305. Chapter 305: Two Heavens and Earths
What would happen to you if she fell in love with the woman you longed for all your life but never loved you? It's going to be sad, right? Would you despair, right? Will you never love that woman again? So, will you become the only one in your eyes?
Why, will still be alive. Why, alive, but unable to see you.
I've been lonely for so long, lonely for so long, and missed you for so long. The last thing I saw was the woman you loved and I hated, which was really helpless.
I wanted to torment her, humiliate her, and trample on her, as I had done before, but all the cruel punishments I could think of had been tried on her when she fell into my hands, and it was disappointing that such pain did not bring her to her knees. The brilliance in her smart eyes seemed to be impossible to extinguish with all the power in the world.
Well, it's better to go the other way, she doesn't remember anything, then I'll let her only remember me, and then fall in love with me, and then I will abandon her and leave her. In this way, can the hatred for her in his heart be reduced?
It's just that such a game is too dangerous, because the opponent is too dangerous. I originally thought that in this world, I would not care about anyone but you, and I would never fall in love with anyone again. No, of course I didn't fall in love with her, she was just a bird that I teased, a bird like me who was trapped here for the rest of my life and couldn't escape.
Yes, she and I are caged birds. This damn ghost place that raises the dead, but traps the living. She doesn't have to worry about me leaving her, I can't leave it, and neither does she.
Yes, in this place surrounded by mist, people who were once dead are resurrected here. The phoenix, who was thrown from the high cliff into the water by Bai Feng'er herself, was rescued by a magical force, but she was trapped here and couldn't get out. He was tormented by loneliness and loneliness, as well as his longing for his brother and hatred for Hanruo.
Hate and love are generally the same strong obsessions, and what surprised Phoenix Er was that in this loneliness that was almost fixed as eternal life, what he missed was not only his beloved brother, but also Han Ruo, who once made him grit his teeth with hatred, often appeared in his mind. He thought about the first time he saw her, the proud woman like a phoenix.
He was not at all grateful to her for saving her life, just because she seemed so proud, it was not her kindness, but a kind of charity to the humble. He had seen many, many eyes looking at him, some of those who were infatuated, some who were greedy, and some who were despised. I had never seen her look like this—the eyes were empty, high, like looking down at an ant.
It's that kind of look that makes me feel hated. No, I'm not an ant, I'm not an ant that you can crush with a light step, and one day, I'm going to trample you under my feet and make you an ant, looking up at me in fear.
She finally fell into his own hands, physically, mentally, he tried every way to destroy her, not only because of the hatred that his brother was taken away, but also because of a hatred that even he himself could not explain. However, even though she had become a knife warrior and let him slaughter her, her eyes had not changed, and she was still the damned, proud look!
As a result, he was the one who failed miserably in the end, he was beaten to death by Gong Qianyan with a palm, and he was thrown off the cliff by his own brother. But the strange thing is that he actually came back to life, but he was trapped in this damn place.
In the midst of such overlapping flashes, she suddenly appeared in front of him out of thin air, and he once thought it was a hallucination. When she opened her eyes and saw herself, he noticed that something had changed, and she would never show such pure and blank eyes before.
Sure enough, she forgot everything, then, well, let her be her own toy, let her remember only herself. In this unfair game, he gradually lost his original intention, and having her company slowly turned into a beautiful thing, in such an empty place, with her, it was like having a fire, and the bright warmth burned out a qiē loneliness and loneliness.
What shook him the most was her eyes, no longer the hateful contempt she had been, becoming, becoming, making him feel that when she looked at you, she was looking at her whole world. Such a look is enough to make anyone in the world weak and weak for her. Such beautiful eyes contain trust and love for you wholeheartedly, how can you live up to it?
When she said, "You are the only one I have in this world", Phoenix suddenly woke up, it turned out that she had already fallen in love with her without knowing it? The hatred of the past, the torture of the past, just to get her attention, just to change her eyes, just to let her have her own existence in her eyes, no matter what kind of storage zài.
Looking at her sleeping back, Phoenix carefully tucked the corners of her back, and slowly made a decision in her heart, yes, they will be trapped here forever, then, it seems that there is nothing wrong with living like this.
The complete opposite of Phoenix, who is gradually feeling happy, is the current master of the Tang Xia Dynasty - Gong Jinbing. Han Ruo left a secret decree without anyone knowing, clearly stating that if he encounters any accidents, Gong Jinbing will inherit the throne.
When Siyou took out the secret decree and announced it to everyone, Gong Jinbing received the decree but planned to resist the decree, saying that he was only temporarily replacing Hanruo's throne, and said that the empress would definitely return. said so, but the courtiers, who hasn't recognized Gong Jinbing as the new emperor?
If there is no trace of sourness in Gong Jueshen's heart, it is false. Always, in Han Ruo's heart, this cunning kid is the first. The throne she took away from her hands did not think about returning it to herself, but to give him Gong Jinbing. Even if he made himself the only emperor, it was because of Gong Jinbing's concession. He didn't dare to imagine what would happen to Han Ruo if Gong Jinbing asked Han Ruo for the position of emperor.
It's just that what's the use of thinking about these now, Han Ruo is gone, of course he believes that Han Ruo will come back, but seeing her being killed with his own eyes and seeing her body being thrown off the cliff, no matter how much he believes it in his heart, he is already desperate in the bottom of his heart. Is there really such a thing as death and resurrection in this world?
The worry in Gong Jinbing's heart is the same as that of Gong Jueshen, it has been a month, and Han Ruo has not returned at all, and he has already sent troops to garrison the riverside, and there is no news. The summons broke a thousand times, and he did not show up.
If he didn't have a strong belief, how could he sustain himself and convince himself that Han Ruo would come back? The only comfort is the flesh and blood left by Han Ruo, even if it is not her own child, but it is, her own flesh and blood, the continuation of her flesh and blood.
Holding the pink baby, Gong Jinbing let out a sad sigh in his heart, "Come back soon!" You're coming back!! ”
To be continued