Chapter 198: But the long groan

Han Ruo and Gong Xichen didn't expect Jin Bing to say this, Gong Xichen reacted first, laughed at himself, stepped forward to stop him, and said, "I don't dare to rob you of your credit, let's stay today." ”

Seeing the two of them discussing this issue, Han Ruo couldn't help but be a little ashamed, pretending not to know, and rushed back to Fengxiang Pavilion.

When Gong Jinbing saw her running away, she was amused in her heart, but she didn't want to show anything on her face, and said to Gong Xichen: "I have an appointment with her first, and if I don't ascend to the throne of God, I will never touch her." ”

"But it's only the last step to form, so why should you be so stubborn." smiled helplessly, and had to admit it: "Compared to me, she wants to sleep next to you tonight." ”

"I can wait for ten years, let alone half a month." Jin Bing has always had that signature smile, and there is a slight arrogant confidence in her eyes, not humility, "You don't have to be presumptuous, how much she loves you, you can always know." ”

Seeing Gong Jinbing say this, Gong Xichen was inconvenient to refuse, and his heart of longing was already overflowing, so he waved his hand at Gong Jinbing, and went straight to follow Han Ruo's footsteps. Gong Jinbing stared at his back and walked away, the smile on his lips became a little incomprehensible, his eyes were full of complicated expressions, and he sighed slightly, and walked away.

Gong Xichen didn't notice the change in Jin Bing's expression behind him, and he had already been firmly entrenched in his heart. As soon as he stepped into the Fengxiang Pavilion, he almost wanted to be intoxicated by the same fragrance in the air as Han Ruo's body, and the sweet and soft and ambiguous fragrance swayed in the air.

For some reason, my heart was pounding. It wasn't the first time he'd been here, but it was the first time he'd been in such a state of mind. The two have been friends for many years, and the friendship is extraordinary, and they are intimate on weekdays, but except for kissing, he has never crossed the Lei Chi half a step, in the past, because she was full of only one palace Qianxi, and later because of all things. Now, once it has been successful, he has worked hard for many years, isn't this the result he is looking forward to?

Perhaps this is the so-called homesickness is more timid, the big bed that has appeared countless times in his dreams is close at hand, but he stops and does not dare to step forward again. He turned around and stopped in front of the portrait he had made, and said calmly: "You have hung the painting I made for you in the inner room?" ”

Han Ruo raised his eyes and saw the portrait facing the bed, which was painted by Gong Jueshen for himself, his heart suddenly froze, and even breathing became difficult for that moment, remembering that the night before he hugged himself tightly and almost wanted to suffocate, only one day of hard work, it has been a earth-shaking change, now I think about it, that night, is it actually a farewell to each other?

There was boundless bitterness and pain in her heart, but she didn't want to show anything in front of Gong Xichen, she knew how much Gong Xichen had paid for herself over the years, and all she hoped for was to be able to embrace herself in her arms. I have already injured one person, and I must not hurt a second person.

With a sweet smile, she waved at him and said, "Come here." ”

No matter how superb her acting skills are, she can't hide from Gong Xichen, who has watched her grow up since she was a child, not to mention that he has just noticed another portrait. Already knowing what she was thinking, he stepped forward and sat on the couch and hugged her into his arms. lowered her head and gently pecked her smooth forehead, leaving behind her usual unruliness, only infinite tenderness, "Sleep, you are tired today." ”

Han Ruo sighed in his heart, understanding that he had seen through his thoughts, stretched out his hand to hug him, shrunk into his warm arms, and said in a low voice: "Chen, thank you." ”

Although it couldn't help but spoil the mood at the moment, Gong Xichen couldn't help but hate: "I still lost to that little fox." ”

Han Ruowan smiled and asked, "Are you talking about Bing?" ”

"Who else but him, he saw through your mind before I did, so he was so kind enough to give me this opportunity." Gong Xichen was indeed annoyed, but not angry with Jin Bing, but more angry that he was not as deep as Gong Jin Bing's understanding of her. I really don't want to admit it, maybe my love for her is really not as good as Gong Jinbing.

Han Ruo saw through his thoughts, and said with a smile: "It's just a different way, Xiaoliu always cares about such details, I don't think you love me half a point less than him!" Although she said it with a smile, she was not comforting, but sincerely.

Gong Xichen knows that this is indeed the case, but even in these details, he is not as good as Gong Jinbing, it is inevitable that he will be unbearable, he is determined to be sure of himself, if he loves her, he Gong Xichen will never lose to him!

Thinking like this, I couldn't help but feel naΓ―ve and funny, and lay down with her, the two of them had taken off their coats at the moment, Gong Xichen pulled the brocade quilt with one hand and covered each other, and then said: "That kid is right, we are indeed still children, compared to him in some ways." ”

"So what?" Han Ruo smiled and rested her head on his shoulder, "If I can really be carefree like a child, I would really like to be a child." ”

Gong Xichen hugged her tightly with his backhand, kissed her forehead again, and couldn't help but kiss her soft lips before saying, "Sleep." ”

The fresh smell of sunlight on Gong Xichen's body made her feel extremely relieved, and she closed her eyes obediently, allowing herself to temporarily abandon all her sorrows and pains and fall asleep safely.

I always thought that I could dream all night until the light of day, but after all, it was still delusional. She thought she could forget who this bed was, who had been hugging and sleeping with each other for years. But she is really deceiving herself, she can't forget, how can she forget!

She can't forget his true feelings for her, his love for her, and all his indulgences to her. When he handed over 300,000 ironclad talismans to herself, she didn't know that he was gambling, using his life and the entire country to make a big gamble. But after all, he failed him, betrayed his trust, and used his true heart to hurt him. She didn't dare to ask Jin Bing, she didn't dare to ask him what he said in the end, she was always afraid that he would really die with hatred for herself. She didn't want him to hate her! She did betray him, but her love for him was true, and her years of affection were not false. She wished he knew about these things, and maybe he would be able to walk with more peace of mind.

Thinking like this, I am indeed too cruel and selfish, if I really love him, but still betray him, wouldn't it hurt even more? But she just doesn't want to admit it, even in her dreams!

As if he saw his cold appearance floating in front of him again, with a smile like melting snow in early spring under indifference, he was as affectionate as he promised, and said: "Lady, let's get married until we are old?" ”

"Shame!"

To be continued