"I knew in my heart that even if I called her, what could I do with her? I want her to understand me slowly, but I'm afraid that if she comes back too late, I won't be able to survive that time. I said sadly.

Luo Cong should not understand my words, in her eyes, Yingzheng's country can be prosperous and invincible for eternity, I and Chang Man can be together for half a lifetime, there is still time, the days are very long, and it is not bad to solve it in a hurry every day, so she is just anxious to wait for an opportunity to reconcile their relationship with Chang Man, and then implant my character into Chang Man's mind.

There's nothing wrong with that, it's something that someone who has done everything for me and who has done everything for me would do, and only I can understand the outcome.

"Princess, she won't, although she has a strong backbone, she is kind and understanding at heart, but the outside world says that Madame, you are too strong and almost pervasive, so she will make such a fuss and want to test your bottom line."

Luo Onion's analysis makes a lot of sense, and I can also feel that Chang Man sometimes just wants to attract my attention, but her approach really leaves me speechless.

"She's already touched my bottom line." I sighed and asked Luo Cong self-deprecatingly: "Can you think that you tried everything to prevent and eliminate the Xin Palace, but in the end, she was the one who started the matter?" ”

Luo Cong was stunned and speechless, she was like me, how could she never think of the rift of betraying me to Chang Man's body.

If my relationship with Yingzheng hadn't been as stable as it is now in the first few years after I entered the palace, I'm afraid I would have died thousands of times. And my daughter was the first person who sent me to Hades.

I didn't go to Chang Man to give a lecture, nor did I mention to her when I met her at dinner that she publicized my deeds to the outside world, I think she is so old that she should understand the psychology of the concubine's reluctance to reveal her daily behavior to the outside world. But she just said, what if I asked her again, and got a lie or an affirmative answer.

But she couldn't hold her breath first.

"Mother, Brother Fusu was sent to the frontier by his father, and he has already gone to the border of the country, do you know?" She looked at the meal in the bowl, but her attention was clearly focused on me.

Chew the food in your mouth carefully. Swallowing, I wiped the corners of my mouth with a brocade - I can't teach her with words, I hope I can imbue her with the idea that silence is a virtue through my actions.

"I heard that." I said lightly.

Listen to me answer her. It was another affirmative reply, and Chang Man instantly became interested.

"Did he visit his mother before he left?"

Her sparkling eyes lit up and my heart soured: my daughter, what does she want to know from my mouth, and how can she understand my words?

"Yes." I still responded to her lightly.

Not in the slightest for my coldness. Chang Man only cares about her own purpose.

"What did Brother Fusu say? Why didn't he say goodbye to another concubine, but he came to our letter palace alone? Brother Fusu was sent to the frontier. But because of you, my mother? It's a pity that Erchen was not in the palace at that time, otherwise he would have been able to talk to him well. ”

Looking at the infinite imagination of my own daughter and daughter, it seems to be playful and cute, but it hurts her mother's eyes.

"You don't practice the piano in the palace all day, and you rarely go to Zhao Changshi's side to study your homework, but where did you run to be naughty?" I asked her rhetorically.

was suddenly asked by me, and Chang Man, who was endless, instantly lost interest in talking.

"It's in the palace, where else can Erchen go?

My father is not coming recently. The mother concubine didn't care about the sons, that is, the grandmother was in the past, the mother concubine, you went by yourself, and even after seeing the pit Confucianism, you didn't take the sons. Erchen can only go to the side mother and say a few words to the returning brothers to relieve his boredom, otherwise what can he do. ”

As soon as I talked to Chang Man, I couldn't help but get angry, and only then did I imply that I whispered to Fusu, and then accused me of going to the pit Confucianism without permission, if I hadn't been prepared in advance not to see her in general, I really wanted to treat her well.

"The mother concubine said that your father has a lot of affairs, and it is rare for your brothers to return, so you can't go and disturb them rudely." I'm talking about her.

Nunu's mouth, Chang Man squinted at me, saw that I was staring at her, and reluctantly "returned" me.

"The father and brothers are very willing to talk to their sons, how can they hate their sons as much as the mother said.

Especially those brothers who have returned, they care about the thoughts of their sons, and they also teach their sons to be knowledgeable, even the mother concubine, they are often concerned about asking me to take good care of you, you always think crookedly about your sons' relatives. ”

Chang Man couldn't understand why others were "good" to me and cared about me, but I refused to let them go thousands of miles away, and I didn't always feel that the other party was kind, not only that, but I also hurt others cruelly in order to monopolize the government.

Since the incident of Confucianism, although my mood has become more and more stable, I still feel chills every time there are some disgusting pictures in my mind, so I don't like to talk much, and I can't make sense of what Chang Man said at this time, so I have no idea of persuading her.

"Use it well, just read poetry books for a while, don't always think about playing." I left a word, got up and went to the dormitory to digest the discomfort in my heart.

Chang Man sometimes speaks poisonously, but it is not necessarily wrong, I did cause Fusu to fall out of favor in front of Ying Zheng, and it was I who caused many people to suffer misfortune, and I made Ying Zheng so sad, plus the shadow of the pit I always can't get over, but it makes my heart gasp a little suffocated.

Although the dormitory is large, but the oxygen is not always sufficient, I have been indoors for too long, and the mood can be relieved when I go out to breathe.

"Madam, the slave maid is going to prepare the sedan chair." Luo Liang said when I went back.

I'm tired, but my brain that has been stagnant after a long walk can be more comfortable, and I still want to take a walk when I think about it.

"Let's go, I'll pass them on when I can't stand it anymore."

Walking on the palace road with Luo Cong, the more people they met in the center of the palace, but most of them were busy servants today, they paused on the side of the road, and then left in a hurry.

In fact, although my life after falling out with Yingzheng was not as difficult as falling out of favor before, it was not easy, especially after leaving the letter palace, these inner palace masters and servants who tended to be inflammatory, their etiquette made you unable to find fault, but they made you extremely uncomfortable. (To be continued......)