She had thought about it, really and clearly, she knew very well that if the person in the dream, no, what if? In case it wasn't a dream, because that dream was so real and yet horribly unacceptable. But if he had been conscious, then he could not have been lying there so cold and unharmed, because it was the fourth day.

"Jasmine, cool nature, sweet and bitter taste, if you eat it for a long time, you will not think about it, and you will be weak and ......" she kept repeating this sentence, and in the past two years, she has almost become a person who attaches more importance to medicinal properties than Hua Xiaobai. It turned out that she and the people around her had become a weak person because they liked Jasmine too much.

She had thought that maybe she would meet him again, but at that time she couldn't imagine how Hua Xiaobai saw her expression at first sight.

Maybe she really felt sorry for him.

She didn't become the queen everyone expected, but she wasn't sad. But the only thing is that she didn't become the happy woman in Hua Xiaobai's heart, and she feels very sorry. The most precious thing she owed him was the antidote he had done his best to help her, and the medicine she had sought from Hulu Fanguang with great effort, but she had not protected it properly.

Come to think of it, Hu Lu Fanguang is already a prince, and his current position should be more stable. But his quick temper, which has not changed for thousands of years, still has to be restrained, which is really frightening when he thinks about it. Chu Li is not really afraid of him, her current skills to resist the enemy are already a human being, but Hu Lu Fanguang's pestering kung fu is also one of the best.

He has brute force and stubbornness, and he has lived quietly for a long time, and he has not seen the interest of outsiders. Now that he looks like a dragon, he can't help but think about the people and things in the past, which only adds to his sadness.

Gradually, the fifth seizure struck again today. A chill came out of her pores all over her body, forcing her to clasp her shoulders with both hands, trying to cling to something, but finding herself always closest to Long Hui, closer to the cold stone bed. But at this moment, the body is accumulating more and more toxins, as if the temperature of the body has long been unable to be borne by the body, but she still persists strongly.

Chu Li's forehead was dripping with sweat, and a drop of sweat fell on Long Hui's forehead. She was already clinging to Long Hui's chest, as if the weight of her whole body was only a light cloud. It's because she has taken too much poison and jasmine, or maybe she doesn't know how she survived in the past two years by relying only on rain, dew, frost, snow and herbs, and has not eaten a grain of rice, as if she is not a human, but an immortal.

She remembered the last time she met a man who looked like herself, and he laughed at how he could eat jasmine and herbs. "Xu is elegant, Xu is lonely." But she didn't think so.

It's been half a year now, and it's been the same for three meals a day for the past two years, she doesn't feel lonely, and she doesn't feel how elegant she is, but that's how she came, she only felt that she was fluttering and uncomfortable.

Xu thinks about more things when his body is uncomfortable, and now he only feels that even the chest of Long Hui on the cold stone bed has a temperature. She smiled, "You're warmer than I am now, and now it's up to you to take care of me." But what if you wake up and I'm already cold, what do you do? Will you watch over me like me every day, or just watch me like this for three days and two nights before you bury me and leave me? ”

It seems to be a childish joke, it is clearly a joke, but Chu Li has already coaxed himself to cry in a few words.

If Long Hui still has thoughts, he must have said at this moment: Sure enough, people who have been lonely for too long are always so sensitive, and they are more likely to be provoked to cry.

Yes, the recent Chu Li has always been upset by his bad thoughts for no reason. The scariest thing is always yourself!

Crying and crying, she seemed to fall asleep in extreme sadness again. In a trance, she saw the image again......

The sunny spring in April is really like early summer.

The palace is full of cherry blossoms and pear blossoms, and the lotus lotus still has the remnants of last year's lotus root, which is shriveled, slender, curved, and easy to break.

"Imperial Doctor Hua, do you miss her?" Since Long Chen became the emperor, he seems to have changed as a person. It's always easier to have a weird temper, maybe there was such a side in the first place, but it was difficult to show it before. He was afraid that Hua Xiaobai, who was dedicated to appreciating the flowers, didn't hear it, so he deliberately repeated Fang Cai's words again: "Imperial Doctor Hua, did you think of Chu Li again." ”

Hua Xiaobai showed a somewhat impatient expression, but her voice was lazy: "The emperor has always been like this recently!" Why did the emperor think of the queen himself, and he had to ask Xiaobai to say that Xiaobai thought of her? ”

That tone seemed to be saying that in the past two years, Chu Li should not have thought of anything, even once, he was guilty. That sin is no less than being overturned......

But it seems that Long Chen should be Ling Chi the most times.

"But in front of the concubine, the emperor doesn't like to mention the queen, does he?" Hua Xiaobai has long discovered this, but his personality and temperament have not changed at all, and he always seems to like to expose people's scars and take pleasure in it. "In fact, the concubine has already been relieved, maybe even if she hasn't yet, she will be truly relieved one day. Xiaobai saw the efforts of the concubine, the emperor should be fairer, try to see it, admit it. ”

Occasionally, some sensual Hua Xiaobai's words always go deep into Long Chen's heart.

Long Chen looked a little flustered, and hurriedly replied: "You know too much, but you know that the scars of people's hearts are always difficult to heal." I know the psychological pain I have brought to the concubine over the years, and now that she can still accompany me like this, I already feel precious, and I don't want to lose it even more. ”

He seemed to be standing on his very high position and looking down, trying to say the most humble words: I stand here, on this high place, they are all afraid to look down, only I envy the people below, but the people below can't come up, and I can't go down. I was lonely, no one understood me, and no one was there for me.

Hua Xiaobai looked at the cherry blossoms that were falling in the strong wind and sighed, "Although I may be the person who knows you best here, I can't accompany you anymore." I'm going to find my little happiness, even if she's really hard to find. ”

After all, she's been away from me and us for so long, so long.

"You already have a concubine by your side, and since you already know how to cherish it, you should slowly learn how to cherish it. Maybe Xiaobai understands, but that person is not around, which is something that makes people feel sad and painful when they think about it. ”