Chapter 797 A World That Can't Be Trusted
Dark incense and Rumiko hesitated, and Charlene obviously wanted to forcibly pull Tsukiku out, but unfortunately, even though he knew that the gap between the two worlds was at the boundary below the stairs, Tsukihisa, as the original human of this world, could not escape the door of the library. Not being able to get out of the door meant that she wouldn't survive the daytime when the library was open, and Charlene and Dark Fragrance and the others had to go back as much as they could.
At this time, all the control was on Charlene, and the boy looked at the stairs behind him, the boundary leading to his original world became blurred, and then at Yuejiu, who still looked like he was standing inside the glass door. Charlene would have been fine if she hadn't met Yuejiu, but fate ruthlessly let the boy discover her.
Why was he chosen by Yuejiu from the beginning, why did he slowly accept Yuejiu's love, why did he not give up his mood at all now, and he couldn't let himself from seeing her. The boy asked himself over and over again, then stood up straight and faced the direction of Tsukihisa, but said to Dark Xiang and Rumiko: "You guys go quickly, I'll find a way to come back, I can't do it if I put that girl down!" ”
After saying this, he rushed to Yuejiu without looking back, and Yuejiu, who was standing behind the door, was still blocked there, looking at Charlene quietly, not knowing what she was thinking at the moment, but Yuejiu, who was originally the iceberg girl in the world, was actually shaken, and it seemed that she was struggling to wave her hand to let Charlene leave. If it is said that before making a decision, or when facing such a family problem for a long time, Charlene will hesitate greatly, but looking at the lonely Yuejiu here, looking at the deep and dangerous darkness behind the girl, Charlene can't tolerate it. He had to step up, even if it cost him his life.
The act of rushing towards Tsukijiu did not stop, nor was it hindered, and after entering the gate, the real silver door closed with a bang as if it had been agreed. The two halves of the tightly combined door leaf were completely unrecognizable, leaving a hollow wall in front of the dark incense, completely tight and unassailable.
"Give the order, President, what are we going to do?" Rumiko asked playfully. She didn't look at the flickering rear barrier. There is also no sealing process for the front gate. Because Ueno Dark Incense is the current president of the Kamen Student Council, and is the object that Rumiko is willing to entrust to a qiē trust, this problem falls on Dark Fragrance again.
Returning to the dark halls, the vanishing light was lit up again by Charlene's influx. In the middle of the faint light. Charlene lay on the ground. The crazy charge just now made him think that his life was on the line. Actually, it's just his own thoughts. Lying on the ground, Yuejiu, who was sitting next to her, trembled, making Charlene immediately distract from her deposit.
The boy sat up and wanted to say something comforting. But I don't know where to start, obviously in that world, it was Yuejiu who took the initiative to contact Charlene, and many topics can always make Charlene feel happy and fulfilled because of Yuejiu's provocation and avoidance, but here he doesn't know how to say this to a strange girl, and he insists that Yuejiu in front of him is just another girl who looks very similar and has a similar name, and this makes Charlene almost dedicate her life to it, and if she is caught the moment the door closes, she will be cut off by the waist.
"Why are you coming back, it's not dark incense but you, although I'm very grateful that someone came back, but why?" Charlene was even more overwhelmed, and even the words of comfort were cut off deep in her throat. He thought of such a question, in fact, in the original world, Charlene asked why for her future more than once, and these reasons also had some meanings like this, and the rhetorical question was given to that Linhai Yuejiu.
"A kind of compensation, Yuejiu, although we don't know much about each other in this world, but no matter how it changes, you are still the same Yuejiu. I have been cared for, cared for and loved by you for a long time, and as a man, I don't have the opportunity and courage to repay even if I want to, and now I want to use this strange world to carry on what I dare not say and do. Saying these words, Charlene saw that the moon was tilting her head for some reason, it seemed that it was really difficult to let people in other worlds understand her importance to her, and unconsciously made Charlene think of her former self, who was so open at first, seemed to live alone in his own world, and it was Yuejiu from the outside world who took the initiative to greet Charlene to avoid bullying, and the loneliness and loneliness were dispelled far away because of Yuejiu's existence.
"Yuejiu, I'm sorry for misunderstanding you, you may not be able to understand what I'm doing and the truth about." Charlene sat cross-legged in the empty hall, thinking that they might have gone back to save the world, and he could be a little more comfortable here. Yuejiu next to him also sat upright peacefully, looking at such a ladylike sitting posture, Charlene found that it was not the first time, it turned out that even though Yuejiu in the original world had a more naughty and arrogant personality, he was still very dignified.
That's right, a long time is a long time, Charlene thought about it and decided to say something to kill the time, even if it might be talking to herself. Charlene said, "Yuejiu, do you mind??? Hear my story? ”
What is it called minding, in this place that can not advance or retreat, only wait for safety until dawn, and now there is a kind life-saving benefactor who is willing to accompany Yuejiu, willing to share very private past memories with her, this is not a matter of mind at all, this is an opportunity that can only be exchanged for trust on Cheng Dù, and not to mention that Yuejiu, who thinks like this, is also a little curious.
Seeing the girl nodding, Charlene was even happier, and he slowly said a beginning: "I didn't grow up in a normal family, although I had a father, a mother and a sister, but these are the distant past before the twists and turns, and I don't want to think too much about these problems now." Looking at Charlene's expression, Tsukihisa could feel that Charlene had a lot of complicated family affairs, she listened more seriously, and her rich imagination also gave Tsukiku an extraordinary sensory experience, she completely completed the possible parts that Charlene did not say, and a tentacle scene vividly displayed in Tsukiku's mind.
When Charlene was very young, Charlene, who still had a normal family at the time, was a child who would be happy to collect candy packages, not closed and not stubborn. I don't want to hide my heart. Throughout elementary school, Charlene had good friends, a close sister, and close parents.
It was a summer event, and even though the years may have diluted Charlene's correct judgment of time, the chirping of cicadas and the dew could not make the teenager forget his past moments. He imprinted all the time that happened at that moment in his mind like an engraving, and from time to time he would turn it out as the material for his dreams. When Charlene came home that day, she caught insects and played with her playmates for a long time, and the sunset sun gradually became weaker.
As soon as the boy got home, he saw his sister, who had never had a look like that, seemed to have overheard something that day, which made her very painful, although it was not the first time that this sister, who usually stayed at home, liked to eavesdrop on adults. Charlene, who was then called to the living room by her parents, felt like she was about to change, and he didn't know it at the time. Even after replaying it in his dreams countless times, he still wanted to pretend he didn't know. Before night fell, Charlene was told that her parents were getting a divorce.
The reasons of the adults always come as they say, and the children are never given room or possibility to negotiate. From that moment on, Charlene really felt deeply deceived, it turned out that in front of the children at home, the parents did not get along well. Because of trivial matters or what my sister didn't overhear, the two of them have been very unhappy. Charlene is the only one who doesn't know about such a thing. It was sudden for the whole family to happen like this. There is no warning or no one willing to reveal it to him, after all, it's just that Charlene is too naïve and trusts others too much.
Charlene in the statement clenched her fists and pounded the ground. At that time, he was also doing the same thing, and his parents did not discuss it, and covering it up without warning would not make Charlene feel better at all, and the senseless persistence only hurt themselves and increased the weight of Charlene's injury. This state of being suddenly told of a terrible situation is like a wordless deception, wrapped in a lie called love, when in fact the human heart is selfish and cannot be trusted and relied on.
Parents are like this, my sister is like this, and even the home visiting teacher who evaluates Charlene at school is pretending to be doing this and that, these things Charlene later knew, but everyone around her was fake, and everyone used the most straightforward sentence "for you" to carry out a large-scale fraud.
Charlene was really sad, and in addition to the pain, he had recklessly thought about the possibility of the rest of his life, and he had also done something out of the ordinary. Charlene was now sitting in the hall, showing Tsukihisa a scar on his right elbow and wrist, too close to the elbow rather than the pulse, which made Tsukiku not understand the meaning of the scar.
But Charlene sued Sù Yuejiu as evidence that he had wanted to cut his wrists and commit suicide, and it was ridiculous that this young man, who was so young and so young that he couldn't even commit suicide, could come up with such an unknown thing. After reflecting for a long time, even if he left that home with his mother, he was still silent, the vitality and innocence that the boy had lost had flowed into the sewer of the toilet along with the scars of his stupidity, and when he looked at his bloody wrists, Charlene vowed to become a person who could not be deceived by anyone, and to be the person with the strongest ability.
No one wants to believe that Yiqiē only relies on himself, even if anyone wants to get closer, Charlene will cautiously show her fangs, even if it is not sharp or deadly, the most important thing is to hold on to the holy place in her heart that she does not want to be touched.
"Perhaps, you should have a good talk with Auntie, Charlene is grown up now, isn't she? You have the courage to say this to me, it's best to say what you think in your heart and let your mother know, maybe there will be a chance! "With an innocent smile and an ignorant look in her eyes, the moon in this world is much worse than the real world, but Charlene doesn't hate this girl, it's the same moon time, but the different personalities make Charlene unable to feel discordant.
Smiling gloomily, Charlene said a little calmly: "Even if I want to say it, it's too late, my mother passed away when I was still in junior high school, and now I think about the one who saw that person for the last time, I am still so rebellious and second, ignoring the barrier of time and space, that I thought my mother was going on a business trip somewhere without a single tear, and now I want to cry something, but I can't do anything." After my mom passed away, I continued to live with my stepfather, oh, the man I kept calling uncle. Although he is not a bad person, he is not bad to me, but I still can't face him, saying how much I look like a child, how much I recognize life, but I have been recognizing life for many years, even if I build Uncle Yì to find a new aunt to live with, of course, he did find a new good aunt for me, but I have never let go of what I lost. Walking outside, although the three of them are very much like a real family, I really can't let go of a lot of regrets, pain and confusion are tormenting me for more than a moment, until I meet you for a long time. ”
Here Charlene tells the truth that he comes from another world, and he thinks that even if the truth may be revealed, he just wants to be honest at this moment. Yuejiu was very curious to intervene in the topic and talked to Charlene about a lot of things about the real Yuejiu, as well as the influence of the school and club in that world on Charlene, and Charlene, who came step by step, really found herself changing, and now in the face of this not the real Yuejiu, Charlene decided to stay and tell these most private things by her own will, which is a progress. (To be continued......)