Chapter 61: Ten Years
"Going out?" Ma Yuanfang asked in a quiet voice.
Zheng Feilong nodded: "There are some things that need to be dealt with." β
"Then you go, remember to come back early when you're done." Ma Yuanfang is very well-behaved and authentic.
Zheng Feilong was suddenly very moved, she didn't ask herself what was the matter, she just asked herself to come back early, so as not to worry her. Looking at her gentle and beautiful eyes, he patted her pretty face lovingly, and said solemnly: "I promise, I'll rush back as soon as I'm done." It's your birthday soon, and I'll have a special gift for you that promises you'll be amazed when you see it. β
Ma Yuanfang shook his head and said, "I don't want any special gifts, don't break the bank." It's not easy to make money, save a little when you spend it. β
Zheng Feilong smiled, didn't say anything more, turned around and strode out. It wasn't until he drove the car and disappeared at the door that Ma Yuanfang turned around. When I looked up, I saw Zhang Yuyao looking at herself. Qiao blushed, bowed her head and said, "Sister Yuyao, are you going to teach me management knowledge?" β
"Hmmm! Go to your room. Zhang Yuyao finished with an expressionless face and walked upstairs.
Although he entered his own room, Ma Yuanfang was still a little uneasy. From Zhang Yuyao's expression, Ma Yuanfang felt that something was going to happen later.
Zhang Yuyao didn't say anything, but looked around and looked at Ma Yuanfang's room.
A single bed with neatly folded quilts and sheets. On the bedside table next to it, there are two books, one is "How to Be a Qualified Leader", and the other is "Love Cheats". "Love Cheats" was placed on it, obviously Ma Yuanfang read this book before going to bed yesterday.
His eyes turned to the windowsill and looked at the multipurpose wall table. The bookshelves are neatly filled with all kinds of books, most of which are management, and a few are self-cultivation such as "Analects" and "Lao Tzu". In the middle of the table is an Apple notebook.
Seeing this notebook, Zhang Yuyao's breathing was slightly short. This is exactly the championship prize that Zheng Feilong sang with himself on stage that day.
"Sister Yuyao, aren't you going to give a lecture? You sit down first, and I'll pour you a cup of tea. Ma Yuanfang said that he was about to pick up the cup and go to the kitchen to pour boiling water.
"He looks like he loves you." Zhang Yuyao suddenly said loudly.
Ma Yuanfang's hand trembled, and he almost couldn't hold the cup. Wang Xiaolan also said this, when the two had a conflict that day. It's just that at that time, I was angry and didn't listen at all. also spoke ill of Zheng Feilong. Now when I hear Zhang Yuyao talk about it again, her pretty face is slightly red, and she said shyly: "What kind of relationship we have!" β
Zhang Yuyao raised her eyebrows lightly, smiled slightly and asked, "Do you know why I want to tell you about Li Shishi's relationship with him?" β
Ma Yuanfang frowned lightly, thought for a while, and said, "You said, I am not at the same level as him. It's to warn me that I'm self-aware, lest I'm the one who ends up hurting. β
"You're right, but it's not direct." Zhang Yuyao walked to the window, looked at the crescent moon in the sky, and said in a slightly sad voice: "Actually, I want you to leave him." In this way, I will probably have a chance to walk with him. β
"Ahh
Ma Yuanfang exclaimed in surprise and was shocked. Although I vaguely guessed a little, it was still a little unacceptable to be said so directly and clearly by Zhang Yuyao.
Zhang Yuyao glanced back at her and said quietly: "You must think that I am bad and jealous of you." You're right, but ......" Zhang Yuyao turned her face out of the window again, looking up at the bleak moon, her eyes were a little moist: "I've been looking for him for nearly ten years." Ten years! Can you imagine that?
The moon is cold and the wind is clear, and there is no one to rely on. Watching many peers cling to each other, laughing and laughing, while you can only hold on to loneliness, pain and helplessness......"
Ma Yuanfang trembled and closed her eyes in pain. But even so, I couldn't help the overflow of tears. His hands clenched the glass hard, and his fingers turned white. Said sadly: "Don't say it, okay?" β
"Why don't you say it?" Zhang Yuyao turned around abruptly and looked at Ma Yuanfang with red eyes. The voice bordered on hysteria: "Do you think it's easy to love someone?"
Ten years ago, although I was very beautiful, talented, and likable, I didn't even have the opportunity to contact him because of my identity. I can only look at him from a distance, and occasionally meet him to glance over, even if it is an inadvertent glance, I will be happy for a long time.
My parents persuaded me to open up, and I thought about it very much. I know who I am, I know where I should be. But one day, an accident suddenly happened, and I had hope.
The girl, his fiancΓ©e, suddenly disappeared. What a surprise for me. I danced happily and circled around him every day. β
Speaking of this, a smile appeared at the corner of Zhang Yuyao's mouth. However, the smile was fleeting, and soon his face turned cold again: "But he turned a blind eye to me, and he didn't hear me." You know how sad it can make me. For the first and only time in my life, I loved someone so deeply, but I was ruthlessly heartbroken.
No matter how hard you try, no matter how much you pay. In the end, there was not even a chance. He left shortly after, and I haven't seen him since.
I was sad, lost, and finally hopeless. In the past ten years, I have gradually forgotten about him. But occasionally in a dream, I will dream of a figure and wake up in tears. I couldn't see the figure clearly, but I knew it was him, it was him, yes. β
"Don't say it, please, don't say it." Ma Yuanfang pleaded with tears in her eyes: "I know you love him, but I also love him." Love is selfish, and I can't just give up.
I'm glad you found a doctor to cure my dad's illness, and if I could, I would do my best to repay you for the kindness with my life. But let me give up on him, I really can't do it.
Although I don't know why. He is a bad, selfish man, a man who loves to make mistakes, and he never changes. But I just like him inexplicably, I like him so much that I can't help myself, I like him to the point of going crazy.
I secretly scolded myself for being useless, how to act like a nymphomaniac. I want to forget him, I don't think about him anymore. But in the end, I found that I thought more and missed it more deeply. If you don't see it for a day, you feel very uncomfortable. Every time I rested, I felt very tormented because I couldn't see him. Every day I go to work, I'm happy because I can see him.
So he said he had a vacant house here, and I moved in right away. He said he wanted me to be his girlfriend, and I hesitated a few times before finally agreeing. β
"Are you showing me off? Show off how much he loves you and cares about you? Zhang Yuyao stepped forward and asked.
"It's not." Ma Yuanfang shook his head and said: "I'm just telling you that although I didn't meet him as early as you, I love him no less than you."
If you want to fight, I support you. If one day, he chooses you and leaves me. I will walk away silently, wishing you happiness from the bottom of my heart. β
Speaking of this, his eyes couldn't help but moisten again. She could imagine how heart-rending it would be if she broke up with Zheng Feilong. She can imagine how gray and colorless life would be if she couldn't be with her beloved.
"Haha!" Zhang Yuyao couldn't help laughing, as if she had seen a very similar joke: "Do you think he really loves you?"
He was thinking of another person, the woman who was originally with his childhood sweetheart. Any idea why he's with you? β
Ma Yuanfang's face was miserable, and he said deliciously: "Because I look very similar to her?" β
"Looks like maybe that's one of them." Zhang Yuyao pointed to the bed, then pointed to the bookshelf and said, "Maybe you don't believe it, he is a person who believes in constellations very much." You, like that woman, are Virgos.
Do everything carefully and meticulously, have a habit of cleanliness, and always be clean, neat and clean. Like to read, kind-hearted, simple, and doesn't lie. Always thinking about others, often forgetting about their own things because of it. β
Ma Yuanfang hadn't seen the constellations, but when he heard what Zhang Yuyao said, it seemed that he was really similar to himself. Thinking of this, his face turned even paler. Is it really as Zhang Yuyao said, he is just a stand-in.
Ma Yuanfang couldn't wait to run out and hide in a corner and cry. But she knew that at this time, she could not back down. Everything else can be tolerated, but this one must be fought for.
"I was surprised that you were able to shed tears in front of me." Zhang Yuyao took out a tissue from her pocket, wiped her tears for Ma Yuanfang and said, "Virgos usually hide and cry.
But you can't compete with me, what I want to get, I haven't been able to get it. Originally, I thought he was an exception, because he disappeared for ten years and no one could find him.
However, sometimes things are so coincidental, I didn't expect to meet him in such a small factory. Originally, I didn't recognize him, but the way he sang on stage that day made me feel a little familiar. After that, I saw you again.
I investigated the information about him. He has very little information, and basically has nothing. But it is precisely for this reason that I am even more skeptical. So I looked into you again and found that your experience was ordinary. But you're a lot like that woman.
From this information, I concluded that he was the person I was looking for. And you are nothing more than a substitute, he wants to get some comfort from you, that's all. β
"Smack!"
The glass fell to the ground and shattered, just like Ma Yuanfang's heart. Zhang Yuyao's words made her feel as if her heart had been cut by a thousand cuts, and the pain made her almost unable to breathe.
"Are you afraid of death?"
Zhang Yuyao asked in a cold voice with a murderous face.
"I'm afraid." Ma Yuanfang looked at the No. 1 beauty in Xinyuan in front of her with fear. She is so beautiful, but she is also so terrifying, as if she is a poisonous scorpion, and she may use a highly poisonous sting philosopher at any time. But she is so well disguised, and she is usually kind to everyone.
Zhang Yuyao picked up a piece of broken glass from the ground, and looked at Ma Yuanfang's slightly trembling body with a sneer: "But I'm not afraid." β
After saying that, he picked up the glass shard and slashed it on his wrist. Bright red blood suddenly gushed out, staining the slender arm like white jade.