136. [136] I can't leave you alone

It was exactly the same as back then, if it weren't for seeing the picture of her and Chu Si hugging with his own eyes, maybe he would have been able to hold on longer. Not so excited, so naΓ―ve, to do the absurd thing of running away from home.

With his hands clenched tightly, Lin Shaoyan turned around and left silently.

When he first saw her, she was a teenage girl, and he had heard his father talk about their mother and son, and when he first met her, he felt pity in his heart.

He didn't talk much, he always looked cold, but the little girl never distanced herself from her because of this, she always tried to get close to him, ran into his room to talk, smiled and called him 'brother.' ’

He would listen to her while flipping through the book, although he occasionally thought that this girl talked a lot, but he didn't want to get rid of her inexplicably.

"Brother, I told them that you are my brother, and the girls in our class will be envious to death."

"Brother, the girl in our class is looking for me to hand you a love letter again, and she is still holding chocolate, hmm, will you give me chocolate?"

"Brother, brother......"

Being yelled like this, I'm used to it. The first time he really had a sense of responsibility as a 'brother' in his heart was on that day, when he found out that she was being bullied, a huge anger surged in his heart, and he drove away those who bullied her and walked home with her.

On the way home, the sunset was long, and the little girl followed him and said, "Brother, don't be angry, I'm fine." I have my brother protecting me. ”

He stopped to look back at her, her eyes were still so clear, he wasn't good at talking, but he wanted her to know that he was ...... Really will protect her. So he stretched out his hand.

She happily shook it, and the two of them held hands and went home together.

The hand that was held at that time had a fragrant aroma and a warm temperature all night long.

He is the older brother, she is the younger sister, and the atmosphere of the family is very good. She would watch horror movies in her room because she didn't dare to watch them alone. She would give him all the problems, and occasionally beg him to help with his homework as if she were coquettish. Because he's a good older brother.

It's a really good life, very, very good. If it weren't for the fact that one summer, he opened the door and saw her wearing a summer school uniform, with long hair spread out, her skirt swaying, and her heart pounding, he really wanted to be a good brother all the time.

It was a summer that shouldn't have come, he was in love, and in the face of her, he began to have a lot of throbbing and desires that shouldn't be thought, and there were many heartbeats and fascination that shouldn't have been, and he was a little horrified to find that he liked this sister of his own.

I like her clear eyes, I like her smile, and I like her simple hair-pulling action with a smile.

But the most unbearable thing for him was that she had found nothing, and that he had this abominable secret in his arms, and he lived in torment day after day, not daring to say it and not being able to say it.

So, seeing that she has someone she likes, she laughs for the person she likes, cries for the person she likes, and the things that he can never have and fight for, make him miserable.

In the end, he chose to flee, leaving this love and her far away.

In the past few years outside, he often dreamed, and when he came home in the middle of the night, she sat in his room watching horror movies, and when he saw the camera he didn't dare to see, he threw himself into his arms, he smiled and hugged her, leaned down and kissed her.

I don't know how many times he had such a dream, until the delusional dream gradually subsided, he could think normally.

He left, and this departure brought her pressure and pain. She will blame herself, in fact, what is wrong with her, nothing is wrong.

After thinking about it a lot and calming down a lot, he thought he was mature enough to face anything well, so he came back. However, he never expected to see her thrown into someone else's arms, and he still had ...... Heart-wrenching touch.

That love was not burned to ashes, it was like hellfire, trapping him deeply.

I love, but I can't love, my sister, my Ayi, what should I do.

The opponent has changed from a gentle and handsome Chu Si to a prominent Gu Yichen, but I can't even stand on this battlefield.

This dark feeling, where to go.

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After separating from Lin Shaoyan, Ye Yiyi followed Gu Yichen back to the villa and sat in the car, Ye Yiyi looked at the silent Gu Yichen and asked tentatively: "Yichen, how are you ...... Will be here. ”

Gu Yichen tilted his head to look at her: "Of course I'm worried about you, what did you talk to him about?" ”

Ye Yiyi bit her lip and whispered: "Mom and Dad mean that since my brother is here, let us live together and take care of each other." ”

Gu Yichen's face suddenly turned cold when he heard this: "No, you can't live together." ”

Ye Yiyi smiled lightly: "I didn't agree, I have already rejected him." After all, isn't it strange that he hates me and still live together? ”

Gu Yichen stared at Ye Yiyi, didn't say anything, and forked the topic: "Have you eaten enough at night?" I guess you're not in the mood to eat, let's go, take you to eat something delicious. ”

"Okay." Ye Yiyi smiled and leaned towards his side.

Sure enough, it's best to stay by his side, and you can feel at ease by staying by his side.

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Early the next morning, Ye Yiyi went to work at Gu's as usual, and Ye Yiyi met Lin Shaoyan again in the corridor. didn't want to say anything more to him, Ye Yiyi hurriedly said hello and wanted to leave, but Lin Shaoyan stopped her: "Ayi." ”

Ye Yiyi stopped and turned around, biting her lip and said resolutely: "If my brother still wants to talk about yesterday's incident, I will still refuse." My brother and I didn't live with ......."

"Are you dating President Gu?" Lin Shaoyan pushed down his glasses and asked.

Ye Yiyi's eyes widened, her heart beat fast all of a sudden, and she clenched the Wen JiΓ n clip in her arms in a panic: "I, I don't know what you're talking about, brother?" ”

"You know, you should know that I can't talk nonsense without evidence, I can see that the relationship between you and President Gu is not ordinary. Just, are you in a relationship? Lin Shaoyan's words carried a hint of questioning.

The panic in Ye Yiyi's heart intensified.

Lin Shaoyan is very smart, he can't come to question her without knowing anything, he must have found something.

What to do, how should she answer him.

She and Gu Yichen are not a couple at all, they live together even though they are not lovers, so it must be strange to outsiders. If my brother comes home and tells his parents, she's really done.

Her face was a little pale, and Ye Yiyi pretended to be calm and quibbled: "Brother, brother, aren't you making fun of me, what is President Gu's identity, and what does it have to do with me." ”

Lin Shaoyan took a step forward, grabbed her arm, and said a little harshly: "Ayi, you can't be a couple. So he's toying with you, right? ”

Ye Yiyi struggled: "That's not the case, brother, don't guess." ”

"Just ask. Go, and I'll go find him. Lin Shaoyan grabbed her wrist with some anger and dragged her away.

How could this be, he thought that she and Gu Yichen were lovers, and he was not qualified to make irresponsible remarks in this way. But he turned around and asked, everyone was rumoring that Ye Yiyi and Yebei were dating, and Ye Yiyi did not defend himself.

Seeing her flustered expression at the moment, Lin Shaoyan immediately knew that this must be because she and Gu Yichen were not a couple.

But he saw the hug last night.

Damn it! Obviously, he can't even have it, he can't even touch it, but that Gu Yichen got it lightly, and he didn't cherish it at all!

"Brother! Brother, let me go! ”

"Come with me, go to him and make it clear to him, and hold him responsible!"

"Brother, what do you want!" Trembling and shouting, Ye Yiyi gritted her teeth, tears rolled in her eyes, and Lin Shaoyan stopped and looked back in astonishment.

"Ayi ......"

"Why does my brother care about me, the person who left me and left me alone was you, brother. I don't rely on my brother like a fool anymore, so why don't you leave me alone, brother? Why bother me. Ye Yiyi lowered her head, trembling slightly.

This person left her alone, but now he suddenly cares about her, why is it? What the hell?

She also knew that it was strange, the relationship with Gu Yichen was very strange, but she liked that person, and she wanted to stay by the person she liked. It doesn't matter if it's not a relationship with lovers now, she must be an idiot.

It must be weird, idiotic, but...... It's all the experiences that have shaped her over the years. How could she have become so strange if there hadn't been so much abandonment.

Lin Shaoyan looked at her heavily, and the hand holding her wrist let go.

"If I could ignore you, I wouldn't be standing here now. Ayi, I don't want you to know anything about me, and I know that there are some things that I may never be able to make up for you. But Ayi, I can't let you go, and I can't let you be wronged. Maybe you hate what I'm doing now, but at least, it's what I can do for you. After Lin Shaoyan finished speaking, he turned around and strode away, and on the glass window at the end of the corridor, Gu Yichen was walking over.

The two of them met on the corner like this, Lin Shaoyan pushed down his glasses and looked at Gu Yichen fearlessly: "Gu Yichen, my sister is taken care of by you." Now as a brother, I want you to answer my question. Are you going to be responsible for my sister when you're entangled with my sister like this? ”

Ye Yiyi, who was in the distance, looked at this scene with a pale face, rushed up and grabbed Lin Shaoyan's arm and begged him: "Brother, please, don't ask." ”

Lin Shaoyan held her hand with his backhand and said firmly: "Ayi, you should also know, know what this man really thinks." Looking at Gu Yichen, Lin Shaoyan pressed step by step: "Gu Yichen, please answer me in a dignified manner, will you give my sister a future based on marriage?" ”