When I woke up, my first thought was: nothing doesn't make it.

I thought maybe I could scold: this thief God! Don't open your eyes!

But after thinking about it like this, I feel bored and powerless. So the idea was abandoned.

You asked me what I planned to do in the future.

I said, "I don't know yet." My heart is empty now. I'm going to think about it, think about it. "If the mood after the performance on stage was caused by the zither song, then this time, it was really at a loss. I feel from the bottom of my heart that I can't stay in City A.

"First of all, I'm going to pay homage, my so-called father."

It was a very remote cemetery. His cemetery was shabby and even somewhat desolate.

But it's very clean, and I can see that people come to clean it often.

I may have the same impression of him, which is how I define him, loving a clean person.

Put down the white chrysanthemum in your hand, bend your knees, kneel, and kowtow nine times.

"You must think you have no children and no daughters. I am your daughter and Lu Yao's daughter. ”

"You don't know my save, and you can't raise me for a day, so if I don't have feelings for you, you shouldn't blame me."

"Ni Jun and Lu Miaoyao are both good-looking people, but my face is ordinary, now that I think about it, it turns out that I look like you."

"This is my first time here, and I probably won't be here again. After all, you don't know me. ”

I stayed with my father, whom I had never seen before, until dusk, when the dim light reminded me that it was time to go.

So he got up and walked out of the cemetery.

Only the shadow was behind him, stretched hard, but he couldn't stop the footsteps of leaving.

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A few days later, I received a call from Ni Jun.

He told me to go home and stay.

I said, "I'm no longer Ni Yuehua. My name is Lu Li. ”

Even though he thought I was a daughter, I knew I wasn't. We don't have anything to do with each other anymore.

Hostar came to me.

I was most surprised by his arrival. He hadn't been in front of me for a while, and I thought his pitiful interest in me had long since vanished.

So when he looked at me viciously and said a confession that was not moving at all, I was really frightened.

"Look at your expression, you don't like me anymore! It's funny, I've been fighting for so long and making a decision that turns out to be so ridiculous! I, Huo Star, am really getting more and more promising, not to mention that the woman I fancy is ugly, and I am not uncommon at all! ”

He said a long sentence in one breath, and this time there was really no smile on his face. Hostar is undoubtedly proud. His pride does not allow him to put his feelings on people who don't like him. So, knowing that I didn't like him, he threw down a long list of self-deprecating and sarcastic words about me and turned away. Walk cleanly and neatly, without dragging the mud and water.

He didn't even try to ask me if I wanted to be with him.

If he asked, how would I answer? I don't know.

Many years later, he had a wife and children by his side, and he asked me why I couldn't accept him back then.

I said, "When I can still accept you, you turn around and go; Then you couldn't let it go, but I couldn't accept it anymore. ”

Moreover, Ni Yun also came to me.

I could tell she was worried about me, and she didn't ask me what I wanted to do.

She only asked Ni Jun if she had done anything to me. I am grateful to her even if I don't want to.

For a long time, I have been reluctant to sort out Ni Yun's complicated feelings. If I can figure everything out, I'm afraid that I'm sad about myself.

But she was very nice to me, and that kindness was only when she didn't know we were related. There is no doubt that if she knew, she would definitely be very good to me. I thought darkly, maybe I would give Dai Chu to me.

I thought that since she was so good to me, maybe I should also sue her, in fact, I don't hate her, I even, like it.

I can't let her not know about Lu Miao's savings, but I can at least let her live a little more freely in the future.

It's just that I haven't had time to sue her, but I haven't had a chance to sue her.