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Lu Mansheng looked at the person in front of him, his lips moved, and he didn't say anything for a long time.

Gong Xun was also looking at Lu Mansheng, and when he saw this, he hooked his lips and smiled.

"Can you let me in, Imperial Doctor Lu?"

“…… There's a bit of a mess inside. ”

"I just want to have a late-night snack with you."

Lu Mansheng nodded, turned sideways, and let Gong Xun enter inside.

The ear room is really messy, there are a bunch of medicines on it, bottles and cans, and all kinds of bottle mouths. and Lu Mansheng's lovely poisonous weeds, which are also neatly placed there at the moment.

Gong Xun said that he hadn't seen them these days, and that they had been moved here by their owners.

"Imperial Doctor Lu has been preparing for the Golden Chrysanthemum Festival in a month recently?" Gong Xun looked at the poisonous weeds and turned back to ask Lu Mansheng.

Lu Mansheng was cleaning up the table, there were too many things in it, she could only set up a knee-high low table, Xiang'er saw this and hurriedly moved two small stools.

They seldom eat like this, and when they sit down, they are within reach of each other, and this late-night snack is also eaten in a different kind of warmth.

Gong Xun suddenly felt that the set in the palace on weekdays was a bit redundant, and it was not bad for the two of them to eat quietly like this and say a few words occasionally.

"Have you eaten yet?"

Lu Mansheng put down the bowl and nodded.

"Don't move." Gong Xun leaned over and took out a handkerchief, Lu Mansheng unconsciously retreated, and Gong Xun's hand stopped at the corner of her mouth. In Lu Man's incomprehension, he gently passed away the little soup stuck to the corner of her mouth.

"Alright."

“…… Oh. Lu Mansheng lowered his head a little uncomfortably, "Your Highness Xie." ”

After finishing the supper, Gong Xun did not leave. Instead, he stood in the ear room and watched Lu Mansheng busy.

"If Your Highness is tired, go back and rest early. There's still a little finishing touches here, and I'm afraid we'll have to wait a little longer. ”

"Lord Jin will leave for Dayang early the next morning, and Mu Shu will also be with him."

"So fast?"

"I think tomorrow they will come and say goodbye to you."

"Then I'll have to prepare." It's rare for them to come here, and I don't know when I will see them again this time.

Lu Mansheng had a lot of words for them to take back, and there were some Da Yao's specialties and children's gifts, which had to be handed over to them.

Fortunately, Lu Mansheng knew that they would go back soon, and all the preparations had been made these days.

It's just that the thought of them going back made Lu Mansheng's heart a little lost.

Probably living in this different time and space, relatives and friends are not around. At this time, the scene is as sad as the distant mother's family coming and going, and they have their own lives after all.

Lu Mansheng has always thought that her heart is cold, but now she finds that more and more people and things affect her heart.

She couldn't be as alone as she used to, and she didn't want that.

"Don't worry, as long as you're all right, we'll see each other again one day."

Ancient and modern times are different, thousands of miles apart, and transportation is inconvenient. There are many sisters who are like siblings, and after separation, they may never see each other again in their lives.

"It would be nice to be able to be with them all the time."

"Imperial Doctor Lu is bored?" When he was in Dayang, Lu Mansheng had good friends such as Wen Shu and Miss Wang. Lu Mansheng is a person who doesn't like to talk, and he can stay with them all day. Whether it's a matter of the rivers and lakes or a trivial matter at home, she likes to listen to it very much.

It can be said that most of the time was the origin of Lu Mansheng's transformation. After experiencing that kind of relaxed, unrestrained, and accompanied by someone to talk, this empty Dayao returned to the palace, and Lu Mansheng who did not have a person who completely dared to make friends, was indeed lonely at some times.

Lu Mansheng shook his head.

It's not boring, but occasionally I want to have a close friend. can say anything, and can also help her share some things.

"I promise you, Imperial Doctor Lu, that I will let you meet again when I have the opportunity in the future."

Gong Xun's words are not just words, he really put this matter into his heart.

After another half an hour, the finishing work was over, and Gong Xun returned to Zhengyang Palace with Lu Mansheng.

They asked Xiang'er to go back first, and in the middle of the night, Gong Xun slowly stretched out his hand, held Lu Mansheng's tightly, and walked with her in the Dayao Palace.

The sky is full of stars, not stained with haze.

Lu Mansheng hadn't seen such a beautiful night sky for a long time, took a deep breath, raised his head, and looked at the cold moon sky.

Gong Xun suddenly stopped and looked at Lu Mansheng's side face: ""

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life, but Niangniang doesn't seem to be worried about who His Highness sees outside or what he does. I rarely say this to His Highness.,As if I don't care about His Highness's affairs at all.。

The more His Royal Highness cared about Niangniang, the more Xiang'er felt that Imperial Doctor Lu was cold.

Even if it is a mud bodhisattva offered in the temple, it is nothing more than that.

"Your Highness sleeps in the study?"

"Mother doesn't know?" Xiang'er sighed, "Your Highness comes back every night, but she doesn't want to make her sleep, so she doesn't let me tell her mother." ”

“…… I thought His Highness hadn't stayed in the palace for several days. ”

"Niangniang, there is a sentence that Xiang'er doesn't know whether to say or not." Xiang'er secretly raised her head and glanced at Lu Mansheng, although these words were not what she, a little palace maid, should say, but if she didn't say it, Niangniang would live up to His Royal Highness's heart for her.

"Tell me something."

"Niangniang, Your Highness is really single-minded to you, Xiang'er has been in the palace for so long, and she has served His Highness for many years, and I have never seen His Highness so attentive to a person."

"What the hell are you trying to say?" Lu Mansheng raised his head, his clear eyes staring at Xiang'er opposite.

"Xiang'er wants to say that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has a deep affection for Niangniang, and Niangniang should ...... It should be nice to His Highness......"

There was silence in the main hall.

Lu Mansheng looked at Xiang'er and nodded for a while.

"Are you upset for Your Highness?"

"No, Xiang'er doesn't dare. Xiang'er only hopes that His Royal Highness and Niangniang will love and love, and the two of you will be nong~"

Lu Mansheng did not speak.

How should I say it, she knows that her feelings for Gong Xun now are not as deep as he is for her. But this doesn't mean that she doesn't feel anything about Gong Xun, she still cares about him and cares about him.

It's just that she never dared to give all her to this relationship. Carefully suppress himself, so that he does not let himself be like other women in the palace, because he wants to tie up that man, and is occupied by jealousy. She doesn't want to live around only one man in the future, even if she likes it, even if she cares, she wants to keep Lu Mansheng's true self.

It was tougher than she had imagined.

Lu Mansheng is not hard-hearted, she will also be worried and sad. These days, she also kept thinking, why didn't His Highness come back for so many days? Did you stay outside the palace, and did you know another woman? When a man likes you, no matter how busy he is, he will think about the Fa coming back to see you. And when a man is tired of you, he will slowly distance himself from you and snub you.

Some words don't need a man to say, from the things he does and the heart he treats you, you can know that the man's heart is still not in you.

I saw Gong Xun less and less, and I didn't know more and more about him. Although Xiang'er will pass the word every day and let her have dinner by herself, it seems to be a word of concern, but in fact, it is not a kind of coldness in disguise?

In this relationship, the heat preservation time is even shorter than she thought.

But Lu Mansheng had to restrain himself from asking questions, working hard during the day and going to bed early at night, rather than acting like he was deliberately waiting for him to come back.

Because on the first day of Gong Xun's doing, she clearly smelled the strong smell of the woman's fat powder in his arms.

Maybe this was just an ordinary entertainment, but Lu Mansheng couldn't help but be stunned at that moment. Watching Gong Xun stretch out his hand and caress her cheek, bursts of anger and nausea surged through his heart.

Could it be that this person came back from another woman one moment and stroked her again the next with the hand that had touched her?

Gong Xun asked her what was wrong, and Lu Mansheng just shook his head.

After that, she went to bed early every night. Out of sight and out of mind, she doesn't want to know about Gong Xun. Whether it's socializing outside, or having other women, it's not something she can care about.

It's also strange to say that when you give yourself psychological hints like this, do things seriously during the day, don't let yourself have time to think about anything else, and go to bed after bathing at night. Living in the net of peace she weaved for herself, ignoring many things around her, this is the way Lu Mansheng has always lived.

When she began to try to throw off the burden of the past and change the almost suffocating lifestyle, a cold reminder made Lu Mansheng, who had finally mustered up courage, burrow into her shell.

And Gong Xun also discovered one thing.

After the evening of the 13th, the time recorded in the pamphlet of Imperial Doctor Lu has not been increased. I don't know where she left the booklet, which she used to carry with her. Now it's been discarded, or it's just put away.

No matter which it was, this made Gong Xun feel puzzled, and there was a touch of loss.

He had guessed the meaning of the booklet's existence, and he was pleased with the growing time of time in the booklet, which always made him feel that he was one step closer to Lu Mansheng and into her heart.

But one day this booklet suddenly couldn't be found, it wasn't on her, and I didn't know where it was.

Lu Mansheng didn't know that he was peeking at the booklet behind his back, so even if Gong Xun was puzzled, he could only look for it privately when he had time and ask Xiang'er if she saw it.

Once, when Xiang'er was cleaning up her room, she saw the booklet he mentioned, so she took it and gave it to him.

The booklet was kept in a small box, but it had not been touched for many days.

Is it because the things that should be recorded by the Imperial Doctor have been recorded, and the things he wants to confirm have been answered, so he will put this booklet away?

Gong Xun wanted to persuade himself like this, but he also understood that Imperial Doctor Lu's attitude towards him had not changed during this time. It seems that during the time that Imperial Doctor Lu was awake, they talked less and less, and the time they spent together was shorter. What's more, after he came back, he sat alone on the edge of the bed and watched the sleeping face of Imperial Doctor Lu.

What she was doing, whether she was in a good mood or not, he only knew from Xiang'er.

Moreover, Gong Xun always felt a little panicked in his heart. It seems that something is missing, these things are important to him, but he can't figure it out for a while.

Gong Xun was busy running around every day, and when he came back, Imperial Doctor Lu had already fallen asleep, and when he left, Imperial Doctor Lu had not woken up, and he didn't have time to figure out about Lu Mansheng.

With her character, if she didn't want to say it, no matter how much he asked, she wouldn't tell him.

When Lu Mansheng heard from Xiang'er's mouth that Gong Xun would go back to the Liuli Hall every night to see her, and stay in the study for fear of disturbing her, he didn't feel it in his heart.

Throb.

The indescribable throbbing, and only Gong Xun can make today's Lu Mansheng reply to this strange emotion that he has not experienced for a long time.

Lu Mansheng even wondered if that time was an accident, there were no women at all, she just thought too much about it all the time.

Women are cautious, and when they catch a little evidence, they like to magnify it countless times or think too much, and Lu Mansheng is no exception.

Or maybe she did this just to persuade and imply herself in her heart not to give up her sincerity easily. Look, even Gong Shun is unreliable, he has spent so long trying to touch your heart. But these efforts, along with a decision he made, could be easily defeated.

That's what men are.

Lu Mansheng kept hinting at this, hoping that he could still maintain his last sanity, but don't be stupid enough to believe Gong Xun and completely entrust his feelings to him.

Her hints worked, and she held on for so long. But at this moment, Lu Mansheng seems to have touched his truest heart-

It turned out that she wanted Gong Xun to love her more than this hint of escapism.

She didn't want redemption.

I don't think that this relationship really doesn't have the possibility of trust.

It was night, and Lu Mansheng, who had fallen asleep early every day recently, stayed in the ear room for more than an hour after eating. Xiang'er originally thought that the Golden Chrysanthemum Festival was approaching, and the imperial doctor Lu had a lot of things to do, so she went to bed late.

But when the time had passed and Imperial Doctor Lu had not returned, Xiang'er remembered His Royal Highness the Prince's instructions, so she asked Imperial Doctor Lu to come back and go to bed.

Just as Xiang'er was about to go to the imperial doctor's ear room, the prince returned to the palace.

Xiang'er hurriedly stepped forward to salute, and thought about the matter of the Imperial Doctor Lu, she hadn't called the Imperial Doctor Lu back so late, and His Royal Highness should punish her.

"That's it, why are you still here?"

"Back to His Royal Highness, Niangniang went to the ear room and has not yet returned. Xiang'er was about to invite Niangniang to come back to bed, and His Royal Highness returned to the palace. ”

"Tell the kitchen to prepare some supper, and the palace will go to see the imperial doctor."

Although she didn't sleep so late, Gong Xun was very happy.

Today, I have time to accompany Dr. Lu to have a supper, and I can talk to her for a while.

The imperial dining room quickly prepared the supper, Xiaoluzi carried the palace lamp, and Gong Xun personally carried the supper to the ear room.