“!!!!! ......" Ye Xiaoyu was speechless with excitement, as if she was pressed by a huge stone, and she couldn't breathe.
Maybe Chen Hao has some troubles, or maybe the number has been stolen, Ye Xiaoyu thought to herself at that time. It's really stupid to think about it now, people just don't want to pay attention to you, they think you're annoying, and they have time to comment on others, don't they have time to answer a phone call and reply to a message.
But at that time, he was still deeply involved, even if it was such a scene, Ye Xiaoyu still held back her temper and sent a message to Chen Hao, "Why don't you reply to my message?" Have I offended you somewhere?"
"Buried that city", after about an hour, Chen Hao replied.
Ye Xiaoyu was completely stunned, she didn't understand what Chen Hao meant, and suddenly felt that she and Chen Hao were not familiar at all, she didn't understand what Chen Hao was talking about, she didn't know what Chen Hao was doing in another city these days, Chen Hao had never taken her to meet his friends, she didn't know anything about his life, she only knew that his name was Chen Hao.
Ye Xiaoyu stayed up all night, except for **, Chen Hao never made any promises to her, they are not boyfriend and girlfriend, she Ye Xiaoyu doesn't even have the right to question Chen Hao's reason, no one knows the relationship between them, or rather, there is no relationship between them at all except for the vague **. Even, this vague ** is Ye Xiaoyu's own wishful thinking.
With his eyes open until dawn, Ye Xiaoyu decided to go to Chen Hao's city to see, no matter what, at least a friend, after a night of thinking, Ye Xiaoyu went out and decided to go to Chen Hao in person, and asked for an answer in person, even if he wanted to die, he would also understand.
After making a decision, Ye Xiaoyu went to the company early in the morning, because there were still some work tasks that she needed to arrange in person, and she planned to go to Chen Hao's branch to give herself an answer after arranging the work.
When she arrived at the company, Ye Xiaoyu found that there was a box of joy candy on everyone's desk, and when she was thinking about which person in the company was buried in the grave of marriage, "Mr. Ye, morning, this is your joy candy", the young Xiao Zhao greeted Ye Xiaoyu enthusiastically.
"Eh, thank you, ......", Ye Xiaoyu looked at Xiao Zhao with a red face, and thought to herself, this Xiao Zhao was actually married, and he saw him hugging a boy in the night market before, and thought that the boy was his boyfriend.
"I didn't expect Xiao Zhao to be so happy so quickly", Ye Xiaoyu took the candy and said to Xiao Zhao with a smile.
"Eh, Mr. Ye, you think too much, this is Director Chen's candy ......"
"What are you talking about, Director Chen, which Director Chen?" , Ye Xiaoyu's heart seemed to have missed a few beats.
"Who else can there be, it is our former top boss, Director Chen Hao, Director Chen", Xiao Zhao still said brightly.
As if he was hit in an instant, Ye Xiaoyu's brain went blank, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into a 10,000-year-old ice cellar, unable to breathe or move.
"Mr. Ye, do you know, we were all deceived by Director Chen, he and the only daughter of the boss of our company have been dating for a long time, tsk, the concealment is really deep enough, and it will not ......be announced until we are getting married."
Xiao Zhao's words gradually blurred in Ye Xiaoyu's ears, she felt that there was a huge foreign body in her chest, blocked there, as if it was a spider web formed in an instant, condensing her internal organs, she wanted to break free, but there was nowhere to do it; She wanted to shout loudly, but she couldn't make a sound, so she could only walk out briskly by relying on the drive of her feet, like a walking corpse, she had only one purpose, which was to escape from here.
"Mr. Ye, where are you going, the boss of the Asian headquarters came down to inspect today, and we have to check the reception work again, and you haven't ......seen my plan yet", seeing Ye Xiaoyu hurriedly turned around and walked towards the door, Xiao Zhao said anxiously.
"Mr. Ye, this is the report of the marketing department yesterday......"
"Mr. Ye, the agent of Yihua Group just called and said that he was willing to sign a contract with us......
"Mr. Ye ......"
In the shouts of everyone, Ye Xiaoyu hurriedly walked towards the door, now she couldn't hear anything clearly, she just wanted to leave this place, she just wanted to break the spider web in her heart and ask for relief.
It's ridiculous, I lost my sleep for him last night, and found a reason for him not to contact him, in fact, there is no reason at all, he just doesn't want to contact, he just thinks you're annoying.
Reason, Ye Xiaoyu is the reason why Chen Hao doesn't want to contact!
Looking back, these 4 years were all wishful thinking, all their own fantasies, and in the end, nothing was saved, as if it had never happened.
it! Ye Xiaoyu, you fool who thinks you're smart.
Ye Xiaoyu thought all the way, and unconsciously walked to the city's ** bridge. The railings on both sides of the bridge are full of wishing ornaments hung by couples, and Lin Lan is full of eyes, which is very good-looking.
Chen Hao once brought Ye Xiaoyu here, and at that time, Chen Hao also made a wish not to let Ye Xiaoyu see it, the content of the wish, Ye Xiaoyu was curious for a long time, and now it seems that it should have been realized.
Thinking of this, tears gradually overflowed his eyes. Thinking of what had happened, Ye Xiaoyu became more and more sad, leaning on the railing and crying loudly. Because it was morning, there were almost no pedestrians on the bridge, and Ye Xiaoyu cried even more unscrupulously.
When the tears of crying were dry, Ye Xiaoyu gradually came to his senses: he Chen Hao is a fart! If you want to leave, you will leave, isn't it just Chen Hao, if you leave him, you won't die. Studying so hard, working hard day and night, and giving up on herself for a scumbag, it is simply not her Ye Xiaoyu's style! From now on, I have to work harder, and I want Chen Hao to realize that he Chen Hao has a needle eye, cataract, and blindness, so he will give up Ye Xiaoyu.
"Chen scum! Chen scumbag!! …… You're a fart!! , you're not a ...... fart", Ye Xiaoyu shouted towards the water.
Suddenly, as if someone had pushed her from behind, Ye Xiaoyu rolled over and fell from the guardrail of the bridge, and threw herself in the direction of the water at the speed of free fall.
"...... What's the situation, which scum pushed this girl!! , Chen scum, is it you......", Ye Xiaoyu didn't finish his words, and fell into the water with a thud.