Since the kiss on the steps last time, they have no more intimacy, Shao Yijia was stunned for a moment, Li Lizhen had already waved her hand and turned her head, and ran quickly into the building, only to turn back and wave to him when she reached the entrance of the building, and her cheeks could be seen under the street lamp.

She is a good girl and deserves to be cherished by all.

Shao Yijia once again felt guilty because he was hiding Zhang Nianxin in his heart, but he was alone in his heart, he couldn't control it, and if he could, he would have chosen to forget it.

If he could, he would have ......

***

The car was speeding on the ring line, Shao Yijia thought, he would treat Li Lizhen well, because of Li Lizhen's jumping kiss just now, because of Li Lizhen's lonely back, and Li Lizhen's red cheeks, he actually didn't feel it, sometimes he really felt that he was cruel, he was naturally sensitive and meticulous, but he couldn't respond to Li Lizhen's enthusiasm.

He can be very good to her, have a serious relationship, try to forget Zhang Nianxin in the long river of time, and put in a Li Lizhen, this process may be very long, but life is still very long, he can always wait, right? Ten years, twenty years, he slowly waited for his heart to close and erase Zhang Nianxin's stroke.

When he met Zhang Nianxin, he was a madman, he was at a loss, he didn't understand, Zhang Nianxin was unhappy, he didn't understand why, there was something wrong with what he was doing, in the face of Li Lizhen, he was sharp and keen, he understood what she said, he knew how to make her happy, knew how to get along, never quarreled, always faintly gentle, it was really easy to watch her laugh, all the qiē was so easy, if so, then continue, continue like this, it will always get better......

Pull out that crazy self from his body, and block him from standing on the road on the college campus of his youth and say, "Shao Yijia, I just like you, if you don't like me, I like you too!" I love you! The girl was completely blurred, together with the summer at that moment, the lush French plane trees on both sides at that moment, and the slight fragrance of the grass brought by the wind, the surprised eyes of the surrounding classmates, the four-leaf clover on the side of the road, and the table tennis case next to it, the full thermos that her hand had just come out of the water room, and the stubborn gaze in her eyes......

All of them, erase them......

He even remembered her clothes at that time, white shirts, frayed white jeans, and a red hairpin stuck on her head......

I remember it too deeply, it's a catastrophe, he later watched a niche movie, and the protagonist on it never forgets, so there is no way to separate the first love, always remember those details, and never be able to erase the pain that is, forever living in the past time and space.

He was not a strong person to plunder, he just continued his arrogance on campus, and it was she who appeared out of thin air and disrupted a qiē. He originally had a plan, and after meeting her, he changed all his life plans, but she left like this, leaving him here alone and unable to turn back.

The little tiger made of beads was a gift she brought to him to admit his mistakes, and she pouted and was indignant, but she still accommodated his appearance, making his heart soften.

He needs a lot of struggle, and he is used to the life of self-study in the library every day, she quarrels with him, and he also thinks it is the princess's temper, but seeing her come back to apologize, his face shows a grievance, his heart is broken, try to spare time at night to walk with her on the playground, wait until late at night to go back, and then use the night light to continue reading.

At that time, the years were hard, I fell asleep at two o'clock in the morning every day, but there was a smile on the corner of my lips, thinking of her, I felt as if I was tired of nothing, all the dullness and hard work in the past twenty years or so were swept away, as long as I thought that it was for the future to be with her, I felt happy about everything.

The car continued to drive forward, the mottled night view of the city hit the window on both sides of the car, as if it was a huge bizarre monster, overlooking the people and cars on the elevated highway, the cars around the elevated highway were driving fast at night, and he watched the red taillights of the car in front of him pass by quickly, leaving two small red dots in the distance, and his eyes were a little wooden.

Street lamps, car lights, and the neon lights of the tall buildings on both sides are intertwined and shining, and the city is truly beautiful.

It's so beautiful that it's psychedelic......

When he was about to get home, the mobile phone rang, he took a look, it was a completely unfamiliar number, picked it up, the other party said a few words, his face was not good-looking, that tension could not be hidden, and immediately replied: "Okay, I'll go over now." ”

***

"Ring, ring, ring" mobile phone rang, it was already time to sleep, at half past 10, Du Xue coaxed Sisi to sleep, and Zhang Dongyuan's mobile phone rang.

Zhang Dong glanced at it from afar and didn't move, Du Xue looked over and immediately patted him on the shoulder: "Pick it up, Mansheng's call, why don't you pretend not to hear it." ”

"It should be about the lawsuit, whether she knows it or not, it's already over, so there is no need to take it." Zhang Dongyuan stretched out his hand to grab Du Xue and said lightly.

Putting down so much, Du Xue felt that she definitely couldn't do it, seeing that Zhang Dongyuan really didn't care, she was relieved, it was more important for the two of them to be happy, and immediately took Zhang Dongyuan's mobile phone and came to Zhang Dongyuan: "Answer the phone quickly, I'm not stingy." ”

Zhang Dongyuan didn't move, Du Xue pressed the answer button and stuffed it in Zhang Dongyuan's ear, lying on Zhang Dongyuan's body, stretching out his ears to listen.

It wasn't Yao Mansheng's voice over there, it was obviously a male voice, the voice was so nervous that Du Xue was at a distance, and only vaguely heard one sentence: "Young Master Zhang!" Hurry up! ”

I couldn't hear it clearly, Zhang Dongyuan took the phone, his face was a little pale, Du Xue got down from Zhang Dongyuan, Zhang Dongyuan stood up, pinched the phone, she heard Zhang Dongyuan answer in a deep voice: "Okay, I'll go over now." ”

Du Xue didn't know what was going on, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Zhang Dongyuan took his coat: "You are at home, I'll just go." ”

Du Xue shook her head, and then put on her coat and changed her shoes: "I'll go with you, Sisi is asleep, it's okay, what happened?" ”

Zhang Dongyuan is a very lazy personality now, and if he can run out in the middle of the night when he is about to fall asleep, he must go, and she must follow.

Zhang Dongyuan changed his clothes, she also changed them, Zhang Dongyuan glanced at her, and finally nodded: "Okay, you go with me." He stretched out his hand and pulled her out.

***

"Why am I so stupid! I'm the stupidest! I'm the most ridiculous person! Zhang Nianxin came out of the bar, his feet couldn't stand, his whole body was leaning on Shao Yijia's body, almost falling to the ground, but he was still jumping down the steps, shouting while jumping: "I am the most ridiculous person!" I am, the most ridiculous in the world! ”

Shao Yijia was helping her at first, but then she really couldn't help it, she picked her up horizontally, tightly imprisoned her body with both hands, and walked to the car all the time, and only let her go to the side of the car to get down, and went to the car door, Zhang Nianxin ran away crookedly, Shao Yijia opened the car door, pulled her wrist with one hand, and she sat down on the ground and shook his hand vigorously: "Let go of me!" Let me go! Let me go, I'm the most ridiculous person......"

I drank too much, my tongue was a little knotted, my shouting words were slurred, and my big tongue was terrible.

Shao Yijia looked down at her sitting on the ground, she was really helpless, when she received a call from the bar staff, she said that there was a young lady who was drunk here, and it should be his friend, he really didn't expect it to be Zhang Nianxin, Zhang Nianxin has always been a dislike of drinking, not to mention being so drunk, but the other party found Zhang Nianxin's wallet, took his ID card and said that his name was Zhang Nianxin, and added: Please, come over quickly, she is about to smash us here......

When he entered, she was on the sofa, the cups and plates in front of her were messy, several bar staff were watching her, afraid that she was making trouble everywhere, a man in a suit and leather shoes next to him stood angrily waiting for compensation, he asked about the situation, it was someone who came to talk, Zhang Nianxin drank too much at first, and drank with anyone, the man thought that he had a chance at night, but he didn't expect to get more and more drunk, and when he was going to take Zhang Nianxin away, Zhang Nianxin smashed the other party's head with a wine bottle......

He didn't have time to sort these things out, he lost 2,000 yuan, and the loss of the bar was more than 1,000, all of which were cups and plates, and he paid them all one by one.

picked her up and put her in the back seat of the car, Shao Yijia was glad that she bought an SUV, otherwise I really don't know if I could stuff her and lie down like this.

The car drove out, Zhang Nianxin's house was not far away, he knew the place, drove downstairs to Zhang Nianxin's house, took out Zhang Nianxin's house key from Zhang Nianxin's pocket, helped Zhang Nianxin to enter the door, turned on the light, put Zhang Nianxin on the sofa, went to the bathroom by himself, took a towel that looked clean, soaked it with hot water, and came out to wipe her hands a little, just now she was sitting on the ground, and her hands were stained with dust.

As soon as I came out of the bathroom, I saw that the sofa in the living room was empty, and there was no one at all.

He was startled in his heart, and immediately went to look for it, but he heard sobbing behind the curtain of the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room, and she curled up there like a child, holding her knees with her hands, curling up tightly on herself, her shoulders trembled, and tears flowed down, crying so sadly, she couldn't help herself.

"Thoughts?" He whispered her name, and squatted down beside her, holding a hot towel in his hand, and took her hand: "Wipe your hands." ”

She waved away mercilessly, hiding in the corner, leaning her head against the glass window, as if to avoid him, without saying a word, just throwing away.

"Zhang Nianxin!" Shao Yijia's voice was a little louder.

Zhang Nianxin didn't look at him, only looked out of the window with a worried gaze, he reached out to pull her, she shook him and didn't let go, she struggled hard, cried in a low voice, and whispered: "You don't care about me!" Leave me alone! ”

Shao Yijia just finished wiping one of her hands, there was a small pebble stuck in her palm, pierced the red one, it was easy to clean up, and it also left a small blood stain, he looked distressed, reached out to check her other hand, but she shook it off suddenly, her body curled up and struggled desperately, he went to grab her hand, she raised her hand and smashed it on his shoulder and head, he was angry, grabbed her wrist, and shouted: "Zhang Nianxin, you are enough!" ”

She was still moving, he shook off her hand and stood up, looking at her sitting on the ground condescendingly: "Zhang Nianxin, what are you crazy about!" I went to a bar to drink with someone, and I hurt my hand, what if someone didn't call me over! What if you let another man take it away! Zhang Nianxin, not everyone lets you! You're not a three-year-old either! Take care of yourself and don't cause trouble to others, okay! ”

Zhang Nianxin lowered his head and cried, crying uncontrollably, his shoulders kept shaking, crying until Shao Yijia felt that the time had been extended, and it seemed that Zhang Nianxin was the only one left between heaven and earth.

***

"How can you do that! Father! How can you do that! Do you even know what you've done? Lin Yanchuan was acquitted, Dongyuan has nothing, and the Lin Yanchuan who hurt me is okay now, Dad, why are you? For those few broken money? You don't want anything for money! Yao Mansheng's voice pierced the night with a sharp voice.

When Zhang Dongyuan and Du Xue arrived, the door was not even closed, and Yao Mansheng's voice could be heard at the door.

"Mansheng!" Zhang Dongyuan came in and pulled Yao Mansheng.

Yao Mansheng turned around and saw Zhang Dongyuan and Du Xue, both of their eyes were already empty, their eyes were swollen, their eyes were red, they pursed their lips, and they couldn't say anything.

The door lock in the house opened with a "click", Yao Jianfeng probed out from inside, saw Zhang Dongyuan, and breathed a sigh of relief: "The young master is finally here, my daughter is going crazy, I don't dare to come out, you can see if the knife in her hand is still there!" ”

Zhang Dongyuan lowered his head and pulled Yao Mansheng's hand, and wanted to take the fruit knife held by Yao Mansheng out from inside, Yao Mansheng didn't let go, Zhang Dongyuan looked at her and whispered: "Be good, let go." ”

Yao Mansheng's tears fell suddenly, let go of his hand, and Zhang Dongyuan put the knife back on the table.

"If you go farther away, she will not be able to scratch us if she cuts herself! The virus is powerful! Yao Jianfeng shouted again.

Du Xue couldn't stand it, Zhang Dongyuan turned around and looked at Yao Jianfeng, feeling Zhang Dongyuan's gaze, Yao Jianfeng shut up and didn't speak.

Yao Mansheng couldn't accept such a scene, squatted down with his head in his hands, screamed in a low voice of "ah", his body curled up against the wall, Yao Jianfeng hurriedly ran out of the room, ran to the gate, and said to Du Xue: "I almost called the police, my daughter is really crazy, look at her, she is crazy now, and she is irritable at every turn." ”

"You're crazy! She's your daughter! Yao Mansheng is your daughter! You said this about her, you made a false confession to make Lin Yanchuan innocent, and now you say that Mansheng is crazy! Do you still have a little bit of humanity! Du Xue couldn't bear it anymore and scolded loudly.

Yao Jianfeng was also angry immediately: "This is my family's business!" What does it have to do with you! I have only one daughter in my life, I count on her to support her in the old age, she used to be smart and capable, if it weren't for Zhang Dongyuan, how could she become the crazy person she is now! Do you want to blame me! ”

With the same logic as a robber, Du Xue felt that there was no way to communicate.

Yao Mansheng over there heard Yao Jianfeng's words, and was about to come over from the ground, but was pulled by Zhang Dongyuan, Yao Jianfeng was so frightened that he turned around and ran.

"Here you are, I'm leaving!" Yao Jianfeng closed the door and went out, leaving the last sentence.

Yao Mansheng here was standing next to the sofa, hearing the sound of the door closing, his legs suddenly lost strength, and he was completely paralyzed, sitting on the floor, holding his head and crying.

Zhang Dongyuan and Du Xue exchanged a look, Du Xue went to get the paper and pulled it over, Zhang Dongyuan whispered to reassure Yao Mansheng: "It's okay, don't cry." ”

Yao Mansheng raised his head, looked at Zhang Dongyuan, and muttered: "It's really not me, it's my father, it's my father who ......."

"I believe in you." Zhang Dongyuan's voice was low and a little magnetic.

Yao Mansheng looked at Zhang Dongyuan, stunned, and could barely see his face between the blurred tears, but those eyes were gentle, and she could see it.

***

The crying sound was intermittent, as if a kitten was scratching his heart with its slender paws, he was irritable, and when he thought that Zhang Nianxin didn't know how to take care of himself at all, he was irritable when he went to that kind of bar to get drunk and threw himself like this, but when he saw her crying, his heart was also astringent.

Finally, he squatted down again, in front of her, and whispered: "Don't cry, okay?" Miss, don't cry, okay......"

She didn't seem to hear it, it was still a low sob, he watched, his heart hurt, he reached out and brushed the hair from her ear, the hair was incredibly soft, wrapped his heart layer by layer, fine and dense, vaguely heard her whispering something, he got closer to hear it clearly.

She buried her head in her knees, repeating it back and forth, and he listened to it many times, and finally understood.

It's five words.

"You don't want me anymore......"

Shao Yijia's heart seemed to be hit by a heavy punch, and the five Tibetan and six mansions that were shocked were all in pain, and whispered: "How could I not want you, Zhang Nianxin, why don't I want you anymore, if I could let you go, I would have let you go, why don't I want you...... It's what you said, it's you who say that the gap with me is too big, it's you who say you love money more, it's you who say you just think it's fun to fall in love with me, just tease me, it's what you said you didn't love me at all, Zhang Nianxin, these are all you said, how can you say that I don't want you to ......"

Zhang Nianxin repeated that sentence in a low voice, without answering him anything.

***

Is there such a person, when he comes, he rolls up thousands of stars, appears in front of you like that, shining, dazzling, as if with a halo, he walks through your world, in this life, you can no longer tolerate anyone else in your eyes. Since then, trapped in his cage, even if you know that this is a life sentence, but you are willing to eat in your heart, and you don't think about leaving when you are the most painful and struggling, but as long as you think of the starry sky at the beginning, you can no longer take a step......

The crying gradually stopped, Yao Mansheng thought of herself, thought of Zhang Dongyuan, thought of the man who lived in the garden as a child and would always be her husband, thought of the precious gifts that would have been given to her before, the people who were incomparably good to her, thinking of the upheaval in the middle, thinking that fate was just a two-day staggered line, her forcible request, and finally in exchange for such a result.

She has always been superstitious about herself, she has always been, her excellence is enough to make her confident, she thinks that as long as she works hard, there is nothing she can't get, but it turns out that the word love has no heavenly reason.

Scientists say that love is an enzyme in the brain stem, it makes you excited, makes your heart beat faster, can only be kept for two years, and it will end when it expires, but her world has never had such a beam, she once went to the movie with Zhang Nianxin, in the movie, scientists developed a pheromone that can make all men fall in love, when she watched it, she wanted it in her heart, and Zhang Nianxin laughed at her: How can there be such a thing in this world......

But later, it really became an obsession, she traveled to Africa, visited everywhere, and watched the elixir of love that was once said on TV, but obviously, she found nothing.

When Zhang Dongyuan and Du Xue were sent away, their hearts had completely calmed down, and Mu Ran was terrible, she said to them: "Don't worry about me, I'm fine." ”

When I came back to the room, I was holding a fruit knife in my right hand, and I wanted to cut it down to end a qiē, but I couldn't do it.

Regret one thing, if she retreated at the beginning, if she didn't love Zhang Dongyuan, then she may have gained a new love, her life, no one has ever really loved her, the taste of being loved, she has never felt it, it should be happy and sweet, right? Knowing that a person is helpless to you, knowing that you say anything that person can only nod and agree, knowing that no matter what you do, the other party will be accommodating, and knowing that when that person looks at you, there is starlight in his eyes.

Now it's just her, no one to snuggle with, she's so cold and needs an arm.

***

When Zhang Dongyuan was driving, he caught a glimpse of Du Xue in a daze, and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”

Du Xue looked at her, a little listless, and whispered: "Mansheng is so pitiful, I used to think that my mother left me, and my father doesn't recognize me very miserably now, but now I think that my father is at least good to me, although I can't take care of me emotionally, but I can feel that he hurts me in his heart, at least he feels indebted, and always wants to give me something, but Mansheng's father is too much, he really left Mansheng and ran, and said that kind of thing......"

"It's always hard to see people's hearts clearly, Uncle Yao used to love Mansheng very much when he was a child." Zhang Dongyuan said a word and fell silent.

When he was a child, Yao Jianfeng was very good to Yao Mansheng, and several of their brothers and sisters envied Yao Mansheng for having such a good father, but they didn't expect it to be like this in the end.

"Take care of her a little more in the future." Du Xue whispered.

"You're not jealous?" Zhang Dongyuan asked.

Du Xue shook her head: "I'm not jealous, I can't be jealous with you every day, you peach blossom, the last time I went to the restaurant to eat, the waitress looked at you while rolling her eyes, if I was so angry every day, I would really be angry." ”

After a pause, he said, "Besides, didn't you say okay, I'll feed you?" Since I'm the one who feeds you, you should be honest and obedient, right? ”

Zhang Dongyuan looked at her from afar: "I have always been honest ......"

Du Xue listened to his tone, and her face turned red: "You are so obscene!" ”

When she arrived downstairs in the home community, when Du Xue got out of the car, Zhang Dongyuan bypassed the front of the car and came to open the door for her, as soon as she came down, his hand reached over and pulled her to the elevator door, Du Xue looked at his back, looked at their hands holding hands, and his heart was warm to the extreme.

Missing and meeting, so many people in the world, not one second earlier, not one second late, I met you, it is really the greatest happiness in the world.

***

It is impossible for Zhang Nianxin to sit there all night, and when she is a little better, Shao Yijia tried to help her go to the bed and lie down, as soon as she moved, she hummed, don't move, she can still be honest for a while, wrapping her knees as if she was asleep.

He sat on the couch for a while, calmed down, and then came back to help her.

Those five words, you don't want me anymore, his heart is really uncomfortable, and he needs to calm down and be reasonable.

Thinking clearly, impossible, then it is impossible to go down, he should continue to go back to the original track, if it weren't for Zhang Nianxin getting drunk and calling him from the bar, he should be in a state of ignorance, and he wouldn't be as uncomfortable as now, she won't be with him, it's impossible, she still has a husband, he also has a girlfriend, he has to be sensible, he has to be sober, he has to choose the right path, and only after thinking about it can he dare to help her.

The towel was also cold, and I put hot water in the bathroom in the past and washed it again, came over and pulled her wrist, and took advantage of her falling asleep to pull her hand out of her pocket, but unexpectedly, she was holding the mobile phone in her hand.

The mobile phone fell to the ground, the screen lit up all of a sudden, Zhang Nianxin seemed to wake up, reached out to take the mobile phone, he grabbed it in his hand first, she reached out in a daze and grabbed it, and was held by him with one hand, her tears were about to fall again, and she said loudly and vaguely: "Give me back, give me back ......"

At the top of the screen, there is the address book, the page stays on this page of his, choose only two, dial out or send a text message, there is a draft of the text message there, he stretched out his hand and clicked on it, there are only three words.

He was almost going crazy, Zhang Nianxin reached out to grab it, he was caught off guard in shock and was snatched away by her hand, her eyes opened a little, her eyes were full of haze, holding the phone in both hands, tightly, low murmuring: "Don't touch ......"

The world seemed to collapse with a bang, at least in his heart, the world had completely collapsed.

There are only those three words left between heaven and earth.

"I love you."

She was going to send it to him, but she had a draft in it, why was that, what was wrong? He didn't have time to think more in his heart, and the reason and sobriety just now were completely gone with the "boom", all gone, and shattered into powder.

Zhang Nianxin ......" he heard his trembling voice.

These three words mean too much to him, he used to not care, then sweet, then it hurt too much, and now, she says she loves him, why? What's wrong? He wanted to understand.

Reaching out and scooping her up, she looked like she was about to fall asleep in a daze, he shook her shoulders and asked word by word: "Zhang Nianxin, what does this mean?" You love me? What does this text message mean! ”

Her body shook violently, and finally opened her eyes again, facing the moonlight, her eyes were slightly bright, and she looked at him vaguely, and fell a sentence for a long time: "Yijia......"

What does that mean? Do you sue me? What does this text message mean? Shao Yijia asked.

***

"Mommy, I really have a fever, I'll go to the hospital first, everyone in it doesn't know the southeast and northwest, I have to go to the hospital quickly......" Qibi said this sentence when she finally left.

As the mother of Jia Baile, Sang, although she was tired at the time, but the guests were happy anyway, Qibi is a top girl after all, and taking care of her body is more important, so she let Qibi go with a nod, but she didn't expect to receive a call from the hospital when she was an hour, and the news inside was unbearable for her.

***

Just ask one question, does Lawyer Shao want to eat Xiao Nianxin? Or let go of the bright moon and a little breeze????