216. Chapter 65 Dark Lotus on a Moonlit Night (4)
All her love when she was young blocked the future of the Du family, and she only got a design from him after dying for him several times! She can accept it compared to Liang Naixin, who is a childhood sweetheart and two little guesses, but the person who sees power as more important than love when she turns around accepts a powerless woman, how can she be willing, how can she be embarrassed?
The changes between her eyebrows and eyes, Su Jingchen has always seen in her eyes. He felt the pain in her heart, and if he could choose the person he would rather be hurt by him, it would never be her.
He gently held her hand hanging on the table, and called softly, "Brother......"
Brother?
Whose affectionate call is in your ears? She looked at the darkness in confusion, as if she had fallen into a hell where she could not see the light.
She groped her way forward, desperate to get out of here for some reason. Stumbling, she finally found a glimmer of light, and she ran wildly towards it.
Father, Qing Ruofeng, Brother Meng, fresh and familiar faces appeared in front of her eyes, and they smiled and stretched out their hands to greet her.
"Come here, Ah Jin, there will never be pain here."
She looked at the person in front of her suspiciously, and a voice in her heart kept persuading her to go, but the desire for family affection still made her move forward step by step.
"Do you all blame me?" She sobbed quietly, crying about the sadness of parting: "If it weren't for my paranoia, how could I have caused you to die tragically in the imperial capital!" ”
"So, you're going to stay with us." They continued to wave at her, encouraging her approach.
"Don't go."
Again, the familiar voice, she stopped in confusion and looked at her feet. It was a very cute child, with round and big eyes, and small red lips that seemed to tell something.
"Who are you?" She crouched down and looked at this lovely child, she always felt as if she knew a stranger to him. "Why are you here?"
The child smiled at her, and his round eyes turned into a crooked moon, like the crescent moon in Crescent City. His head pressed tightly to her hand, and he pointed behind him, the figure slowly emerging in the darkness.
She was about to raise her head to see the person clearly, but there was a pinprick-like pain in her neck, and when she opened her eyes again, Su Jingchen's slightly panicked face was reflected.
It turns out that he also has times of panic.
She smiled faintly at him, her gaze instantly stiffening as she looked at his fingers.
Su Jingchen touched his nose and casually withdrew the silver needle between his fingers into the needle pocket on his waist. At this moment, Du Yunjin didn't know how thrilling it was, but as a doctor, he was clear. When he first heard that Xiao Yu's blow to another person made her originally fragile nerves unable to bear it anymore and collapsed, he was once again grateful that he chose to study medicine in the first place, otherwise he could only watch her condition worsen today, and he was helpless.
"It's fine." Du Yunjin raised his chopsticks again, and the smile on his face did not change. She ate the meal in front of her slowly, and Su Jingchen studied it carefully for a long time, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Her indifference is not faked, but sincere. Emotional matters, others have never been able to intervene, and the only person who can untie the knot in her heart is herself. I hope she is really relieved, otherwise the pain will always be by her side.
After that experience, Du Yunjin thought about the past clearly, like an initiation. It's like a wound that I once thought had scabbed, but accidentally bumped into it only to find that it was still festering inside, and only by leaving it open to the sun and letting the wind and rain blow can it really heal. For Xiao Yu, she thought that her wound was about to heal.
No matter how much infatuation, no matter how much infatuation, no matter how much unwillingness, all disappear at this moment. Perhaps earlier, at the moment when she was forced to jump off the cliff, when she was forced to lose the poor child in her womb, when she heard with her own ears the innocent death of her father and the generals of the Du family's army, she had clearly seen her heart towards him shattering one by one. It's just that she is a little unwilling, and she doesn't want to end up like this with so much of her efforts, so she still cares, cares about Xiao Yu's every move, not for love, but for hate.
Hate his ruthlessness, hate his cruelty, hate her own paranoia.
"According to our current pace, we can just catch up with the blooming of the dark lotus." Su Jingchen lowered his voice and said to Du Yunjin, since she had tried to leave the past, what he had to do was to take her to face a new life. "With the dark lotus as a medicine, your illness can be completely cured."
"Dark Lotus?" Du Yunjin only knew that they were going to find the bad flavor medicine, but he didn't know the specific name of the flavor medicine, but it sounded a little novel and interested at the moment.
"The Dark Lotus only blooms on a mountain outside Xuzhou City, and I once heard from the master who taught me medical skills. The dark lotus blooms once every three years, and each time it blooms, it is only a moment before the morning light, which is extremely difficult to find. ”
"The moment before the dawn is somewhat similar to an epiphany." Listening to Su Jingchen's narration, Du Yunjin thought of the epiphany that had been cultivated in the imperial capital Du Mansion, and he didn't know if those flowers were okay now? But Uncle Yuan is gone, I'm afraid that no one will take good care of them anymore. In the old days, Wang Xie Tang Qianyan flew into the homes of ordinary people. If someone likes to be able to move back home and raise them well, it's a blessing.
"Speaking of epiphany, the most medicinal value in the world is the former July epiphany. If you have it, you can completely clean your body of toxins without other medicines! ”
"Seventeen?" This name is too unfamiliar, not to mention that Du Yunjin, who grew up in the frontier since childhood, has never heard of it, even the adults in the imperial capital have never heard of this kind of flower.
When Su Jingchen talked about the field he was familiar with, he naturally talked eloquently. "The legend of the July Tan is the maid around the Demon King, after the Demon Lord fell into the Lethe River, the maid turned into an epiphany, and it opens every year during the Midyear Festival to remember the Demon King. In the past, people had seen this flower, but now only a few words can be seen in books. It was also rumored that the Dark Lotus was formed by the differentiation of the Seventh Month, so it inherited some medicinal properties. ”
"I see." When it comes to medicinal herbs, Su Jingchen will reveal a bright light that he has never even noticed. Du Yunjin looked at Su Jingchen, who was exuding dazzling brilliance in front of him, and the smile on his face was even worse.
She thought that this was probably the most comfortable meal she had had since she entered the imperial capital, because the people in front of her were full of beautiful food.
In the hustle and bustle of the inn, both of them were bathed in the sunshine with faint smiles, as if confirming the saying "the years are quiet, and the peace is good". The long-cherished wish of many years ago was fulfilled in another person's body at this moment.
In the dark corner of the oblique side of the inn, the breeze blew the corners of the woman's pale green skirt, dancing gently in the air.