Chapter 629: Despair of the Two
It's been a year since Shadow Moon was rescued by Master Empty and confined in this isolated mountain village, and this is her second year here.
During the year, due to the deterioration of her injuries, Shadow Moon could only lie on the bed, even if she had to take care of her ordinary diet and daily life, she seemed to have become a real waste, not to mention any revenge, she couldn't even get out of bed and walk now.
The current situation is undoubtedly the most desperate for Shadow Moon, the fire of revenge in her heart never stops, and in her sleep, she dreamed countless times that she returned to Huaxia, standing in front of the Shura in a silver silk black robe, and slashed the enemy who killed Sofina with her own hands!
However, when she opened her eyes in the early morning, Shadow Moon found that the scenes of those bladed Shura were nothing more than a dream of Nan Ke, and whenever she woke up from the dream, her hopes were shattered and everything was lost...
The desire for revenge, the powerlessness of reality, and the mixture of the two contradictions, Shadow Moon's heart is extremely painful and hesitant, even if she lies on the bed all day to recuperate, but her body does not get better, but the whole person is seriously consumed due to the despair of powerless revenge, and she keeps losing weight, and her face has become bloodless, and she is haggard to the extreme.
In the past two years, Master Kong would come to visit Shadow Moon every once in a while and feed her personally, as if he was taking care of his own daughter.
I don't know why, Master Kong will bring some vegetable porridge every time, it seems to be ordinary mountain vegetables from the outside, the food is slightly bitter, there is no characteristic, and there is no special feeling after eating, I don't know why he has to get these foods for Shadow Moon every time.
Although Shadow Moon once wanted to go on a hunger strike, but the desire for revenge made her unwilling to die in this unpopular mountain village, so even if she was desperate in her heart, Shadow Moon still forced herself to live, not asking for anything else, as long as she could support her to stand in front of Shura, even if she couldn't kill this peerless martial god, even if she bit a piece of meat on him!
Day after day, whether Shadow Moon opens and closes her eyes, whether she is awake or asleep, there are only two words in her mind, revenge! And this thought is getting stronger! It has never faded away with the passage of time.
The villagers who occasionally came to visit could also feel the fire of revenge in Shadow Moon, and they couldn't help but sigh, what kind of person could make this girl fall in love so much and avenge her at all costs?
One day, Master Sora came to Shadow Moon's room with the porridge he had made, as usual.
Shadow Moon looked at the empty master with cold eyes, clenched her fists and said in a deep voice, "Are you going to come to lecture me again?" I won't listen to your theories! No one can stop me from taking revenge, or I will be my enemy! ”
Master Kong was complaining when Shadow Moon was complaining, and very generously tolerated Shadow Moon's anger, and even helped Shadow Moon up to let her lean on the head of the bed, and then took out vegetable porridge to feed her, and his gestures greatly highlighted the broad mind of the sea.
Raising her hand not to hit the smiling person, seeing the appearance of Master Kong, Shadow Moon said that she didn't do anything, and after being silent for a while, she opened her red lips and let Master Kong feed her porridge.
"Tell me your story." The Sky Master suddenly spoke, and the words he said made Shadow Moon stunned.
In the year or two since he came here, the Sky Master had never asked Shadow Moon about Sofina, nor why she loved her so much, but what happened to him today? Why would you want to know about this?
Actually, Shadow Moon really didn't want to mention Sofina, because even if she said one more word, the pain in her heart would be stronger, as long as she remembered the familiar and warm figure, but she could no longer touch it, she was so painful that she couldn't breathe...
However, under the gaze of Master Kong's all-encompassing eyes, Shadow Moon suddenly felt that she could not hide, and the desperate backwater in her heart became more and more bitter, making her want to talk about it.
So, Shadow Moon spoke, telling the Master of the Sky about her and Sofina's past to the mysterious old man.
Shadow Moon talked for a long time, really long, the sun rose and set several times, the candlelight in the room went out and brightened, she and the old man just sat on the head of the bed with their knees touched, and poured out Sofina's story, and a little light reflected on their faces, although they could not illuminate their faces, but the deepest wisp of truth in their eyes was completely illuminated.
Shadow Moon told almost everything she knew, including how Sofina and Han Dusk turned enemies into friends, including how she and Sofina met and fell in love.
When talking about Sofina's story of being a teacher in Sunset, Shadow Moon couldn't help but chuckle.
When it comes to the story of Sofina's fight against the gods in Eastern Europe, Shadow Moon is deeply vicissitudes.
Shadow Moon even told the dragon monster's instructions, including the sentence "The day you cut off your sorrows is the time for you to move towards Shura", including how he strongly objected to being with Sofina, how he made her cut ties with Sofina, including everything that happened that night, including tears, pain, laughter, and warmth.
And when Shadow Moon said that Sofina was severely injured by Shura and finally had no hope of dying, and sacrificed her heart to save her, Shadow Moon was already in tears and couldn't cry.
Strictly speaking, more than two years have passed since Sofina's death, and for a person's life, more than two years is not a long time, but it is by no means short, enough to forget many people and many things, but when Shadow Moon remembers Sofina, her death is like yesterday, which may be a heart that she will never forget in her life.
After listening to Shadow Moon's narration, a mysterious smile had already appeared on the face of the empty master, and he smiled and said: "What a woman who makes people sigh, there is such a wonderful person in the world, it seems that the old man is not yet complete in this life, and it is a pity that he did not have the opportunity to meet this person." ”
Shadow Moon was naturally happy to hear someone praise Sofina, but no amount of praise could bring her back to her resurrection, and they had already said goodbye, separated by the road paved by the flowers of the other side, and could no longer touch each other.
At this time, Shadow Moon silently glanced at Master Kong, this old man is already in his last years, to put it mildly, that is, half of his feet have already entered the coffin, but for some reason, Shadow Moon always feels an unusual aura in this master, especially when looking at the strange eyes that contain all things, Shadow Moon feels like he is facing a deep sea, endless and bottomless.
"Master Kong..."Shadow Moon spoke tentatively, the last glimmer of hope hidden in her voice, as if looking for the only point of light in the darkness, "Are you a martial arts master?" In this life, I must personally hand Shura, otherwise even if I survive in the world, I will not be at peace all day long! If you can make me strong, I will give everything in return! ”
"Hahaha, girl, where do you see that I am strong in martial arts? Lao Qu has traveled all his life in the world, surviving to find the way, not to mention the martial arts of killing, and he has never even said a word of evil. Master Kong shook his head helplessly, and said with emotion, "Besides, the old man has reached the age of running out of oil and lamps, and he has long had no desire and hopelessness, so how can he talk about extravagant returns?" ”
The last glimmer of hope in Shadow Moon's heart was shattered, and she carefully looked at the Sky Master again, and then sadly found that judging from the look of the Sky Master, he was by no means deceiving, and if he was really a martial arts master, even if the wind candle was in his old age, he could be a fairy wind Dao bone, but the Sky Master was vain and weak, and his body was trembling, not like he had any martial arts.
"However, the world is impermanent, life is like a dream, if you want to ask the old man what else he wants, then I'm afraid there is only one thing..."The empty master's eyes looked at the shadow moon deeply, and there was a strong sense of emotion in his tone.
Shadow Moon straightened her delicate body with difficulty, stared intently at the empty master, and said word by word, "If you can help me slay the enemy, I will do everything I can to help you fulfill your wish!" ”
The corners of the empty master's mouth raised slightly, driving the deep wrinkles on his face, revealing a smile that he had never seen before, he put his hands on the shoulders of Shadow Moon, and said calmly: "The avenue is always, cause and effect are impermanent, meeting is fate, God sent you to me is not without purpose, the last wish of the old man in this life is to help you eliminate the fire of revenge and help you survive the calamity of this life!" ”
Shadow Moon froze on the bed for a long time, and gradually, her eyes that were as black as night were filled with infinite despair, and tears flowed out slowly, only to see her powerlessly push away the empty master, and whispered miserably: "My heart is dead, how can I come from the heart calamity?" For me, this life has no meaning other than revenge. ”
"Sin, sin..."Master Kong helped Shadow Moon back on the bed, pulled up the futon for her, and then said profoundly, "As soon as you think of karma in your life, the lamp will be empty, perhaps, your Venerable Master is right, the day you cut off your sorrow is the time when you move towards Shura..."
Master Empty left a thought-provoking word, but what good is it for Shadow Moon? She is already a wasted person, unable to cut off her sorrows, nor able to move towards Shura, she can only live in the world, suffering all day long, without it...
The second year was undoubtedly the most desperate year for Shadow Moon, even though the sun was shining every day, but she never saw a ray of light...
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