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Should I say it's been a long time?

With that in mind, Sayo moved the newly bought grill to the roof of the house, carrying a basket full of vegetables and meat, as well as some fruit.

Originally, Sayou didn't like to eat barbecue and other foods, but because of her mentions, Sayou still broke the cost to buy this set of equipment.

Grills, iron clips, charcoal, long stick lighters, etc., plus a small hair dryer, are the minimum appliances needed for a barbecue.

At the end of the day, Sasuke didn't quite understand why he was doing this, no, no, he didn't understand why it was the way it was, and why it was the way it was.

Although I heard on the phone that the other party wanted to discuss something with me, it was really unreasonable to ask for these things by myself after I finished speaking.

But Sayou is not disgusted by this, as each other's 'childhood sweethearts', it's not impossible to let the other party be willful.

Besides, Sayou's income has been very objective recently, even if he belongs to the thrifting faction, it's not bad to be extravagant occasionally.

"I thought you would come with Haicheng, but you came alone, what about that guy?"

"You can't treat this question as if you haven't heard it, isn't it so unhappy to be alone with me?"

"That's not what I meant, you women have a unique understanding of men's words."

"Of course, it's common sense that women are more attentive than men."

Are women more attentive than men? Sayu thinks this sentence is a bit unacceptable.

After all, the so-called carefulness refers to the care and attention to something, and has nothing to do with the gender of the person.

Sasuke placed the grill in the middle of the roof to the west, and since the sun had completely set, Sasuke could see the grove and a pool of clear water behind the grill.

The sparkling water is reassuring, which is one of the reasons why Sasuke chose this place.

After setting up the grill, Sayu took out the charcoal and the burning materials for ignition, put them in the groove, and took out a long stick lighter.

"I can't agree with what I said just now, Lin Xuan, the so-called carefulness is targeted, let's take rugby, which men are good at, for example. Men who participate in competitions are certainly more thoughtful than women who participate in competitions, and they are very careful in controlling all aspects of the competition, and they will carefully observe and confirm the path to victory, and vice versa, women will also express this situation in certain aspects. ”

"Specific aspects? I know, you're a flamboyant. ”

"It's just a matter of facts, bring me the firewood over there, and help me take off the basket on my back."

I'm a guest - though, even if Lin Xuan said so, she still obediently took the firewood over according to Sayou's arrangement, and at the same time took off the basket on Sayou's back.

Lin Xuan's movements were very fast, which made Zuoyou very satisfied.

Even if she says don't want to, but in fact she's still a careful and soft-hearted girl.

Should it be said that it is a girl's heart? To be honest, Sayou, who doesn't know much about women's creatures, can't understand a girl like Lin Xuan.

It's wrong, it's not actually incomprehensible, it's just that Sayou thinks he's incomprehensible.

He fundamentally understands the thoughts of the girls around him, so he keeps a certain distance from them.

What is the point of such action? Sayou thinks that the reason why he didn't want to be a thirty-year-old magician did this was probably because he understood the thoughts of the girls.

Because I understand it too well, I have to keep my distance.

Whether it is Lin Xuan next to him or Miss Hirohara Kushi, or Battlefield Hara Yiya and Miss Kawasumi, they are actually more vulnerable than they seem.

Fragile and at the same time prone to breakage.

Their lives have a different direction from their own, and their own existence is simply 'obstruction' and 'foreign body', not from their point of view, but from Sayou's point of view.

Writing novels can calm you down, drawing comics can make you forget for a while, and Sasuke, who wants to change, is on the path of seeking change.

On the way, you may be able to help the girls and teenagers, but this is just a passing for Sayu, just right.

So speaking of which, what is the real meaning of Sayo Cun zài here?

It's very simple and easy to understand, the meaning of Sayou in this world is to ———— create a miracle, witness a miracle, and then, fulfill a promise to himself.

After all, life in the past was quite boring and useless, which made people reach a kind of disgust.

Even if he wanted to go back to the past, once he calmed down, Sayu felt a little stupid to think like that.

Man is indeed a fickle creature, just like his past self, and of course, his current self may be about the same.

Alright, alright.

Zuoyou asked Lin Xuan to take a step back, lit the firewood with a lighter, and then put the charcoal on it in turn, leaving a hollow, and used a small hair dryer to blow the charcoal and burn it.

Fire needs air to burn, and many people also need to work hard to be able to go on, Zuoyou looked at Lin Xuan, thinking about what she wanted to tell herself.

"By the way, I've been watching Tolkien's Lord of the Rings series lately, do you want to see it?"

"John Ronald Ruel Tolkien? Lend it to me in the future.,I've been a little busy lately.,I don't have time to read any kind of fantasy masterpiece.。 ”

"That's it.,Didn't the serialization of the comic draw a few words in advance? I guess there should be no problem lately. ”

"Yes, I'm talking about "Spring Things" in the light novel competition, whether it wins the first place or not, in terms of results, it must continue to be serialized."

"A continuation of the second volume? You're so confident. ”

"Of course."

After a simple response, Sayu thought about the results of his novel competition.

Enonomiya-sensei's work is sure to be the biggest competitor, so it's hard to judge whether or not he gets a gold award.

But no matter what the result is, Sayou doesn't think that "Spring Things" will be brushed down, so he will continue to write the second volume.

At the same time, it's not a bad thing to prepare for the second volume, after all, there may be other sudden events that can't be serialized or something like that, which sounds like a FLag that can't be serialized.

The chirping of cicadas all around suddenly became louder at this moment, and a faint light could be seen in the grove from time to time, which was the light of fireflies.

The little sparks on the grill in front of me bloomed as if in response.

Now that the fire has risen, the next step is to process the ingredients.

However, the processing of the ingredients is quite simple and can be done easily, so there is no need to worry about burning out of the fire.

For example, meat only needs to be cut into pieces and cooked, and vegetables are treated in the same way, but for example, green peppers and so on, you only need to pull out the roots and roast them directly.

Since neither of them had dinner, Sayu specially cooked a little rice.

Sure enough, after buying a house, Sayou is now becoming more and more like a househusband, and he needs to deal with everything in his single life.

Whether it's laundry or cleaning, no one will help you, and doing it all by yourself is the main action.

It's just that Sayou estimates that neither of them will eat too much, because although things like barbecue are very fragrant, if you eat them with rice, you will feel that the taste becomes very strange.

The fire was lit, the shelves were set up, and the rice, which might not have been eaten, was brought up from the first floor.

Originally, the roof of the building was unusable, but Sayou paid for a staircase to extend to the roof, so that it could be used.

Because of the proximity to the sea and the dark woods, the homeowner would not stay on the roof at night to rest, and of course the believers would not use the roof.

Although Sayu doesn't believe in the gods very much, and thinks that the gods may have zài, he has no feeling in the face of this situation of 'ghosts may exist in the dark woods', after all, the living are afraid of the dead, and the dead are also afraid of the living.

After thinking about it, Zuoyou ran to Lin Xuan's side, and she was helping to put the meat and vegetables on bamboo skewers.

Sitting opposite Lin Xuan, Zuoyou also began to do the same work as her.

Raising his head from time to time to look forward, this guy was wearing a sweatshirt and cropped pants when he came here, but after resting for a while, he took off his sweatshirt casually at Sayou's house, revealing the red suspender short sleeves inside, and specially tied his head.

Wouldn't that be cooler? Sayou tilted his head, looking at the girl's skin, which was glowing in the moonlight.

You can see the snow-white neck and slender arms from here, and there are special lighting lights installed nearby, so you can see it more clearly.

Lin Xuan's figure is actually very good, which is more in line with the child-rearing stage of modern female high school students, and it is not poor and weak if she is unhappy and prominent, it should be said to be a sign.

Coupled with the well-received grades and looks in the voice actor department, I heard that he has a certain reputation in the school.

Some of the boys also made a ranking of the beautiful girls in the school, and as for the details, Sayou doesn't know.

"You..."

"What's wrong with me??"

Thinking that he was peeking at the other party, Sayou unconsciously used honorifics.

It stands to reason that his mental age is an uncle, and he should be respected in turn.

Is it really okay to be interested in female high school students or something?

Absolutely.

The angel Sayou and the demon Sayou in Sayou's heart came to the same conclusion, and it seems that they don't want to become the angel magician Sayou and the demon magician Sayou.

"That light novel you wrote, you have shown it to us before."

"Well, it's the one that Haicheng said about 'jealousy and now charging', I personally think it's pretty good."

"To put it simply, Sayou prefers the identity of 'big teacher'?"

"I don't like it."

So what does that mean exactly? In my eyes, the great teacher you wrote, although he is a good person in principle, is a villain in terms of communication, he is too sensitive, no, too sensitive. ”

"Yes, yes, maybe that's right, but it's also necessary, because they said that the environment was so strange."

"So, I hate self-sacrifice."

Is it annoying?

Could Lin Xuan say such a thing bluntly, this girl's thinking is indeed confusing sometimes.

I always think about growth, I always think about ways to work hard, but in the end, I forget to stop.

If, just if- after all, Sayo now has his own reality, so only use ifs to change that reality, to make assumptions.

Therefore, if you don't have the assistance of the system, will you be thrown away by the girl in front of you?

He has life experience and social experience, and he has a lot more experience than Lin Xuan, but if he wants to compete for perseverance and struggle time, maybe Zuoyou will be willing to bow down.

Zuoyou knew very well that Lin Xuan was working hard in places that others didn't know.

Sometimes I heard her voice become hoarse when I went to school, and sometimes I saw her sweating profusely, no matter which one it was, it was a proof of Lin Xuan's efforts.

For this reason, Zuoyou admires Lin Xuan, and the people he admires include that Haicheng.

Although Haicheng is a little frivolous, but frivolity is frivolous, and that guy struggles quite hard.

There is still a certain gap between himself and this group of teenagers and girls, so he can only make up for it with all his might.

It's not youth, it's life.

But this is not life, close to youth.

The only thing they have in common is that they are made up of regret and sweat.

Reading a book, listening to the lyrics of a song, dancing to the melody of a song, these are things that everyone can do, but the content and process of doing it are different.

Lin Xuan will choose to consult with herself instead of others, I am afraid that she thinks that she is a 'process' of her progress.

She's looking to herself for support, but unfortunately, Sayou isn't a loving person.

Lin Xuan must have become dependent because she was too kind, so she led her to appear here now, and now she is talking to herself.

Looking at the girl opposite, she was turning her head sideways to stare at the blurred sea that was hidden in the darkness in the distance.

Why do many people love the sea? If you have to say it, it should be that the sea can tolerate a qiē and erase a qiē.

That's why the sea has become a garbage dump, full of all kinds of waste products, but many people don't know it.

Everything has hidden secrets, everyone has things they don't want to say, and if they're wrong, it's not that they don't want to say it, it's just that they haven't found someone to say.

The so-called opinions may be what it means.

Thinking of this, Sayu thinks that there are too many mistakes in his thinking pattern, but these mistakes are somewhat difficult to correct.

Just like the big teacher in "Spring Things", he has his own values, and for this he will not be affected, let alone hindered.

Courageously, perhaps it can be described as such.

The reason why he hates youth is based on his own life, and the reason why he can't understand love is because he understands love too much.

"Rather than sacrificing oneself to help others, I think we should find a more appropriate way to help."

Picking up what he said before, Lin Xuan said.

Lin Xuan's statement is correct, but after all, it is only under ideal conditions.

Many times, Sayu begins with this sentence.

"A lot of times, things can't go the way you imagined, and if no one is willing to sacrifice, you won't be able to achieve the goal that can only be achieved through sacrifice."

"Sayu, are you like that too?"

"Of course, if I had that goal."

"As described in the book, could it be that you have seen through a lot of things?"

"Don't say that I'm talking like a bald master who has seen through the red dust, it's more appropriate to use 'seeing' to describe it as 'seeing through'."

"I like you."

The sudden confession silenced Sayou, and only the sound of the waves and the chirping of cicadas could be heard between the two, no, there was some wind as well.

Sayou sighed, withdrew his gaze, and stared at the potatoes as they chopped up.

"Don't be kidding, Lin Xuan, you have something to discuss with me."

“…… It's a joke indeed, and when it comes to things to talk about......"

The topic was interrupted here, and Lin Xuan seemed to be lost in thought.

Sayu didn't look for a new topic, after all, he was talking about it right now.

It's just that Lin Xuan suddenly put down the work in his hand, said that he was going to the toilet, and left.

The sound of slippers clattering faded away, and Sasuke stopped his work and looked at the night sky overhead.

[Maybe it's not a joke, but you have to take it seriously.] 】

[Killed the angel Sayou, that must be used to deceive virginity! ] 】

[Demon Zyo, you are a fool! Be a virgin for the rest of your life! 】

[The angel who scolds others for being virginized is a virgin! 】

[Bounce to the demon Sayou virginity! ] 】

"You're all talking about yourselves."

Sayou waved his hand to dispel the angel and demon himself, and after all, it was just a conflict in his own consciousness.

What was that confession like? What kind of emotion did Lin Xuan have in her arms to say that?

Sayu thought about it, and at the same time forgot about it.

- However, I just forgot part of it and gave up part of it.

The girl doesn't necessarily like herself, but because of the 'drawbridge effect', she mistakes the heartbeat caused by the sense of crisis for the heartbeat of love, so she says that.

No, even if Lin Xuan didn't say that sentence with that kind of feeling, she herself admitted that it was a joke, even if 'admitting' was her lie.

Zuoyou doesn't hate Lin Xuan, but he doesn't like it either, and the relationship between the two is just maintained on the childhood sweetheart who has not been around for a long time.

What you want to do with her, what relationship you want to build with her, these are all things for later.

The youth of this world is not rich, but even more interesting, mixed with all kinds of emotions.

Love is forbidden, love is negated, roughly Sayou came to such a conclusion.

Besides, the liking in Lin Xuan's mouth may also be the liking of his friends and classmates, so there is nothing wrong with it.

Even if Sayou knew that he was making excuses, he wouldn't say it lightly.

It should be said that it is conservative - only love on the premise of marriage is love - to sum up, Sayou does not have that idea.

High school students just give me a lesson!

I guess that's what the big teacher said.

No, no, no, I don't really understand the big teacher, and his unbridled imagination is a little unacceptable.

Or rather, can't agree.

Whether it is youth or love, they are all things that are on the same train, but I don't know how long it will take, they start to take different trains separately and go in the opposite direction to each other.

Sayou longs for youth, but not for love;

Sayu wants to change, but he doesn't hate the original.

That's what Sayo thinks, some of them are not true, some are wrong, some are distorted, some are unnatural.

This is oneself, itself, and the reason and status quo of existence.

Oops, Sayou suddenly heard the crackling sound of charcoal, hurriedly disposed of the potatoes in his hand, and then ran over to spread the charcoal everywhere, and after adding some wood, he put the meat skewers that Lin Xuan had made.

The condiments have been prepared, and you can eat them later.

"Are you back? Trouble getting rid of the rest. ”

"You can order the guests as if nothing happened."

Lin Xuan came up from downstairs, dried his hands and began to process the other remaining ingredients.

The two of them acted as if they had never given birth to what happened just now, but in fact, they did not have anything at all.

There were no quarrels, no arguments, no blushing and no heartbeats, just ordinary conversations.

Speaking of conversation, Sayu asked as he flipped through the barbecue

"What was the conversation you mentioned on the phone earlier?"

Shouldn't it be a life negotiation, Sayou knows that he has not experienced it, so he is a little nervous about it.

"Talk? It's actually very simple content.,I don't know why.,I always feel like there's no bottom in my heart.。 ”

"What's wrong? Do you want to go to a beauty pageant? Pain! ”

I was hit by a bamboo stick, and unfortunately, the sharp part was slightly pierced into the flesh.

Taking out a new bamboo skewer, Lin Xuan put the potatoes and potatoes together with the artichoke, of course, these are the same things, but it feels very rich to say so.

"It's not a beauty contest, and if it's a beauty contest, isn't there one on the beach recently?"

"You've been investigating......"

"Be careful that my hand with the knife becomes slippery......"

"I'm sorry."

"It's actually a week after your fiction contest ends, and the school and other schools have a voice actor contest."

"Voice actor competition?"

"Hawkers,It's also a dubbing.,Singing.,Competitions in the form of voices.,In addition to giving the school fame.,It can also make a very good preparation for debut."

"Wouldn't that be nice?"

Of course it's good.

Lin Xuanxun agreed with Zuoyou's opinion, but then said

"It's just that that the competition will definitely gather a lot of good people, can you really beat them?"

"It turns out that Lin Xuan is here to seek encouragement?"

“………… Not really. ”

"I don't have any intention of encouraging you, because I know that you can swing often in this situation, so don't worry, if it is Lin Xuan, you will definitely do everything."

Zuoyou then took out a skewer of mutton from the grill and put it in front of Lin Xuan.

"Until then, try it."

"My hands are empty."

"Ah~"

“…… Not...... Ah~"

"It might be a little hot."

Seeing Lin Xuan bite down, Zuoyou took the meat skewer back.

Tasting Zuoyou's roast mutton, Lin Xuan nodded with satisfaction after eating.

"It's not bad, your housekeeping skills have improved."

"That's not a compliment."

Looking at the night sky again, tonight's night is beautiful.

So, let's spend tonight first, whether it's your own youth or their story.

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