193. The One Hundred and Ninety-Three Meng
When I first met the sect leader when I was a child, the weather at that time was bone-chilling, and I was hiding in the corner of the wall and curling up my body, wrapped in that piece of cloth, blown to pieces by the cold wind, I could only curl up there like this, hugging myself tightly.
I thought I was going to die, I was going to die a miserable death, I froze to death and starved to death on the streets, I knew that I was a child that no one wanted, I was very thin at the moment, probably because I hadn't eaten for a long time, I remember being kicked out of the house by the cruel aunt, I still had the strength to walk, but now I can't move at all, and my feet are numb at the moment.
I closed my eyes and remembered what happened before:
It was he who reached out to me and gave me a hot bun when I was in trouble, and I looked up at him with confusion and hostility, looking at the hot bun in front of me, swallowing in my mouth, trying to reach out and hold it, but I didn't dare.
When I was kicked out by my aunt, I kept stealing food, and then I was found everywhere, chased and beaten everywhere, and now I look like I have been beaten all over my body.
And I haven't eaten anything for a long time, and for this fragrant bun in front of me, the fragrance just got into my nose like this, and I couldn't help but swallow.
But I thought of a few days ago, the big brother who sold duck meat kindly gave himself duck legs, at that time I thought I had met a good person, and when I took it with joy, I found that Xiao Hei, who had been with me for a long time, was picked up by myself, Xiao Hei was very good to me, and every time I was cold, he would let it hug me and keep me warm.
So I tore some for him to eat, and I could feel that it was happy, but just as I was about to eat it, Little Black suddenly fell to the ground and died, foaming at the mouth.
"Blackie, Blackie, what's wrong with you, Blackie... Is this duck leg poisonous? "I wanted to get Hei up, but Hei's body stiffened, and I realized that the duck leg in my hand was poisonous.
I ran away with tears in my eyes, I don't know why, I was scared.
*
"What's the matter, don't you like to eat? Or are you worried that this bun is poisonous? "Just when I hesitated, I heard this voice, this voice is really beautiful, when I slowly raised my head, but the hair blocked my eyes and I couldn't see anything, the only thing I could see was his clothes, very gorgeous, very good-looking, it should be a rich and noble person, how can you compare with me, I also want to-
But it doesn't seem possible.
"No......" I shook my head, but the tears were about to fall, now I have no meaning to live in this world, with it to endure cold and starvation outside, it is better to die early, so that I can still be relieved, and I will not be beaten and scolded to catch up to now, I am really useless.
I wanted to die, but this time it was.
I once thought that when Xiao Hei died, why didn't he die, but ran away in fear, it was better to die with Xiao Hei.
"It's not poisonous here."
I could feel the impatience revealed in this voice, so I couldn't help but quickly stretched out my hand, and then grabbed the bun, but because my hand was too black and dirty, the bun I grabbed revealed jet black, but I couldn't care so much, tears had already flowed down my cheeks, and then crossed my face to reveal a piercing coldness.
I knew that my life was going to be solved at this moment, and it was completely solved.
Maybe that's the best way to do it.
*
But I waited for a long time, and I never felt anything abnormal in my body, the only thing I felt was the fragrance of my mouth, and the sweetness of the bun, I couldn't help but stretch out my hand, smooth the hair that was blocking my forehead, and saw him through a pair of eyes.
And then he was the future sect leader, and he didn't know that because of this, he had so many grievances and hatreds with the sect leader, and later found out that it was all his own wishful thinking.
This is how I saw a handsome young man, his long hair was tied on the top of his head at random, fixed by a hairpin, and the rest of his long hair was left behind his head, and his clear face looked like he had descended from heaven to hell in my eyes.
Yet he grinned and said, "What's your name?" ”
My name?
My lips moved slightly, but I couldn't say a word, I remember that when my mother was alive, she always called me Ruo'er, but what is my name, what is my full name, I really don't know, it's been too long, and I forgot it.
"Whoa, ......," I said, his voice was so small that he almost couldn't hear it, but he smiled, and then crouched down.
continued to smile at me and said, "Very nice name, I don't think you have been a beggar since you were a child, and so many injuries on your body were caused by others." ”
I was stunned, but I didn't know what to say, the injuries on my body were really beaten by others, but what could I do, because I was too hungry, so I had to steal something to eat, I thought of being beaten so many times before, I couldn't help but tears fell down, and then sobbed and cried.
For me, these injuries really hurt, and I want to cry when it hurts, but now I, who have never cried in front of outsiders, are crying in front of a teenager at this moment, so faceless, so weak.
"I'll take you in, you're so pathetic." He said so, saying that I was pitiful, but I had already cried silently, I don't know why, I actually liked him very much to pity me, and I also wanted to look at me, but this is really extravagant, people are rich and powerful, and he is a beggar, he thinks so in his heart, and he thinks so on his face, but others don't think so, he will definitely think that he is a beggar, so he can be beaten and scolded, and he can be bullied.
But the boy in front of me said that he wanted to take me in, and I don't know why, my tears kept falling, dripping on my arm one by one, and then I couldn't help but feel cold.
"I ......"
"You're all right?"
"Yes."
Maybe it was because of his 'boom' that I made my decision so quickly, in my mind, all people are bad people, even the people who say they want to give me good food, but they turn out to be behind the scenes, quietly putting poison in the food, wanting me to die.
The person in front of him may also have such thoughts, and after getting my consent, he can secretly torture me to death, so that I can't survive and die.
I thought so, but now I don't dare to think about it, the person in front of me suddenly became so tall, so pure, so kind in my heart, I was afraid.
*
I don't know why I'm here, when I was surrounded by my own master, that is, my savior, the man who was like an angel in my heart, his name was Mo Zili, a nice name, wasn't it? He is the prince of the country of Zhuoluo, a person with a very high status, a person I have to admire, and he is also the person who is buried deep in my heart.
Maybe there was a word called love at first sight, maybe I felt the same way when I met my master.
The master said that he wants to train me, and he wants to train me to be a top killer, although my body is still very weak now, so it is better to follow the master to exercise well for the time being, anyway, I can't do heavy work now, otherwise my new injuries and rescue injuries will recur.
I may be glad that I was not abused by him as I thought, and maybe I should thank him, thank God, that I met the first person who really treated me well, and that person was my master.
"Hello? What's in a daze? His voice suddenly appeared in his ears, and he couldn't help but blush a little because he was silent in his previous fantasies, and he couldn't help but blush a little when he was thinking about things that his master shouldn't think.
"Lord, master, what do you command?" At this moment, I don't know what to answer, and my tone is a little stammering, because of the old illness before, I haven't been able to speak completely, but the master has found a famous doctor to treat himself, and he has been very moved, and now I really want to serve the master.
Anyway, I'm happy.
"Help me sharpen my ink, I want to practice calligraphy." He looked at himself with a chuckle, and even if he lowered his head, he could clearly see his smile through the gap between the bangs in the corner of his forehead.
"Yes, master."
I listened to the master's instructions with peace of mind, but I like to be alone with the master who is afraid of it, I don't know why, I don't dare to look at the master's qiē, maybe it's because the master is too high.
"Have you ever written?"
"I, no."
I couldn't help but hang my head, because the family was really poor, at that time, what was reflected in my eyes was that my father robbed my mother of all the money, and then took it to gamble, but my mother was killed by my aunt, and all my mother's property was forcibly occupied by my aunt alone, I was still young at that time, I didn't know anything, let alone go to a private school, I didn't even have a broken book, and because of this, I was also kicked out by my aunt.
When I think of these terrible things, my heart can't help but flutter, these things, I plan to forget and not think about them, but my brain still can't help but think, the past things are too tragic, too terrible.
And I don't want to think about the past.
"Then let's start learning and practicing with Mr. from today, can you exercise it?"
"Yes."
For the sect leader's words, he has never hesitated to answer, such as now.