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"I don't want you anymore."

Before Siyuan could organize the language, Ning Qingyuan, who was sitting opposite him, suddenly smiled and said such a sentence to him, which should have made Siyuan feel relieved, but made him suddenly lose his soul.

"Qingyuan...... Sorry ......"

Ning Qingyuan lowered his head and didn't speak, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth. And Siyuan just leaned on the table, looking at the sumptuous meal, he recognized...... The dishes were exactly the same as the ones he had when he first came here, the box was the same, and even the chair he was sitting on hadn't changed.

"Men can't say they're sorry."

The two were silent for a long time before seeing Ning Qingyuan slowly raise her head, her eyes were slightly red, but she looked at Siyuan with a smile, trying to tell Siyuan that she was actually okay with her ugly smile.

And Siyuan didn't even dare to look her eyes, although he obviously didn't do anything, but he seemed to have done something unseemly. Looking at Ning Qingyuan, who had a pure face, Siyuan's heart was really blocked, he had a lot to say but he couldn't say it, so he could only lower his head and be silent.

"I'm thirty years old today."

Ning Qingyuan told Siyuan this cruel fact in a jubilant tone, although she didn't show any old age, but compared to when she met her, she really changed a lot. The eyes that once made Siyuan's heart tremble, but now they are as unpredictable as if they were covered with a veil, and the gentle femininity in her gestures made her draw a clear dividing line with the young girls.

"I told myself a long, long time ago, that I waited for you to be thirty." Ning Qingyuan raised his glass: "Celebrate me for letting go of my burden." ”

"I ......"

Siyuan's throat was bitter, and he couldn't make a sound at all, but he still silently raised his cup and touched it with her, looking at her slightly tired and haggard eyes. An indescribable weakness came suddenly.

"This one will be back for you."

Ning Qingyuan carefully took out a cloth bag from his arms, and after opening it with a slightly trembling hand, Siyuan found that it was the bracelet that her mother gave her at the beginning, and she almost forgot about it, but she didn't expect that many years later, she would still be able to present such a well-preserved bracelet in front of her.

"Sue Aunt Sù...... I didn't make it to her daughter-in-law. ”

Speaking of this, Ning Qingyuan's tears could no longer be stopped. It slipped down his visibly emaciated cheeks to the tip of his chin, and trickled into the glass at hand, slowly blending into the ruby-like wine.

Siyuan didn't reach out to take the bracelet, but gently wiped the tears from her face with his hand, but he never said a word during the process.

Women complain with tears, and men review with silence. His heart was no better than Ning Qingyuan's, and the feeling of convulsions made him even feel like he was about to suffocate.

He could understand Ning Qingyuan's feelings, and the people who were still concerned would disappear like a kite with a broken string after today, this kind of pain of cutting skin and bones. Even if Siyuan didn't experience it, he could still empathize.

The warm fingers couldn't stop the hot tears, and all that was left in the room was Ning Qingyuan's soft sobs and the crisp sound of tears dripping into the wine glass.

Siyuan put down his hand, picked up the wine glass in Ning Qingyuan's hand, raised his head and drank it all. The salty bitterness wrapped in tears instantly eroded his bone marrow, and in the faint dizziness, scenes of the past began to replay one by one, from the first time I saw Ning Qingyuan wearing a biochemical suit with a confident face, to her willfulness when she cleaned up the nightmare cocoon, to her helplessness when she was attacked and injured by a man-made drought. In the end, when he secretly followed Siyuan to his hometown, the little girl-like coquettishness on his face was so clear.

"I'm ......" Siyuan closed his eyes tightly. Hands clenched into fists: "I ......"

"I understand, don't comfort me." Ning Qingyuan wiped away the tears that he couldn't wipe away, but he still said in a pretending strong tone: "I know that there are some things that can't be forced, I know from the day I know that I like you, we met...... Either my fate or my calamity. I was ready for it. ”

Heartache, endless heartache. An unspeakable distress. Siyuan never thought that Sister Ning Qingyuan, who had always been so good and strong and unwilling to admit defeat, would have such a soft heart, and he ignored this from beginning to end. More often than not, she is even just a buddy, a good partner who can share worries and solve problems, and even a good comrade-in-arms who can be relied on, but rarely treats her as a woman who is also made of water.

"I ...... Withdraw...... Decommissioned. Later...... From now on, I will not be a member of the special task force. I ......" Ning Qingyuan couldn't cry at the moment: "I can't bear you...... You guys...... All of them. When I'm gone, our group is gone, right? ”

Siyuan looked at her, forcibly held back his tears, gritted his teeth, and reached out to hold Ning Qingyuan's hand, but she quickly flashed to the side.

"I don't need sympathy, I really don't." Ning Qingyuan wiped his face vigorously: "I will forget about you, and then start living again, I can live beautifully." ”

Siyuan retracted his hand and nodded indiscriminately. He suddenly found that people were sad to an extreme point and had no expression. He had always thought that it was painful to fall out of love or something, but now he understands that when the person who likes him suddenly leaves, this feeling is not pain, but fear, sadness, intense anxiety and endless loss. He had long been accustomed to having someone like Ning Qingyuan who was always by his side, giving him all kinds of support and dealing with all kinds of problems for him, and now he ...... She was suddenly gone in an instant, which was far more painful than the so-called broken love, but she couldn't say anything, because she was not in a position to stop her from leaving, because she had done her duty.

"I can...... Hug you? Ning Qingyuan suddenly raised his head and looked at Siyuan, his red and swollen eyes were tired, and his tone was close to pleading: "Okay?" ”

Can Siyuan say "no"? Of course not, he didn't have the qualifications to say the word "no", so he could only slowly stand up and open his hands towards Ning Qingyuan.

When she hugged herself tightly and tears wet her shoulders, Siyuan's tears could no longer be held back. It slowly flowed down together, dripping on Ning Qingyuan's forehead, and scattered down with her tears.

"You're crying."

Ning Qingyuan was not greedy, she only hugged Siyuan for a while before letting go of Siyuan, and looked up at Siyuan's face: "Thank you." ”

"Yes...... Siyuan turned his head: "It's me who should thank you." ”

"If later...... If you have difficulties and troubles in the future, please come to me, okay? ”

"Okay."

Breaking up at the door, Siyuan stood for a long time and watched Ning Qingyuan's car disappear around the corner of the street, she walked very decisively, without a little mud and water and her previous style. But the moment she turned around, Siyuan saw her chest rise and fall violently a few times, and the autumn rain in the air hit the still lush leaves, with a steep chill, as if it had fallen into winter overnight.

At this time, an umbrella suddenly appeared above Siyuan's head, and he turned his head slightly to look at Luo Fu, who came to him at some point, and his heart suddenly surged with endless sourness again.

"My heart was about to break just now, and I knew something happened to you."

Luo Shi's tone was soft, like a healing plaster gently sticking to Siyuan's wound, she raised her hand and gently held Siyuan's hand, and stood in the rain with him, staring into the distance aimlessly.

"Sister Ning is gone." Siyuan suddenly spoke, then turned around and hugged Luo Fu tightly, hugging him very hard: "She's gone......"

Feeling Siyuan's trembling like a child, Luo Shi just patted him lightly on the back. She understands that men are creatures, and even the strongest people are just children. They never grow up, at most they look a little bigger than they used to be. Siyuan's table xiàn is the watch of a child who has lost his beloved toy, and it is useless to say anything at this time.

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