I looked at the old man in front of me. Begin to carefully compare with the person in your memory.

The posture is still upright. The expression is still strict. The facial features are still handsome. The momentum is still intimidating.

It's just that the hair is gray. Wrinkles are also raw, and there are quite a few of them. His steps also began to falter a little. Perhaps because of this, he walked very slowly.

He is getting old too fast. Although I had thought that it would be like this, I was still shocked by his old age when I really saw it.

I watched him walk towards me. A little poem comes to mind:

When did it start

I don't see it anymore

I've had a watery time

The clear blue sky I once looked at

The smile that bloomed in my heart

When did it start

Storms rolled in with showers

So ruthless

So caught off guard

And so and so and so and so forth

It's hard to look back

But

I'm still longing

Desire to get what comes from this world

warm

When I have a heart full of wounds

Re-touch the warmth that has been lost for a long time

Even instantly

I still am

Seen forever

- "Instant and Forever"

"Yuehua, you're back."

"Uncle Ni, hello." I smiled at the middle-aged man and said hello.

Hearing this title, Ni Jun's body trembled slightly. But after all, he didn't say anything.

The two stood still for a long time, and Ni Jun spoke: "How about finding a place to catch up with Uncle Ni?" ”

I looked up at the sky slightly and replied lightly, "Okay." ”

Ni Jun took me into a leisure club. The name is strange, it's called 'Blue Maple' instead of Red Maple, and the boss is also a weird person. I've never been in such an upscale venue in the past 17 years.

When the waiter had prepared a qiē for us, I knew that the interrogation had begun.

"Yuehua, where's your mother?"

"Dead."

Ni Jun's face was not as pale and tragic as I expected. I don't understand, why Ni Jun, who loves Lu Miao so much, seems to be indifferent when he hears the news of her death. But my doubts were quickly answered.

"Oh, yes. Same as I guessed. ”

When he knew that Yuehua had appeared and was tracking down the past, he expected that Lu Yaoyao was dead. The woman he had been madly in love with, the woman he had been madly imprisoned with, was dead.

Despite this thought, let him, heartache.

Looking at Ni Jun's empty smile, my tears could no longer be stopped. It turns out that it is already numb.

Ni Jun, how did you fall in love with Lu Miao, how did you fall in love with Lu Miao!

"Did she leave anything behind?"

Ni Jun, why are you bothering yourself, you are obviously the person who knows her best, she hates you to the bone, even if she leaves a few words, it can't be for you, even if it's for you, it will only make you regret it even more.

However, you still ask, and you still have empty expectations. What do you expect? Expect her to say she has you in her heart, or expect her to say she forgave you?

"Her words before she died were left to the clouds."

"yes, what are you talking about?"

What did you say, what did Lu Miao say before she died.

This question really needs to give me time to think about it, I haven't touched that memory for a long time・・・・・・

All pale tenderness

All ignorant fools

and grievances and resentment in the heart

It seems that the fight really began at that time.

Maybe it was because I was young at that time and my ability to bear it was relatively poor; Maybe it's because there are too many stories about Lu Miao, which is very understandable. In short, she always surprises me.

It was summer when Lu Miao died.