Chapter 368: Can
Hundreds of thousands of houses are like a game of Go, and the 12th street is like a vegetable garden. Recognize the slight upward fire, a star five doors west.
In three months, under Bai Guanghan's persuasion, An Lan's fireworks and incense environment in the world have become more and more perfect. Enter from the majestic Mingde Gate, walk through the wide and straight Suzaku Street, pass through Yongle Fang, Anshantang, West Market, East Market...... Passing by Ling'an Temple, Guozijian, Cockfighting Arena...... One glance, step by step, stepping on one after another flat bluestone slabs, silently looking at this heroic city that has gone through thousands of years of wind and rain and accommodating hundreds of rivers, my heart is stirred.
This is her other world, different from the real, but more indestructible than the real.
She stood in the middle of Suzaku Street, watching the bustling flow of cars and horses, watching the subtle expressions on everyone's faces, smelling the smell of sugar-fried chestnuts in the air, and listening to the noisy chatter in the teahouse restaurant...... She turned her head and looked at Bai Guanghan, who was brought into the fragrance by her, and a shallow smile rose slightly on her lips.
Bai Guanghan also smiled faintly, but in addition to appreciation, there seemed to be other meanings in that smile.
"Sir has not seen the change of the seasons." An Lan groaned slightly, continued to walk forward, and walked to the embankment, the wind was cold, the air was slowly filled with moisture, and then there was rain falling. There was a scholar who sheltered from the rain under the eaves, and his clothes were mostly wet, but his face was full of joy, and he said to himself: "The light rain in the heavenly street is as moist as a crisp, and the grass is close but there is nothing." It is the most beneficial spring of the year, and it is absolutely better than the smoke and willows in the imperial capital.
After the spring rain stops, the sun shines down, the temperature gradually rises, the verdant of the weeping willows on the roadside slowly turns a rich green, and the summer cicadas are singing happily. In the private school, there was a sound of Mr. Teaching shaking his head and reading: "Qinghuai Street, eight or nine squares away ......."
The persimmon tree next to the classroom began to bear green fruit, and the ground was covered with golden leaves. A student who has grown into a teenager picks up a fallen leaf, looks up at the sky high and far, and his young and immature face shows a vague sense of the abruptness and joy of the cycle of life, and can't help but read a sentence: "The autumn wind gives birth to Weishui, and the fallen leaves are full of Chang'an." ”
As winter fell, most of the pedestrians on the streets flocked to the brewery, and several men dressed as scribes surrounded the small stove where sake was boiling, and a blushing scribe suddenly got up and opened the window. Looking out at the silver. Lang said: "Thousands of households have snowflakes floating, and they are silently falling into the tile ditch." It is like jade dust disappearing and accumulating, and half of it is returned to the ice flakes. The light contains the dawn of the Qingtian Garden, and the breeze surrounds the royal tower......"
An Lan stopped. Raise your hand. Catch the snowflakes falling from the sky. The icy feeling was so clear, with real joy, that it was her world. The sense of accomplishment and satisfaction is indescribable.
Bai Guanghan suddenly held her cold hand and smiled: "It has indeed grown a lot, which is really rare, but it is not yet the time for complacency." ”
"There is no complacency." An Lan immediately spoke, and as she spoke, her eyes looked in the direction of the Imperial City along Suzaku Street, although she had not yet walked over, her husband had already noticed that she had a place that had not yet been completed. That supreme being, the center of power in her world, she has a hidden intuition, where it should represent her inner faith, where she is the most determined, but she doesn't know why, after trying so many times, that place still can't be embodied.
Why?
Is she in too much of a hurry?
"Check it out." Bai Guanghan took her hand and walked in the direction of the imperial city.
There was no need to measure step by step, just a thought, they had already come to the edge of the imperial city, but what they saw was barren and chaotic.
An Lan's face was slightly solemn, and there was a bit of eagerness hidden in her eyes.
This is the last step of her fireworks in the world, and if she can't take this step, she won't be able to really get her husband's approval.
An Lan said with some confusion: "Sir, I don't understand why? ”
Bai Guanghan retracted his gaze and looked at her: "You have only been in the Changxiang Hall for a year. ”
An Lan nodded, she met Jingyan Gongzi last summer, and officially entered the Tianshu Hall in the autumn, so it has indeed been a full year.
Bai Guanghan said: "In just one year, you have reached the clouds, so although you have realized some things, you haven't really figured it out yet, so you can't make the final choice right now." ”
An Lan was puzzled: "What does Mr. mean?" ”
Bai Guanghan said: "You should know what this place means to you. ”
An Lan paused and nodded slightly.
Bai Guanghan said: "Any great incense master, if he does not have firm faith and unrepentant consciousness in his heart, he will not be able to truly complete the incense world in his heart. Even if someone tries to complete it with talent, it is just the appearance, and if the heart is not strong, it will become their own weakness. ”
An Lan was slightly stunned, and only said after a while: "What does Mr. mean is that it is because I am hesitant in my heart, so it is difficult to form here?" However, I did not hesitate to do anything...... It shouldn't be for this reason. ”
Bai Guanghan was silent for a moment, raised his hand, stroked her face gently, and said softly: "Do you understand that the so-called firm belief means that anything, anyone, has to make way for your choice. ”
An Lan was stunned and was silent for a long time.
After a while, Bai Guanghan continued: "Whether the imperial city can be built or not will not affect whether you can become a great incense master, in fact, now you are fully qualified as a great incense master, but ......" He said this, paused, as if hesitating to continue, but in the end he still spoke, "This will determine how far you can go on this road, and it will also determine how many burdens you can bear, and it also determines whether you can trap me for a day and night when facing my test." ”
An Lan was silent for a long time before looking at him and asking, "I don't understand." ”
She didn't immediately explain what she didn't understand, but Bai Guanghan knew that what she didn't understand this time was not the same thing as what she had just mentioned.
And An Lan hesitated for a while, then changed her tone and asked, "Sir, do you want my imperial city to be completed, or not?" ”
Bai Guanghan lowered his eyes, and after a while, a light smile appeared on his lips, his voice was gentle, and he slowly spoke: "As long as you don't go against your sincerity, whether you succeed or not, I will be happy." ”
From the day he chose her, there was no double psalm.
Nirvana can only be exchanged for life.
In this world, there are not many things that are more valuable than life, and sincerity accounts for one of them.
He taught her, supported her, and gave her all the information about the Tianshu Temple and the Jingfu little by little, and gave her the status, status, wealth, and power that he could give, including his true heart.
She has a strong obsession, and the first time he sees her, he sees it.
He can afford it, but this burden is not light, and he doesn't dare to determine whether she can afford it.
Once you have embarked on this path, there is no turning back.
If she could, he would have given up his life to fulfill her, and he would have no regrets.
If she can't, Bai Guanghan gently stroked her face, and he could only leave her in his snowfield forever, immortal and immortal, and accompany her for a lifetime. (To be continued......)