Chapter 369: Remembering That First Meeting
"The widow doesn't want this feeling, you are not allowed to leave, as long as the widow is not allowed, no one in this world can take you away from the widow." He suddenly became ruthless, grabbed my flesh and bones, and said stiffly: "Even you can't do it yourself!" ”
The weakness and weakness revealed in such domineering words are so inspiring, Yingzheng, a man who stands up to the sky, also has tenderness and reluctance that no one can recognize, he is not an iron man, he is also a tender man with affection and righteousness.
I pressed my strength close to his body, soothing his mind with my softest words.
"The slave concubine is the king's wife, and her heart is also attached to the king, how can she leave the king, the slave concubine will not!"
Ying Zheng was a little relieved, imprisoned me for a while, and opened his mouth in a weak voice.
"What about the widow and Qi Guobi?"
He is so nervous, it shows that what he cares about is whether I will turn against him when I face the battle of Qin Qi, right?
How can I tell him that I am not Tian Tianxi himself, and that my feelings for Qi are the same as those for Qin, but that someone in the kingdom gives me the same feelings? Qi Guo is Lin Jixiang, who used to be warm and comfortable; Now it's Yingzheng, which fills my sense of belonging.
"At this moment, the one who is by the side of the slave concubine is the king."
At this moment, Ying Zheng is by my side, is my favorite person, I am willing to accompany me for the rest of my life, never give up!
Grabbing my arms, Ying Zheng's eyes were very strong, and he spoke to me proudly, without hiding his ambition at all.
"Only when the widow gains the world can he get the country of Qi; If you have the country of Qi, you can have only one choice; Seven Kingdoms with a unified Empire. The widow has had you for a long time, which is one of the driving forces for the widow to guide the country! ”
In order to have me, Yingzheng must destroy the Qi State; And the purpose of my coming to Qin. It's just that I try to delay the existence of Qi as much as possible, and the existence of this paradoxical me is really a tricky and worrying thing.
"Tian Xi, if Qin Qi meets each other, the widow will not show mercy; If the war is fought and two loosens are tried to make peace, it will only make the casualties of the two countries more and more heavy, can you understand the meaning of the outnumber? ”
Of course I understand him. If the two countries go to war, I beg Ying Zheng to spare certain people or regions of the Qi country. That would inevitably tie the Qin army, and it would also make the war situation between the two countries relaxed, increasing the number of casualties in wartime.
Once Qin Qi starts a war, I will never embarrass Yingzheng, nor will I do this to give the Qi Guotian clan meaningless extravagant hopes.
"At the beginning, the king was fortunate to be in Qi Guofang. The slave concubine kept the Qi country for several years with the promise of the bloodless soldiers of the Qi country, and the king never broke his promise and placed the Qi country in the last country in the storage bag as promised, and the slave concubine was already grateful. ”
I reciprocated Ying Zheng with affectionate eyes, under his gaze, I seemed to be fearless and omnipotent, and my heart at the moment was firm and unshakable.
"If Qin Qi faces it directly, Qi insists on resisting Qin by force, as the mother country. Slave concubines can only respect their decisions; However, this move is a breach of the concubine's promise to the king, which is an unkind, unrighteous and disloyal form, and the slave concubine will not be placed in the rank of Concubine Qin and make the world laugh at the king. Can you understand what it means to be a concubine? ”
I have screened the moment of death in my heart countless times, and I have been numb to smell the breath of death for thousands of years, and the heart of death at this moment is even more real and decisive.
It's just that since I had a heart-to-heart relationship with Yingzheng, I have become more and more afraid of death. I thought carefully about why I was afraid. But I don't have a unified answer, and I roughly blame it. I seem to be greedy as if the breath of the moment is the same ambiguity, and the attachment is only the sight of Yingzheng.
The tenderness in Ying Zheng's eyes subsided, replaced by displeasure and panicked anger.
"Didn't you hear what the widow said? Except for the widow, even you cannot take you away from the widow! ”
His eyes were red from forbearance, and my heart was sour.
"The slave concubine heard it, and it was precisely because she heard it that she had to keep her promise."
Agreeing that I would hand over Qi as a bargaining chip in exchange for several years of Qi was controversial, and in the end I couldn't fulfill (and couldn't do it without any effort) promise, and Ying Zheng allowed me to live - I was ridiculed by the world again, and Ying Zheng was afraid that he would be annoyed again.
What I can't stand the most is that Ying Zheng will definitely become a coveted beauty who is fooled by a female streamer in the world because of this incident.
"Are you going to listen to the widow?" He asked in a deep voice.
"The concubine didn't dare, and she didn't want to. The majesty of the king is inviolable, and the one whose concubine is least willing to do what is not tolerated, but the promise has been spread all over the world that day, and the king wants the concubine to be a sinner who destroys your reputation? ”
If I could, I would always support Ying Zheng to protect his majesty, and now listening to his disregard for my desire to ignore the Qin Qi war situation and the promise to abide by the Qi State's initiative to sacrifice the country's power, the latter can better flaunt his inviolability, so I must do the latter.
"For the sake of a joke, do you really want to be a complete loner?"
"Jokes?" "Alone?" Is that how Ying Zheng defines this matter?
When my life was in danger, I was in a hurry to compile a set of life-threatening procrastination statements based on messy memories, which Ying Zheng called "jokes", didn't he let me go because of my words?
The redundancy of thousands of beauties in Yingzheng's inner palace is not enough to spoil one a day, when it comes to liveliness, it is naturally a matter of Yingzheng's words, but what he said is obviously "lonely"!
"The promise made by the concubine to the king, no matter what the original purpose was, is now known and seen by the world, and it must be done to fulfill the king's face."
Because I care, I give, and the more he doesn't force me to do things, the more I want to give everything to defend him.
Looking at my serious appearance, Ying Zheng contemplated me, lost his expression for a while, and when he blinked back to his heart, he sighed with emotion at me.
"Do you really think that the widow left you for your quick words?" He asked me suddenly in the negative.
Otherwise, for what? The powerful Qin State is not scheming, and there is a possibility of taking the capital to take the Eastern Six Kingdoms at that time, except for the promise I posted, I can't think of what else he will do.
"The king has rivers in his heart, and his thoughts and worries are far beyond the reach of the slave concubine, and the slave concubine knows shallowly, and does not dare to speculate on the king's will. However, no matter what the king's intentions are, in the eyes of the slave concubines, the king still can't ruin the hearts of the generals with his children's affection. ”
Ying Zheng didn't seem to hear me, and seemed to ignore what I said, he looked at me and said on his own thoughts.
"The widow said a long time ago, the widow didn't agree to your wish to protect Qi for the sake of the Qi country, and it was just a whim to let go of the Qi country for several years that night, because it was to see how interesting you were to act; Leaving the country of Qi is for you, but sparing your life is not for the sake of the country of Qi. ”
The solemnity of what he said, and the meaning of the words poured out were all sincere to me. This sincerity can represent Yingzheng's intentions, but it does not mean that things have come to a successful end.
"What has been spread all over the world, no matter what the original intention is, the ending must be explained."
Because of their ability and status, everyone has an irrevocable fear of Ying Zheng, but if it is said that all the people of Qin State were willing to bow down to their subordinates in their bones, then the situation of the unification of Qi State at this time and after may make the world break this fear and shake their hearts, water can carry a boat and capsize a boat, I can't let Ying Zheng's banner be trampled on the soles of my feet.
People are terrible, Yingzheng is not afraid, and I am not afraid, but if these people are talking about something Yingzheng cares about, then I am afraid.
"It's not a trivial asset, it's not as good as you."
He smiled softly, and I knew he was calming my panicked heart.
I also replied to him with a smile, but this smile was indelible with a layer of bitterness: If what I asked Ying Zheng to do happened when Qin Qi started a war, then there are some things that I should also say.
"Does the king remember the unfinished story of the concubine when they first met that night? If the king wants to hear it, the concubine is willing to hear it to the king. ”
This is a trick I want to live, and I want to keep talking about it to delay time, but after that night, Yingzheng never mentioned it again.
Ying Zheng looked at me, smiling silently, his laughter, the depth of his laughter.
"What does the king want to hear?" I continued to softly direct his attention to my words.
"'First Meeting'?" He voiced his questions without the intention of asking, not focusing on what I was about to say.
What other version of the fact that we were focused on each other that night?
"When the slave concubine entered Xianyang City with the princess of the Five Kingdoms to meet the king, it was too far away, and the scene was too big, presumably the king didn't see each other like the slave concubine, right?"
It was just a formality, and I remember secretly raising my eyebrows and glancing at the majestic Qin Dynasty hall, but Ying Zheng regarded us as playthings and "dead people", and he should not have the interest in looking at us and did not have the energy to savor the appearance and characteristics of each of us.
Listening to the first meeting that I had pushed away, Ying Zheng frowned playfully.
"Why, when you first came to Xianyang, you didn't even have the slightest curiosity to look at the widow?" He seemed to be lost, but he smiled faintly.
I raised my head, looked at Ying Zheng arrogantly, and coincidentally refuted his "blame".
"Is the king interested in seeing slaves and concubines?"
The atmosphere eased, the relationship between us narrowed, and I made Yingzheng laugh more than her presumptuous words and deeds in front of him.
"Hahaha, you're finally starting to care."
What he is happy about is not that my little belly and chicken intestines began to show weakness, but that I can express my feelings for him without scruples to him, which is enough to show that he cares about my heart is really sincere.
There were bursts of intense warmth in my heart, my nose was sour, my eyes were red, and I quickly kissed him on the cheek while Ying Zheng was scrutinizing my expression. (To be continued) >