Chapter 361: Shadows

"It's a shame that I treat you as a buddy, it's really not human." Tang Qiang glanced at him, pulled out the corners of his mouth and said in a deep voice.

He also knew that Zhang Yang was joking, so he didn't get angry, thinking of his entangled mood, he also teased himself, and felt that he was not righteous.

"I'm just reminding you, if you really decide to give up, Qingqing will belong to any man in the future, and it won't have a dime to do with you."

Zhang Yang stopped joking, walked up to him and patted him on the shoulder, and said seriously: "Qingqing just thinks that you saved her, and I am grateful to you for being so good to you, she is such a good girl, and there are many men chasing her, who will she marry in the end?" So it's a good opportunity for you to save her, as a man, you should take advantage of the victory and chase her well, and take her down in one fell swoop. ”

After Tang Shuxin heard his words, she glanced at him in a daze, thinking that this pickled girl's thinking and understanding were indeed extraordinary......

"Really? Then she was kind to me, just to repay the favor? Tang Qiang said with some frustration.

"Nonsense, do you think people don't marry you? You've only known each other for a few days? ”

Zhang Yang looked disdainful, and his voice suddenly raised a few decibels and continued: "You are a poor soldier, tell me what you have?" What's the big deal about having no money and no power? If you look at people, at least she is a flight attendant, do you know how much salary she earns a month? ”

"I don't know." Tang Qiang pressed his head very low, and his inferiority complex was even worse.

"What's wrong with us being poor? You don't need to be so ridiculed and ridiculed? ”

Tang Shuxin's heart began to feel extremely sad, tears instantly filled her eyes, and she said in a trembling voice.

Even if he knew that Zhang Yang was kind enough to persuade him, these words were undoubtedly like a sharp knife ruthlessly cutting off the self-esteem of the two sisters and brothers, and that kind of pain could not be described in words.

"What's wrong with the ridicule and ridicule? I have no money and no ability, and I deserve to be ridiculed by others. ”

Zhang Yang didn't care about the sadness of the two sisters and brothers and continued: "It doesn't matter if others look down on you, you look down on yourself, and it's even more embarrassing." ”

Tang Shuxin looked at her blankly, tears slipped down her pretty face, Zhang Yang saw her cry for the first time, Chu Chu's pitiful appearance was distressing.

However, he also knew that Tang Qiang should be allowed to vent this inferiority complex, otherwise he would not be able to accept being with such an excellent girl as Qingqing.

Even if Qingqing treats him well, he will always live in his own shadow, worried that Qingqing will leave him, and now he refuses Qingqing, maybe just to maintain a little dignity?

Of course, this is just Zhang Yang's speculation......

"I don't look down on myself either."

Tang Qiang finally raised his head, his face was full of loss, and said, "I also know that she is very good, so I don't want to delay her." ”

"Why are you delaying her?" Zhang Yang saw that he was finally willing to open his heart knot, and asked excitedly.

"Qingqing has a good job and good family conditions, so she can marry a good man."

Tang Qiang sighed and said with a wry smile: "You're right, I'm a soldier, I have nothing, I don't even have time to take care of her, what can I give her?" ”

", you're so stupid, why are other men chasing her? Isn't it the same to see her beautiful and work? ”

Zhang Yang looked like he hated iron and steel, and sat directly on the bed and said: "It's because we don't have time that we have to squeeze out time to coax her, and it's because we don't have money that we have to pay more attention, so as not to be dug into the corner by other rich men, we saved her, this is the advantage, it's best to hurry up and cook raw rice to be completely relieved." ”

As soon as he said this, Tang Shuxin's pretty face drifted crimson and gave him a blank look.

I thought that this was also despicable, so much so that I was shameless and shameless, and even lost my conscience......

But there's no denying that she wants her brother to do the same......

She didn't hope that her younger brother would be so despicable that he would quickly cook raw rice and mature rice, but hoped that he would grasp Qingqing as Zhang Yang said, and not cause lifelong regrets because of these inferiority complexes.

From this point of view, she felt that Zhang Yang's idea was very right, if she had no money and no power, she was already backward and rich, so she didn't dare to compete with them because of this? That would be even more despised.

Swans are always eaten by toads, probably because toads are shameless......

Thinking of this, she laughed herself, and looked sideways at this cheeky boy, who was not so annoying, but very cute and chic.

Is there truly selfless love in the world? The answer is definitely no, if anyone can selflessly dedicate love, then TMD is not love.

"Do you remember the last time a trio died?" Tang Qiang asked.

"Of course I do."

Zhang Yang always remembered the young man covered with white cloth and felt sorry for them.

"If, as you said, even if it is even if you chase Qingqing, she marries me, what if I die outside like them on a mission?"

"......" Zhang Yang was speechless, he didn't expect him to think so much.

"We were in danger of dying every day, and we often joked with a few members of our group, you know what they said?"

"How?"

Zhang Yang felt like he was being led by his nose, of course, he knew in his heart that this was the main reason why Tang Qiang didn't dare to fall in love with Qingqing.

"When women marry us, they remain widows while they live, and they become widows when they die."

……

"It's really full of food, how can you think so much?" Zhang Yang scolded with a wry smile, feeling sour in his heart, and his eyes were as uncomfortable as sand.

"My dad is a soldier, I don't have any impression of him, he died and left us."

When Tang Qiang said this, his voice was already choked, and he covered his face with his hands and continued: "I don't blame my mother, she can't help it, she just thinks it's ......."

"Xiaoqiang, don't say it." Tang Shuxin had already burst into tears.

"Anyway, it's all in the past."

The tears flowing from Tang Qiang's fingertips explained the pain in his heart, and continued: "I live a good life by myself, and I don't want to be one more burden. ”

……

Zhang Yang heard Shen Xue talk about the life experience of their two siblings, his father died on a mission, and his mother ran away with the pension, leaving them to live with his grandmother.

The hardships of life can be endured, they can be strong, but the psychological shadow can never disappear.

Bang!

The door to the room was unlocked, and when it suddenly opened, Qingqing walked in with ruddy eyes, obviously hearing his words at the door.

Not all girls will cry and cry, and her lack of tears does not mean that she is not sad and sad in her heart, she can only be said to be an assertive girl.

"I didn't say I wanted to marry you, did I? How long have we known each other? We don't know each other yet, so why do you think so much? ”

Qingqing's words were very direct, and she paused and continued: "We work every day to fly around in the sky, and the danger is no worse than yours, so our salary is so high, if men think the same as you, will anyone dare to marry us?" ”

"You don't have money or power, but you can work hard to make money! You don't even want your life to save me, don't you have the courage to make money for me? ”

Qingqing continued, "Do you think I'm grateful for your life-saving grace? Do you think I'm stupid? Even if it's someone else, you will try your best to protect it, will I take my own lifetime of happiness for this? ”

Her series of questions stunned the people in the room, including Zhang Yang, who didn't expect her to be so articulate, and her words were very sharp but extremely realistic.

"Qingqing, I'm ......" Tang Qiang didn't know what to say.

"I just think I'm very happy when I'm with you, and I'm not to the point where I want to marry you, I thought you were a man, but I didn't expect to be so cowardly, I didn't even have the courage to be responsible."

Qingqingqiao said with an excited look on her face: "You still say that I am a burden? If people live without someone to care about, it is the saddest, since you decided that you don't want to see me, then from today onwards, we will no longer have any relationship, after coming out of here, I will never see you again in this life. ”

After saying that, Qingqing pursed her lips, as if she had made a huge decision, and turned and walked towards the door.

Her heart was also pounding, this was just a threatening means, she felt that the words just now could completely make Tang Qiang sober up, and she might even rush up and hug herself.

Of course, what if he is still obsessed? I'm a girl, where will I put my cheeks if I see him again......

One step, two steps......

was about to walk to the door, not to mention Tang Qiang, even Zhang Yang and Tang Shuxin didn't say anything to save themselves, and Qingqing's heart began to be entangled......

In fact, her words were too sharp and too angry, not that the three of them refused to stop her, but that they had not recovered from their surprise.

"Also, sooner or later, you will recover and become an ordinary person."

Qingqing walked to the door, and finally couldn't help but stop, the hatred in her heart! How can there be such a man like wood?

Although he thought so, he still turned around and continued in a calm and soft voice: "It's just so good that we can get to know each other better, and if we think it's okay...... It's not too late to get married. ”

After all, she is a girl, and when it comes to this, it can be seen that she likes and is sincere to Tang Qiang, and since she has finished speaking, she turned around and no longer hesitated, and walked out.

"Nima's, if you don't go, I'll go." Zhang Yang stood up and chased after him.

As soon as he took two steps, Tang Qiang grabbed the collar and dragged it back and said, "Don't rob me, let's go." ”

……

"You're shameless."

Tang Shuxinqiao had a bright smile like a flower on her face, which showed the joy in her heart, but she said to Zhang Yang with disdain in her words.

"Hehe, I'm not here for our brother?"

Zhang Yang used the word "we", made a lot of money, and continued: "You must be much more beautiful than Qingqing when you wear a skirt." ”

"Tang Qiang is my younger brother, what does it have to do with you?"

Tang Shuxin couldn't cry or laugh, knowing that he was playing poor and making cheap, and after a pause, he continued with a smile: "Isn't it as beautiful as Qingqing if I don't wear a skirt?" ”

"You're always prettier than her, and you look better in a dress."

……

After the two walked out of Tang Qiang's bedroom, they saw that he was stopping Qingqing from explaining something, not to mention that there were a few girls chattering next to him, and he definitely didn't have a good life for Tang Qiang.

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