When I saw Han Jiyuan's mother leaning against a high wooden stool by the door, her right hand propped up in the middle of the crutches, looking at her gray hair, beads of sweat on her forehead, and two legs that could never step on the ground......

It was as if he heard someone's cry behind him, silent, but extremely sad.

At this moment, Zheng Xiuheng suddenly found that the original qiē was different from the one he thought of, and the pain that he had not personally felt would never be able to be truly experienced, just like others would not know the loneliness in Zheng Xiuheng's heart, just like Zheng Xiuheng did not understand Han Zhiyuan's pain and persistence.

Living like a normal person is like her last self-esteem, but her fragile self-esteem has completely collapsed because of Zheng Xiuheng's kindness.

At this moment, Zheng Xiuheng has already regretted it, maybe he really shouldn't meddle in other people's family affairs.

But Zheng Xiuheng still entered Han Zhiyuan's house, and in a strange atmosphere, he took Han Zhiyuan's hand and walked in, while Han Zhiyuan's mother was full of confusion and nervousness, and even looked a little inferior, maybe she thought of something, and when she talked to Zheng Xiuheng, she was very restrained, and she always looked at Han Zhiyuan's eyes.

Han Zhiyuan lowered her head, her expression was still so unremarkable, and Han's mother also felt a little strange, but she didn't ask anything.

In this case, Zheng Xiuheng lost his usual composure, and his mind was suddenly empty, and he didn't know what to say.

"May I ask who you are?" In the end, Han Zhiyuan's mother couldn't help but ask, her expression a little cautious.

Zheng Xiuheng couldn't say anything big at the moment, in this case, he felt that every time he thought about it before he came, he would keep hurting the two people in the house.

For the first time, Zheng Xiuheng understood a lot of things, and understood why Zheng Xiuyan said that at the beginning, sure enough, there was no communication between people, even if it was biological fathers and sisters, it was impossible to understand each other. Since you don't even have the most basic understanding, how can you understand the other person's mood, feelings, and understand what the other person needs?

In fact, this is not the first time to consider other people's problems and feelings from his own standpoint, maybe the good results always outweigh the bad results, even if a sister hates herself, Zheng Xiuheng doesn't really think that he has done wrong, at least he has never doubted his starting point.

But this time it seems wrong......

"I am ......"

"Ahh

A strange sound came from the next room, and Han Zhiyuan's face finally reacted, and the right hand that was grabbed by Zheng Xiuheng beat violently, and suddenly grabbed his big hand, and then ......

"Shhh

I felt that Han Jiwon's nails seemed to be embedded in his own flesh. Zheng Xiuheng turned his head in shock, but was met by a pair of red eyes.

Han Zhiyuan bit her lower lip as if her face was about to explode, the sound seemed to be her life-urging magic sound, and that expression could even be called hideous.

"Ah, Ji-won...... You, you sit down first, I'll go see Xiaoxiang! Han Zhiyuan's mother didn't dare to face her daughter's appearance at all, so after she spoke, she hurriedly turned around and walked inside with her crutches, not even caring about Zheng Xiuheng, a guest.

"Let her die!!"

"Boom!"

Han Zhiyuan's mother stood in place in a daze, shaking violently because of the trembling of her body. Zheng Xiuheng seems to have become a blank person at this moment, and he doesn't know whether he should step forward to help Han Zhiyuan's mother.

"I've had enough!!!!"

"Enough of !!"

"I've had enough of this life, the doctors have already said that there is little hope, so so be it. Wouldn't it be nice to die like this? ”

The atmosphere was terrifyingly oppressive and full of sadness.

Zheng Xiuheng looked at Han Zhiyuan blankly, and there was no shadow of him as an outsider in this girl's eyes, just the right hand that had scratched his palm and bleed. It represents her inner struggle.

"It turns out that I am not God at all, but just a clown!"

For the first time, Zheng Xiuheng felt that his behavior was as ridiculous as a clown, and he inserted himself into the other party's world without understanding anything. It also involves a girl's endless pain.

Han Zhiyuan's mother, her body couldn't settle down at all, and the sound in the room didn't disappear, and after a while, Han Zhiyuan's mother supported her crutches with her shaking body and walked in slowly, without saying a word, but Zheng Xiuheng could clearly see the water droplets that kept falling on the ground.

"Let go of me!"

The sound as cold as winter sounded in Zheng Xiuheng's ears, and when he turned his head to look at the indifference and pain in Han Zhiyuan's eyes, Zheng Xiuheng subconsciously let go of Han Zhiyuan's hand, and Han Zhiyuan also let go of him, and then turned around and walked towards another room.

Only Zheng Xiuheng was left in the living room, and he was so redundant, staying in someone else's house, he was not a guest at all.

But even so, Zheng Xiuheng couldn't help but walk forward, slowly walked to the door, looking at the scene in the house, Zheng Xiuheng's pupils shook violently, and the painful memory and indescribable guilt hit his heart at this moment.

The sunlight after four o'clock is no longer so strong, it should be said that the sunlight after four o'clock and the sunlight at ten o'clock in the morning are the best and mildest for the human body.

The sunlight outside the window filled the room, Zheng Xiuheng looked at the girl lying on the hospital bed, looked at the objects covered with white cloth on the side, and the cabinet, sink, and instruments on the right side......

Perhaps the only difference for Zheng Xiuheng at this moment is the person on the bed and the scenery outside the window.

………………………………………………

"Whew!"

Lighting another cigarette, Zheng Xiuheng's heart couldn't calm down at all, at this moment he had actually figured out why Han Zhiyuan's attitude was so resolute.

Her experience is not less than herself, and she is even more mature than herself, and she seems to have fully integrated into this society, but this is not the point, the point is what can she help?

Let Han Ji-won's mother restore her legs? Wake up his sister Han Ji-hyang?

Perhaps only these two things are likely to impress Han Jiyuan and make her let go of her last self-esteem.

But there is no doubt that he can't do anything, and even Han Jiwon's family has fallen into an even more painful abyss.

The cigarette butts on the ground are slowly increasing, and time is slowly passing, at the same time, MBC's Lee Jong-min and Lee Ji-mi are going crazy, they didn't arrange a substitute DJ today, and they couldn't contact Zheng Xiuheng until 11 o'clock, and even Han Ji-won didn't arrive at the company, and the phone calls of the two couldn't get through, which was simply a life-threatening rhythm.

In this way, Liu Xilie, who was finally able to rest early, hurriedly ran to MBC to fight the fire.

"Whew!"

A small thing jumped on Zheng Xiuheng's lap and made a call, at this moment Zheng Xiuheng's attention finally shifted a little, looking down at Bai Xiaoxiao who quickly rushed to his shoulder, Zheng Xiuheng asked with a faint face: "Little Baibai, why are you happy in the past, or is it better now?" ”

"Whew!" Bai Xiaoxiao stretched out her little paw and scooped Zheng Xiuheng's sideburns twice, and after calling twice, she jumped on Zheng Xiuheng's head and lay down quietly.

"I don't understand!"

Zheng Xiuheng sighed lightly, threw the cigarette butt in his hand to the ground, and looked at the cigarette case next to him that had become empty again, and his mood did not change at all.

"Let her die!"

The voice sounded in his mind again, that little figure had no way to erase it from his mind, once upon a time he was like this, nearly a third of his life was spent like this except for sleeping time, and the mother's tears always fell in his heart, maybe he really shouldn't disturb this qiē.

"Whew!"

"It hurts, don't scratch my hair!"

The little paw scratched on his head again, interrupting Zheng Xiuheng's thoughts.

"Whoa, whoa!"

Zheng Xiuheng stretched out his hand and grabbed the little guy, looking at its dancing appearance, his expression was very surprised, is this guy really talking?

"Whew!"

Looking at Bai Xiaoxiao, who was biting him, Zheng Xiuheng's face collapsed instantly, and sure enough, he was a stupid person.

"The stinky fox is looking for death!"

"Whew!"

Looking at the little fox who had fled the crime scene, Zheng Xiuheng stood up angrily, but only sighed for a moment, turned his head to look at the bright buildings in the distance, raised his head and looked at the sky again.

The night sky is very beautiful, and Zheng Xiuheng is trying to recall something in his mind......

"A man must know how to be responsible, don't always push the mistake on others, it's not terrible to make mistakes, the terrible thing is that you always think that the mistake was made by someone else, and Dad doesn't want you to be like that, so take the beef made by your mother and send it to Grandma Ollie's house, this is an apology gift for you to steal Grandma Ollie's chocolate, my son wants to be a man, you know?"

"Whew!"

"It's decided!"

Even if Zheng Xiuheng no longer cares about the three words man, his father is right, he must know how to be responsible, since it is his own mistake, he should naturally solve it by himself.

made a decision, and Zheng Xiuheng's heart finally settled down.

Leaving the balcony and returning to the living room with the smell of smoke, Zheng Xiuheng glanced at the two girls who were still in the living room, looked at the time and said, "It's not early, go back to the room for me to rest!" ”

"Brother!" Zheng Xiujing screamed nervously, worried about her brother.

Zheng Xiuheng sniffed his sleeves and tried his best to squeeze out a smile: "The smell on my body is too big, I'll go take a shower first, you two girls will almost rest quickly, tomorrow is Monday!" ”

After saying that, Zheng Xiuheng went back to the room to find a change of clothes, and Zheng Xiujing and Jin Hyunya glanced at each other, although they were still curious and worried, but they were finally relieved, and after the two turned off the TV, they went to the bathroom to shhh

And Zheng Xiuheng came out of the shower at 0:20, returned to the room and turned on the radio, Zheng Xiuheng quietly listened to Liu Xiyeol's host, through the radio he knew that many viewers were asking where he went, and there were many people who were sick, although Zheng Xiuheng knew that this was a message selected for teasing, but this was enough to make him relax a little bit, and his heart received a little warmth. (To be continued......)