Chapter 451: Princess Huayang's Fire
"Huayang has a heart." I smiled noncommittally.
Generously accepting this "praise", Huayang showed a posture of not giving in, and even confided in me her painstaking efforts to do so.
"My father was trapped in beauty for a while, and his son, as the eldest daughter, couldn't watch him fall into decay for this." She stared at my face with a heartful gaze and said, "Don't worry, Concubine Xibian, no matter who it is, as long as she is disloyal to her father, her sons will not let her go." ”
The unfaithful people she said were the first to bear the brunt of it, and I smiled a little more, and I didn't mean anything to return her gaze.
"Your father is really blessed to have such a filial daughter as you."
If Huayang were a man, she would definitely be more favored by Yingzheng than Fusu, because her heart was more similar to Yingzheng, and she seemed to be unable to impress the general hardness.
Laughing playfully, Huayang also followed my allusion and continued to ask me what I thought.
"Aren't you happy that the mother of the brook has such a princess as her son?"
I didn't agree with this question, I looked down at the bulging belly, I stroked it tenderly, and told the child in the belly what I really thought.
"If this palace gives birth to a princess, this palace will definitely make her carefree and indifferent to those strong ideas, because this palace has heard that only fools will have foolish blessings."
It's not that I advise Huayang to let go of anything, but I feel that sometimes knowing too much is indeed an inextricable burden, just like me standing in front of the gate of the Shui Palace, and the chestnut ear has become my eternal fault.
My child, I want her to live an ordinary and happy life in the history that has been established for me, now that she has come.
When I was vigilant to her, Huayang retorted my words disappreciatively.
"The minister is not as good as the sister who is about to be born, and the son is born to worry about his life." Her face turned cold in displeasure.
Without explanation, there is nothing I can do to change her abilities and thoughts about her who is mature in mind and determined in her goals.
"Therefore, when you were in Chudi, you introduced the Heavenly Maiden to your father. It's also a heartfelt effort. "I got into the dream of her recent close contact.
Straightforwardness is Huayang's consistent style, and when I talk about Mengtan, she is also not shy about it.
"Erchen likes to watch the excitement, and I really want to know which one is stronger if the Nirvana Phoenix fights with the Nine Heavens Xuannu, your existence is a nightmare for this palace, and her arrival can also make those who Erchen don't like even more sad, do you think Erchen can do otherwise?"
She had to apply the complexion skillfully and exquisitely.
Dad is Yingzheng, Huayang is really capricious, I have to say that she has the capital and background to do so. But it is precisely because her father is Yingzheng that she will not get the infinite tolerance of other people's fathers for their children, so I think she should also stop in moderation.
"Yes, it's a good thing to be lively, but you can also burn yourself if you play with fire. Huayang, no matter how noisy you are, you have to see clearly whether the fire in your hand is enough for you to control the trend before you can play, otherwise the fire is too fierce, and you will hurt yourself. ”
I don't know if Huayang knows Mengtan's true identity, if so. I don't know if she knew that Ji had attempted to assassinate Ying Zheng, but I think she shouldn't know, after all, she is the daughter of Ying Zheng's blood relationship, how could she help an enemy's sister hurt her own father.
So reminded. In Huayang's opinion, it was superfluous "jealousy", and she immersed herself in it with pleasure.
"This world belongs to the father, and what fire can still burn out of the sky. The mother concubine on the side of the stream is at ease. ”
Since there is no fear, then only everyone is blessed, Huayang reminded right. I am facing a more severe situation than anyone else, and I am the one who needs to "prevent fire" the most.
"Thank you Huayang for the reminder."
It is said that blood is thicker than water, and family affection is always the strongest person in the emotional world who breaks bones and tendons, although I am sure that Yingzheng loves me, but I am not confident that Yingzheng will unconditionally tolerate all my mistakes, or the faults given to me by others.
Everyone is collecting firewood, and I don't know how much of my precarious life index can be saved in the situation where most of the palace is "collecting firewood" and watching this time.
What I fear most is that I can't keep my child.
Gently stroking the children through the robe and belly, thinking about their fears that I would give birth to a son, I felt uneasy in my heart: if they deliberately wanted to attack the child, with my inconvenient body, if I didn't ask for Lin Jixiang's help, I might really lose my life with the child.
Although I didn't want this child in the first place, as she grew up day by day and melted into my blood, I felt more and more that I loved her more than I loved myself.
"Madam, the emperor has arrived."
Urgently and briefly reported the news that came in from the mouth of the person in a hurry, and before I could sort out the meaning of Luo Cong's words, Ying Zheng strode into the hall, thinking that he was in such a hurry that the time for the person to report the news in advance was in a hurry.
"Didn't I say don't make a scene, you're disobedient again."
He took me by the hand and sat down on the edge of the chair and pressed me into his lap;
I reflexively wanted to get up, because I used to sit on his lap because I was alone, but now I have two people's weights, and I am really afraid that he will be uncomfortable enough to be tired, but he quickly pressed me again.
"Don't run away."
Since he has no end of his strength for me, then I will rely on him. Sitting on his lap, looking at his reproachful and concerned eyes, the depression and weakness of the past few days were all condensed in my throat, my nose was sore, and my eyes were suddenly moist.
"Why?" His eyes widened in confusion, and he pretended to be displeased: "You still say that you are terrible?" ”
I could hear him deliberately speaking to change my sadness.
I didn't want him to see my tears, but the tears involuntarily flowed in front of him, I was ashamed and regretful, I couldn't wipe them clean, so I had to wrap my arms around Yingzheng's shoulders, hug his neck, and cry in the direction of the back of his head that he couldn't see.
"陛xià."
The breath of Yingzheng surrounds me, which makes me feel at ease and makes me feel a lot more steady.
didn't move, let me hold it, Yingzheng treated me to ease my feelings, and then he opened his mouth.
"Are you wronged or frightened? You can tell me anything, you name it, and I will make decisions for you! ”
With his words, even if I am wronged, I am wronged because I am loved by him, I will not be wronged. I felt a lot of relief, but tears came again.
"Concubine," I resisted my strong desire to explode, choked back into his lap, snuggled up to him, and said, "It's okay, I'm just a little scared." ”
"Afraid of what? With me, no matter who or what I try, I can't hurt you. He caressed my shoulder and comforted me.
I nodded, fearing that he would be looking after something because of my nod, so I sat up straight and looked at him quietly.
"The concubines are not afraid of others, but our children."
Following my gaze to my stomach, Ying Zheng's expression was slightly stunned, and he frowned and asked, "Afraid of our children?" Isn't she good? ”
My face was flushed, and I was embarrassed and ashamed: "The slave concubine heard that it was very painful to give birth, so the slave concubine was—"
The volume became smaller and smaller, and when I was almost silent, I got Yingzheng's hearty laughter: In his opinion, my fear of having children is much easier for him than my fear of others.
"I see, it's a woman's nature to give birth, you're like them, as long as it's a child's business, you're fearless, haha~~~"
The original intention was to dispel Yingzheng's doubts, afraid that he would be distracted to do overly domineering, but seeing him happy for my shyness and fear, I felt sour in my heart.
"Are you saying that the concubine is not as brave as the other mothers?" I pouted dissatisfied.
Putting away his smile, Ying Zheng gathered his eyes happily and opened his heart to me seriously.
"No, I just like this, so it shows that even after you have children, you will not be as focused on children as others, and you can still be distracted by me."
Thinking about it, it seems to be wrapped around my waist, and the corners of Yingzheng's lips at both ends unconsciously rise.
It's a good time to show your sincerity.
"The child is the crystallization of the love between His Majesty and the slave concubine, and the slave concubine is naturally loved, but the one who accompanies the slave concubine for the rest of her life is only one person, and in the mind of the slave concubine, no one can compare."
My "sudden" high-pitched words of kindness made Ying Zheng deeply paused, and he stared at me intently for a few seconds, and there was a hidden emotion in his resuscent expression.
"You know, I'm happier to hear you than to take down thousands of troops. Being able to know what you want so well, and being able to make me feel resentful and worried, you are really worthy of the unique strange woman in the world. ”
There was also a sense of frustration in his words of praise.
I know that it is difficult for him to let go of the entanglements I have hidden from time to time about Lin Jixiang, but I really dare not tell him.
I didn't want his disappointment to stay in his mind for too long, so I smiled and held his face to make him happy.
"Is His Majesty degrading or praising the slave concubine? Isn't there still a celestial maiden in our inner palace, the celestial maiden helped His Majesty to expose the strategy of the Yan Kingdom, and had to be promoted to the throne, but the palace is a blessed general. ”
I coquettishly diverted his attention and told Mengtan, who was the same name as me, to indirectly remind him of the fact that I had a bad relationship with Mengtan.
Laughed excitedly by the "little nature" I used, Ying Zheng raised his hand and scratched my nose dotingly.
"You don't owe as much credit to me as the first heir to the throne after I ascended the throne? Or, she's been rewarded by me, and you're not happy about it? ”
Whether he was playing with my amusement or whether he was really distracted by my success, I continued to vent the topic as our fun. (To be continued......)