In normal times, when I am alone, whether I try to leave or stay on the spot, I can leave distractions and let her deal with them, but now it is different, I don't care about my own safety, but I also have to take care of the child's nutrition. The update is the fastest and most stable

Even if it's not a matter of physical exertion or depression, I can't bear to go hungry for a long time.

"Mrs. Li is kind enough to understand the concubine, but the day is not warm enough, the concubine has an old illness and is trapped, so she doesn't dare to stay for a long time, so she won't chat with the ladies and take the first step."

I leaned slightly and walked forward.

Women are really a strange animal, before I was pregnant, I was very resistant to having children, and I was quite puzzled by the hearts of women who took children as their lives, only felt that there was nothing wrong with loving children, and it was normal for people to pay their hearts and minds, but it was too irresponsible for themselves to lose themselves for the sake of children, and now it was my turn, I didn't expect me to be so selfless and care about him and her).

Mrs. Li didn't mean to give way, and Ji Juan also spoke when I couldn't move forward.

"There are no flowers for a hundred days, Wang Shangen ** for a while, but it is difficult to spoil for a lifetime, this day in the palace, can not sisters take care of each other, idle chat, Mrs. Xi, you are so unusual, how can we get close."

She kept saying "sister and sister", and lost no time in making eye contact with everyone when speaking, it is undeniable that from the feeling that the eyes around her gradually penetrated the sense of pickiness and vigilance, the effect of Ji Juan's play with Mrs. Li is still obvious.

This place should not be stayed for long. If they continue to agitate like this, there will be no such thing as a lifeless nameless Rashiki pounced on me, and I must leave quickly.

"From start to finish. I only want to live in peace, and I have never thought of anything 'unconventional', so that my wife has been close to me, you must understand my indifferent heart.

However, if you insist that the present situation is entirely my fault, it is also unprovable. It doesn't matter if you're alone or in a group, as long as it doesn't hurt the lives of others. It is enough not to lose one's own heart. ”

I've made up my mind. After alluding to Ji Juan, he turned his eyes to Mrs. Li.

"The slave concubine, please retreat, the back road is far away, and Mrs. Li is asked to deign to move. Make it convenient for the slave concubine. ”

The road behind me leads to a small lake, and if I go backwards, they will not be able to reprimand me again for going back to the palace and being far away, so I will continue to follow my original track.

Mrs. Li didn't let me get in the way, so I asked her to let in, and as for what she didn't let me, something really happened, and I had a record of the pre-request.

Listening to my words and deeds, Mrs. Li came to the evil spirit. She squinted at me, about to open her mouth to condemn my behavior, but she didn't want to surprise everyone. The grandmother in front of me opened her mouth again.

"The old slave has been instructed by the king, in the inner palace, except for the king, no one is allowed to trap Mrs. Xi's feet, which is also the fate of Mrs. Xi's seven sons.

At this time, Mrs. Xi intends to return to Qixi Palace, and the meaning is clear. I also hope that Mrs. Li can remember that Mrs. Xi has the special grace of not being trapped by anyone, and Mrs. Zhun Xi will go over. ”

Mention of ordination. The old mother's words are sonorous and powerful, and she is an iron-faced ruthless faction who only recognizes Yingzheng and ignores her face.

This iron-faced ruthlessness, in my eyes at this time, is iron-faced and selfless, which is admirable.

In the end, Mama is the person who Yingzheng personally ordered to take care of me temporarily, and when she said such a reasonable word, Mrs. Li, who listened to it, was also unconvinced, but her face was smooth.

"The king's decree is announced to the world, the palace is clear, and none of the people present have the intention of Mrs. Sleepy Creek."

The yamen guards this official, and for those who may be able to speak in front of Yingzheng, even if they are arrogant and indulgent like Mrs. Li, they will not be offended.

After a brief rebuttal to Mama, Mrs. Li looked at me again, warm and angry.

"This palace wants Mrs. Xi to take care of the fetus more, since you misinterpret the good intentions of this palace so much in today's affairs, then this palace has nothing to say.

is also a member of the Qin Palace, this palace still has to say more, although the child grows up in you, but after all, it is the king's blood and bones, and you still have to do it when you should practice walking, don't use the king's grace and waste the king's blood. ”

After she finished speaking, she was unwilling to let go of the dignity of Mrs. Bazi and let me go first, and she took the first step to leave.

As long as I am allowed to go, it doesn't matter who goes first and who goes later, even if she wants to add something for no reason, then add it.

"Whoa!" I sent her deferentially.

Mrs. Li retreated, although Ji Juan was at her peak, she didn't want to do anything to me anymore, so when I started, she also took a step, deliberately walking opposite me, looking at each other and passing by.

Her gaze was one of faint but intense emotion, which had nothing to do with the joy she felt when she saw me.

Today's escape, all the credit goes to the attendant grandmother, but although the grandmother group is an insulator and a talisman, they are also the surveillance officers who make me distressed, no, since they came, they have been unceremoniously to me from time to time, and I have suffered a lot just because Luo Onion is not allowed to whisper to me.

"The imperial doctor said, this chicken soup should be filled with thick oil to be nutritious, the old slave skimmed the top oil flowers in the soup pot, and asked Mrs. Xi to use this bowl of soup flowers more."

She put a bowl of chicken soup in front of me before I sat down, and I don't know how many chickens were wasted to accumulate the thick oil), and when she saw that I didn't drink it after I sat down, she began to remind me over and over again.

"This palace is greasy, I don't want to use these oil and water today, just eat something light."

I pretended to be relaxed and spoke of my near-pleading thoughts, but, as I feared, Mama was not prepared to do what I wanted.

"Light things don't have the nutrients needed for pregnancy, so Mrs. Xi should use the chicken soup."

I would have liked to drink it with less nagging, but I was also convinced by this arduous and huge task, looking at the bowl full of oil and water.

"This palace is full of heart, I'm afraid that I will spit it out if I use it, I will suffer in vain, and the child who will be harmed will be nauseated, it is better to eat first and use it when my heart is good, what do you say?"

In short, if you drink a bowl of oil, I will have to give me half my life if I don't get tired of dying.

I spoke with the smiley face, but the grandmother did not listen to the smiley face, and she moved closer to me in her kneeling position, and picked up the bowl in front of me and stirred it gently.

"There is no oil and water, how to eat enough, the old slave has served several sons in the birth of the fetus, every lady is even if she will vomit it out, she must insist on eating, otherwise she will not eat or vomit, and what will she take to protect the fetus. What do you say, Mrs. Brook? ”

Her face was ruthless, and she asked me a question about me, which sounded like a playful remark, but her voice was not a joke at all, and her face was obviously not the expression that a joke should have.

I said, of course I said it was wrong, can you agree?

She naturally won't agree, and her duty is to make me eat and sleep well, so she won't be afraid to spend time arguing with me to achieve the goal of convincing me, I know in my heart that I am at a disadvantage, so I don't dare to say more without the certainty that I can absolutely compromise her.

Luo Onion walked in from outside the hall, saw me looking at her, and quietly gave me a look.

Don't say what happened, but quietly signaled to avoid people's eyes, it must be something that can't be known to outsiders, I will care, puff up a sigh and use two mouthfuls of chicken fat from my grandmother, and then pretend to be tired and withdraw the entire meal.

The heart is not smooth, lying ** rest is the best way to breathe, I pretended to be unwell and entered the ** tent - now the only thing I can isolate from the outside world is only when I get into the ** tent.

Luo Onion received the news at this time, whose business would it be, the change of the ladies of the Inner Palace? Yingzheng's new decision? Or is it Lin Jixiang's new letter?

I am isolated from the outside world, and naturally I am also separated from Luo Onion, and Mama is on standby along my **, Luo Onion wants to be separated from me, it is not easy.

"Shallot." I shouted softly, desperately wanting to know why Luo Onion signaled to me.

"Ma'am?" There was a quick echo outside the curtain, but it was still Mama's voice.

I can't stand it anymore, this kind of living space with no sense of privacy is really unbearable.

"Where's the onion?" I asked.

"The slave is here."

I think Luo Cong is in the dormitory, and he listens to my hand-picked at this time, and his tone is not good, so that he can withstand the suppression of the grandmothers and come close to obey orders.

Hearing her echo made me feel much better.

"Pour tea for the main palace, and the mouth of the main palace is dry."

The work of serving tea and water is naturally to take care of the face, and there can also be physical contact, and I chose this reason to let the grandmothers not know that I was communicating with Luo Cong secretly.

"Whoa!"

Luo Onion's head turned quickly, she understood the purpose of asking for water, and she also knew that I was interpreting the way to give it to her, so when the tea was served into the curtain, she quietly took out the characters from her sleeve and stuffed them for me.

I put it away, wrapped around the tea, and opened it quietly—it was the kind I expected, and the kind I didn't have the courage to inquire again, but he had come again.

It was Lin Jixiang, yes, his letter was very simple, so simple that I couldn't understand, he said, he lost to me.

What does it mean to "lost to me"? We didn't make bets, we didn't have any competitions or agreements, so how could he say that he "lost"?

On ability, knowledge, and strategy, no matter what I talk about, I don't have the ability to let Lin Jixiang admit defeat, so what he said about "losing" is talking about feelings? He's saying, he's in love with me?

Emotional things, if you are serious, you will lose ten times, and sometimes the same relationship will lose the hearts of two people. (To be continued.)