The first taste of clouds and rain, even if he paid attention to it in every way, she was still a little uncomfortable, so the next day Bai Guanghan asked her to go back to her own yard to rest, so as not to be obsessed again at night and damage her body. In fact, this kind of discomfort will be fine if she rests for one night, An Lan originally thought that in two days at most, her husband would let her go back. But I don't want to spend ten days in a row, Mr. didn't mean this, and after that night, Mr. treated her no different from before, if there was any difference, it was that Mr. not only did not become more intimate with her, but was a little colder.

She still has to go out with Meng Sanye from time to time, check with her own eyes the affairs arranged by Jingfu and Tianshu Hall on the side of Hegu, and sort out the contacts here. In addition, she also has to learn all kinds of basic pharmacological knowledge, distinguish nearly 100 kinds of fragrant herbs, as well as countless incense recipes, etc., and even poetry and songs, she also has to learn, and she can't be like before, she doesn't understand at all.

And in the face of so many things, even in her heart, she has never complained about a word of bitterness, she cherishes the current qiē. For her, it was worth it to get this far, even if it was ten times more tiring than now. She just didn't understand why her husband treated her less after such intimacy.

Before that day, she had been left at least two hours a day to teach herself.

After that day, unless Meng Sanye didn't need her to follow, Mr. would let her go, but he only stayed for an hour, asked her about the progress of her homework, answered her questions, and then let her go back, not staying for a moment. And if Meng Sanye had something to do and needed her to follow, Mr. would not let her go over that day, and only ordered the palace attendant to send her a message.

Day 11. The weather was excellent that day, and there was nothing outside that she needed to keep an eye on, An Lan went to Tang Zheng's place to talk after breakfast, and when she came back, she glanced at Bai Guanghan's courtyard, the breeze blew the weeping willows in his courtyard, and his courtyard door was still closed.

An Lan stood silently under her eaves, frowning slightly, and entered the room after a while, putting away her messy thoughts. Sit tight. Take out the half-studied recipes and various single incense sticks.

It wasn't until the sun was about to set in the afternoon that she came out of the room, holding a small incense box and a book of incense in her hand, and she didn't let the maid follow. walked alone to Bai Guanghan's courtyard. Knock.

The door opened. She walked in silently, still sitting on the long window, a book of poems in his hand. The body was idly leaning against a large stone blue pillow, the same untied hair, the same pale expression.

An Lan suddenly remembered a poem she had read a few days ago - Ren is ruthless and moving.

It couldn't be more appropriate to use on him.

"Sir." She lowered her eyes, stepped forward to salute, and then sat down opposite him as usual, and told her what she had thought and felt over the past few days, and then asked her own questions.

She is a point-by-point, and in the incense road and incense realm, she can often draw inferences, even if she really has the heart to stay for a long time, it is difficult for her to deliberately pretend not to understand, and ask again and again. An hour passed unconsciously, and I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, Bai Guanghan controlled the time just right. An Lan knew that if she didn't get up to say goodbye at this time, he would arrange double things for her.

But today, although she stood up, she did not say goodbye to him, but walked up to him and said, "Sir, An Lan still has something to understand." ”

Bai Guanghan glanced at her, his eyes were gentle, but he immediately lowered his eyes, he seemed to know that she would ask this question, and his expression was still faint: "Where do you not understand?" ”

An Lan looked at him and slowly spoke: "Since that night, why has Mr. stopped paying attention to me?" But what did I do wrong? ”

When she asked this sentence, she couldn't stand her heartbeat faster, her chest rose and fell slightly, and her expression seemed to contain grievances and anger.

Bai Guanghan was silent for a long time, then sighed softly, raised his eyes to look at her, and his eyes melted: "It's not that you did anything wrong, it's that I didn't do well enough." ”

An Lan was stunned, and for some reason, the annoyance she had just given birth to retreated most of it at once.

Bai Guanghan looked at her delicate and white face, and couldn't help but raise his hand to caress gently: "There is a word, called eating marrow and knowing taste, do you understand?" ”

An Lan suddenly felt a heat on her face, and she knew the four words of marrow and taste, and after that night, she really realized the deep meaning. Especially in the first two days after that, whether she was eating, drinking, or sleeping, those pictures always jumped out of her mind unconsciously, and her body faintly turned out the feeling at that time, even when she was identifying incense.

"Bad girl......" he gripped her chin, rubbing his thumb against her tender lips.

In such a young and delicate body, there is a stubborn and fierce soul, full of fire-like enthusiasm, persistent, sensitive, clear-minded, and rare talent. She didn't know what kind of attraction she had to him with these qualities. Before, because he was guarding that line, he was able to endure it, but now he knows the taste of eating the marrow, and if he endures it, it will be a great torture for him.

He couldn't refuse her, but she was still young after all, and he could take her into the world of love, but he couldn't tempt her into sinking into it and distract her. Moreover, he is even more afraid that he will be unable to extricate himself.

If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't retreat, how could he not want to take care of her in the palm of his hand, no need for her to study those books and mountains of words every day, no need for her to care about the affairs of the Tianshu Palace at any time, and no need for her to sort out the connections of Jingfu...... As long as she stays by his side, let him hurt, let him spoil him, and don't ask about mundane things.

However, he can give her a qiē honor, but he can't afford to give her a quiet time.

He also understands that she will never be a canary in his cage, she is an eagle, and if he guides correctly, she will be able to soar into the sky one day, and she will be able to soar thousands of miles wherever her heart desires.

If he really spoiled her so much today, he would have broken her wings.

Bai Guanghan looked at her clear eyes, perhaps, breaking the eagle's wings and leaving only the eagle's soul would be more beneficial to him, but he was reluctant after all. She is the person he chooses, and she is also the person he gives sincerely, and he will definitely give her a chance, give her a chance to truly replace him.

But if she can't replace him......

"I, like sir." An Lan suddenly spoke, her face was slightly red, but her eyes were frank and open, and there was clear love written in it.

Bai Guanghan was stunned, at that moment, he felt that his heart seemed to be wrapped in something, warm, but a little sour.

"Sir should like me too." She looked at him, her black and white eyes clear to the bottom, pointing straight to his heart.

Born in Yuanxiangyuan, she stumbled all the way, and she is not a simple and ignorant silly girl who is only immersed in her own feelings. If she hadn't noticed that he had affection for her, she would never have dared to be so bold in front of him. Especially after that night, she even faintly felt that her husband's feelings for her might be much deeper than she thought. (To be continued......)