171. Chapter 53 The Truth of the Year (3)

His sentence was like a thunderbolt from the sky, making Xiao Yu's hatred full of words choke in his throat, forgetting how to deal with it. He went so far as to say that he had never doubted his queen mother, nor had he doubted his blood relationship with him. How is this possible!

Xiao Yu looked at Xiao Feng's vicissitudes of life and laughed sadly.

"Yu'er......" Xiao Feng held Xiao Yu's drooping hand tightly and looked at him guiltily. If you don't do this, I'm afraid you won't be able to survive until now. ”

"You mean you've been protecting me for so long?" Xiao Yu turned his head, not looking at the inexplicable sadness in Xiao Feng's eyes, he didn't actually believe what Xiao Feng said, but was full of mocking smiles. Xiao Feng's deliberate hatred for him all the time made him fall into a huge panic every day and night, fearing that his father would abandon him.

Xiao Feng didn't know how he survived those days! Now because his beloved son was killed by him, he made up a lie that hatred was against him to protect him, who would believe such a thing in the world? At least he won't believe it! After going through too many palace battles, he won't be stupid enough to believe in the so-called sincerity, the so-called is all for your good! What he can believe is that there is only one person from beginning to end, and only that person is really good to him and puts him at the top of his heart.

"Father, don't worry, even if you don't say so, your son won't really force you to abdicate in a big way. The retainers will support you until the day of your return. Xiao Yu pulled her own from his clenched hand, glanced at him coldly, and got up to leave.

"Yu'er!" Seeing that he was about to leave, Xiao Feng's withered hands struggled to prop up his body, trying to keep Xiao Yu. "Yu'er, what your father said is true, you have to believe your father."

"Convinced?" Xiao Yu turned around lightly and looked coldly at Xiao Feng, who had fallen to the ground: "Of course I believe you, Father." Of course he would "believe" Xiao Feng, otherwise how could he have so many tribulations.

"Yu'er......" The indifference in his eyes stung Xiao Feng, who was obviously a child who wanted to hold it in the palm of his hand, but he showed such a look and was alienated from himself. Xiao Feng lay on the ground, let out a long sigh, and said, "Now that the matter has come to this, my father also knows that you will not believe in me lightly. But child, you are the child of me and Ruohua, the last gift that Ruohua left to me in this world, how can I be willing to let you be hurt in the slightest. ”

Hearing Xiao Feng calling his late mother's name, Xiao Yu stopped and stayed in the dormitory where he was eager to leave. In his tone, there was undisguised sincerity and nostalgia, as if he truly loved the deceased person.

"Yu'er," Xiao Feng struggled to sit up against the bed, the afterglow of the setting sun falling on his thin face through the window, reflecting the strange brilliance in his eyes. "Your mother's nature is mellow and not suitable for surviving in the deep palace, and it was too late for me to understand this."

"The first time I met your queen mother was on a day in the middle of spring. That day, I was scolded by the emperor for my homework, and I was depressed, so I took the opportunity to sneak out of the palace with Huang Yuan. I happened to hear that the peach blossoms in Dongwu Mountain were blooming just right in the market, so I wanted to go and see it, but I didn't expect to meet your queen mother there. I still remember that she was standing in the pink peach blossom forest, quietly looking into the distance, and I didn't even notice that I was approaching. It was much later that I realized that she was actually missing her lover who had left home.

I can't forget her hasty look like a rabbit when she saw me suddenly appear, and I can't forget her eyes that were as clear as a stream. So I sent people around to inquire about her, and finally the emperor lived up to his wishes and let me know that she was the eldest daughter of the Luyang Chen family and the eldest lady of the Duke of Protector. I was overjoyed, but at first I was afraid that she was just an ordinary woman, and I could not convince the emperor to include her in the palace. Her noble status is naturally very suitable for me, so I begged the emperor to welcome her into the East Palace as the crown princess. I think that if I give it to her in this position that everyone in the world desires, I will surely win her favor.

It's a pity that I was wrong, and I couldn't be more wrong. Her growing emaciation, her depression, made me suspicious. I can't wait to let the most precious and rare things in the world be given to her, just hoping to get her smile once, but even if she laughs, it is a very reluctant, extremely helpless smile. Why is that? I secretly sent someone to investigate, and I finally learned that she already had a lover of the mountain alliance and sea oath before entering the palace. But for the sake of the family, she can't resist the decree and can only stay by my side.

I even knew that her lover had come back to her to take her away. But she told him that she already had my flesh and blood, and that the person she loved was me, so she could not leave him. I know she's lying, and she's not leaving because of the family, because of you, but definitely not because she loves me.

I was miserable and didn't want to see her anymore because when I saw her, I remembered the fact that she didn't belong to me. But I didn't expect that it was my actions that hurt her. Without my protection, she is like a boat drifting in the middle of the ocean, and any wind and waves may overturn her. When I learned that she had an accident, I hurried to the end of the day.

She wasn't surprised by her own ending. She just told me to protect you well, because the people who killed her won't let you go. I asked her, but knowing who was behind it, she shook her head and didn't say anything. ”

"Yu'er, the reason why I didn't dare to approach you is that I know that those who hide in the dark and are ready to move may poison you at any time. The more I don't care about your life and death, the more I hate you, so that those people can rest assured and you can grow up safely. ”

It turned out that the truth of the matter would be like this, Xiao Yu squatted down and looked at Xiao Feng, who was panting, and asked softly: "Just because my mother is kind by nature, you will believe that my mother did not do such ugly things?" Back then, she was caught and raped in bed by you personally! Even if Xiao Feng was as affectionate as the sea, Xiao Yu still couldn't believe it, his father had always been a representative of scheming, and he wasn't sure if this passage was another calculation.

"Because...... cough cough ......" said a long paragraph, Xiao Feng was a little out of breath, he grabbed the placket of his clothes, kicked his breath and said with difficulty: "Because that adulterer is not your mother's lover......"

"Yu'er...... You have to be careful, be careful of the Queen. Xiao Feng suddenly grabbed Xiao Yu who was close in front of him, and tried to say his words more clearly: "Be careful of the queen, she is one of the murderers who participated in the murder of your mother!" When you ascend the throne, you don't have to be merciful to her. Also, your mother doesn't have to be buried with me, I should promise her, let her go, and let her continue to wait for her lover to return in Dongwu Mountain...... Yu'er, Yu'er......"

Xiao Feng seemed to have something to say, but swallowed it back when he looked at Xiao Yu.

Xiao Yu saw that his face turned pale in an instant, and hurriedly supported him: "Father, what else do you have to say?" ”

Xiao Feng looked at him, a little hesitant, and finally shook his head gently.

"This year's peach blossoms are blooming again."

He muttered these words, as if he saw the red peach blossom forest in the distance, and the woman standing quietly among the peach blossoms. He smiled slightly, maybe the person she was waiting for this time would be him.