129. [129] I still love you

After parting, remembering each other, a few times the soul dreamed of being with you, and when I met, I was shocked, and it was better to miss than to meet.

The wind blew through her untied hair, fluttering softly in the sunlight, as if shining with golden light.

Lovers who didn't break up, three years after parting, unexpectedly bumped into each other in a foreign country, Ye Yiyi looked at the handsome face she was familiar with and unfamiliar, and looked at the shocked expression on his face.

Ye Yiyi smiled.

Her heart was beating a little fast, but she knew it wasn't because of love. It hurts, too, but it's not love either.

No one will live a life that you can't let go, and there is no past that you can't let go. Some of them will just become memories of your life after all.

No matter how naïve I once thought that I loved this person very much, if I loved him, I could love him for a lifetime, and maybe one day, like her, even if I was face-to-face, I would be able to be calm and light.

"Long time no see, Ace." She smiled and greeted him before he did.

Chu Si was stunned, looking at the calm smile on her face, his heart seemed to be stabbed fiercely.

The shock of the reunion has not yet passed, and more shocks are coming, she is smiling at him, with an expression of forgetting the old people, friendly and indifferent.

"Yiyi, why are you ...... in London," muttered, Chu Si spoke, his face was a little ugly, and he smiled very reluctantly.

Ye Yiyi's expression when she saw him made his whole heart clench. Why, why didn't you show a sad or surprised expression, just looked at me faintly.

"I came with someone else, I didn't expect to meet you here, what a coincidence." Ye Yiyi explained lightly, without mentioning Gu Yichen too much.

She didn't want to show off anything to Asi, and she didn't want to deliberately show that I was fine without you. After all, she didn't want two people who had liked each other to become disgusted with each other.

That's it, just like now, just say a few words like an old friend and go your separate ways.

Chu Si's hand clenched slightly, and an indescribable sadness rushed in his blood.

When she was at the airport three years ago, she said that she would come to him no matter how far away. And in the past three years, he also knew that she had really worked hard to come to him. However, the mail was suddenly cut off that day, and how long did it take for her to stand in front of him and say to him lightly, "Long time no see."

Is it revenge? Why is it changing so fast.

"Let's talk somewhere else." Chu Si said.

Ye Yiyi was a little hesitant, she was a little afraid that Gu Yichen would not find her, and her mobile phone would not be used here at all.

Chu Si saw that she was a little embarrassed, and hurriedly said, "It's good to be in the café here." ”

Seeing him say this, Ye Yiyi nodded.

The two walked into the hotel side by side, sat down in the hotel's café, and after ordering coffee, no one started to speak first, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.

Ye Yiyi thought a little hindsightly, although she felt that it was all a matter of the last century, but it had not been long since she had never opened that mailbox again.

"London, it's nice, the scenery is beautiful." The atmosphere was very awkward, and Ye Yiyi casually opened up a topic.

Chu Si was silent for a while, his pale eyes raised to look at Ye Yiyi, and said, "Well, it's very good." What about you, you said that you went to H City, and it was okay to be there for a while? ”

Ye Yiyi was stunned for a moment, and was a little more embarrassed: "It turns out that you have read those emails......"

Chu Si's eyes contained some melancholy, and his voice was a little dull: "Hmm." ”

yes, it turns out that he has seen it all, but he has never replied to her once.

The coffee was served, Ye Yiyi took a sip of the coffee, suppressed the grievances in her heart, Ye Yiyi shrugged her shoulders and said, "Forget it, don't mention those things, it's all over, say something else." ”

Chu Si's thin lips were tightly pursed, the coffee cup was picked up and put down, and his light brown eyes looked at Ye Yiyi, Chu Si muttered: "Yiyi, have you started to hate me." ”

Chu Si's words made Ye Yiyi stiffen, she kind of hoped that the previous things could no longer be mentioned, and it would be better when those were good memories. Why did he mention this?

It seems that it is very difficult to be friends after falling in love.

Sighing, Ye Yiyi shook her head: "I didn't hate you, but I gradually understood some things." ”

"I'm sorry, Yiyi, it's my ......"

"Don't say you're sorry." Calmly interrupting Chu Si's words, Ye Yiyi said firmly: "Don't say anything sorry, there is no one who is sorry for anyone's business, I decided to continue chasing you after you leave, and those emails sent to you are also my own business, you are not sorry for me, it is my own problem, I am carried away by sweet words, and I always use evasion to solve a qiē, it is my own problem." Besides, I've let go of Asi, and it's all okay anymore. ”

Chu Si's words were interrupted, stuck in his throat and unable to say a word again.

Once, the girl who said that he wanted to like him all his life has let him go.

Don't break up, if you don't say break up, we're not separated. What he said at the beginning, I think back to my head. She already treats those as "sweet words" that will get carried away.

She didn't run away from anything now, looked firmly into his eyes, and said something that cut off.

Chu Si suddenly found that after not seeing each other for more than a thousand days and nights, Ye Yiyi had already changed. She still had such a pure face, such moving eyes, but she had an expression that he had never seen before.

What to do, what to say, how to get it back, the Ye Yiyi who likes her.

"Yiyi, I always think that when we meet again, you will still look at me with eyes that like me, and we will still hold hands and walk all the way we used to." Chu Si's hand unconsciously stretched out, wanting to hold the hands that had been held tightly.

But the hand dodged gently, gently.

With a smiling face, Ye Yiyi looked at him like an old friend he hadn't seen for a long time.

"Ace, let's laugh, it's rare to have a reunion, but you didn't laugh, it's not good. Let's laugh and turn things over from the past. ”

Smile, even though we once loved each other, now we are strangers.

Chu Si looked at Ye Yiyi's smile, and he had been suppressing it in his heart, suppressing it, and the feelings that he had worked hard to suppress for three years finally broke down and collapsed.

Looking at Ye Yiyi, Chu Si's voice trembled and choked: "I'm sorry, I can't laugh, and I can't turn over the previous things." You know, I've always been very willful, very, very willful. Even now, I know I should laugh, but I want to cry. I still love you, Yiyi, I still love you, so I can't laugh. ”