Chapter 119: Let go
"That's right!" Kim Tae-ho nodded, he was also very sympathetic to Lee Hyo-ri's cousin, coupled with Lee Hyo-ri's please, there was no problem with letting Jung so-hyung make such a cameo, anyway, it wouldn't affect the beat, on the contrary, wouldn't it be more atmospheric to have a pianist playing live?
"What a joke!" Zheng Xiuheng frowned, turned his head to look at Li Xiaoli, and asked coldly. 3∵,↘.2≯3x.netbsp; This frightened Kim Tae-ho and Kim so-ro, who was about to give a lecture to Zheng Xiuheng, but he didn't expect that Lee Hyo-ri's cousin was really easy to get angry.
But Li Xiaoli was not afraid, but raised his head and looked at Zheng Xiuheng extremely seriously, and then suddenly learned the tone that Zheng Xiuheng often spoke, and said coldly: "If this kind of thing is beyond your boundaries, then you can get out of here and just let go of your own words as a fart!" ”
What are the taboos for Zheng Xiuheng to play the piano and sing, Li Xiaoli doesn't want to know, and she is not interested in knowing, she only knows that compared to what she lost, if Zheng Xiuheng even refuses such a request, then such a person really doesn't want to have any contact except for work, after all, the position is different, and that choice is more like an insult to herself.
Zheng Xiuheng froze when he heard this, his face became even more ugly, looking at Li Xiaoli's unflinching and sincere eyes, Zheng Xiuheng was slightly shaken.
The atmosphere around was a little heavy, and Jin Xiulu and the others had already retreated to the side with Liu Zaishi and Zheng Junhe, observing the two curiously.
After a while, Zheng Xiuheng didn't know what he remembered, his face suddenly softened, and a faint sadness crawled in his eyes.
Li Xiaoli's expression also became flat, looking at Zheng Xiuheng's faint sadness and suddenly regretting it, although the two have not known each other for a long time, but from the beginning to the present, in addition to being able to see sadness in Zheng Xiuheng's eyes in the past two days, although his eyes were dull in the past, he would not see sadness, and he was obviously much better before, but now it is here again, but this time it seems to be caused by his own arrangement.
"You say, if there's something you need to let go, but you can't let go because of the responsibility, what would you do?" Zheng Xiuheng suddenly asked about Li Xiaoli strangely, which made Li Xiaoli a little flustered, because she was prepared at all.
"What kind of mess?"
"Since you need to let go, you let go, why talk about any responsibility, why don't you say it when you really want to talk about responsibility, what kind of eyes do you have, I mean, even if you talk about any responsibility to me, I may not pay attention to you, and the entanglement is even more annoying, but you can't play or not!" Li Xiaoli asked a little annoyed, and he didn't know if he was stupid, so he answered like this.
Zheng Xiuheng was stunned after listening to Li Xiaoli's words, but after a while, his heart suddenly opened up, and his heart for Zheng Xiuyan was not so sentimental.
Whether it is responsibility or debt, since she is unwilling to maintain such a bond with herself, Zheng Xiuheng does not want to force it anymore, even if she never sees her again for the rest of her life, it doesn't matter, as long as she protects her secretly, it doesn't matter if she is responsible or in debt, this is what Zheng Xiuheng wants to do and should do.
In fact, Zheng Xiuheng is also a normal person, maybe his body is abnormal, but his heart is normal, and it is precisely because of Xiujing's care that Zheng Xiuheng has a psychology in his heart that even if he has only one sister, he is extremely satisfied, and that kind of comparison also makes him look down, maybe in ten years, when everyone is more mature, everything will pass?
And at this moment, the things that Zheng Xiuheng cared about in his heart changed, becoming very small, but very important.
Xiujing> sister > career > revenge.
Because of this priority, thinking of Zheng Xiuyan's last words and the insistence of the woman in front of him, Zheng Xiuheng could only say sorry to Li Xiaole in his heart, and he could only make an exception once today.
"Bounce!"
Zheng Xiuheng regained his faceless face and replied decisively to Li Xiaoli.
Li Xiaoli was slightly stunned, but she was a little surprised at the moment, she didn't expect Zheng Xiuheng to really agree, but her mood was not very good, because this was equivalent to using up the promise that Zheng Xiuheng promised, and used it for such a reason? In addition, it seems that he was forced to do something he didn't want to do, and Lee Hyori felt that he was too bad?
Zheng Xiuheng didn't feel that Lee Hyori was persecuting, he knew how to play music, since Lee Hyori could know so clearly, it must be the three giants who sued her, and it is estimated that they would not have thought that Lee Hyori would use such a method to let himself play the piano.
Jung so-hyung did not walk in front of the piano, but came to Kim Tae-ho and others.
"Kim Tae-ho PD, director Kim so-ro, please shoot for a while is not to shoot my face, I don't want to leave the country!"
Jung so-hyung spoke in a very formal tone, as if he was doing business conversation, and except for Kim Tae-ho, everyone else reacted with a little surprise.
"Don't worry, we'll respect your opinion!" Kim Tae-ho also replied seriously, but he couldn't help but tell Zheng Xiuheng the truth, because there was no plan to give him a close-up, at most, when Zheng Jun-ha was filming, let Zheng Xiu-heng take the place of playing a section and shoot it, as for Zheng Xiuheng playing now, it was mainly the shooting of Lee Hyo-ri and Jung Jun-ha over there.
"Here's the score, a ......"
"No need Kim Tae-ho PD, I'll watch the performance!" Jung so-hyung interrupted Kim Tae-ho's words a little rudely.
Kim Tae-ho would definitely be embarrassed and angry if he met ordinary people, but when he thought of the story of Lee Hyo-ri's cousin and his mental illness, he didn't get angry, and thought about Lee Hyo-ri's assurance and strong recommendation, anyway, it's a big deal to cut it out in the later stage, and there will be no footage of him in the shooting, even if he doesn't play well, there is no loss.
"Alright then, you can prepare first, and you can start when you are ready here!"
"Thank you!"
After Zheng Xiuheng finished speaking, he turned around and walked to the piano, his right hand lightly swiped from the lid, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Can't get over the hurdle in his heart, Zheng Xiuheng won't touch this thing, under the reason of crossing this hurdle, Zheng Xiuheng touched it again, in fact, there is not much sadness for piano music, some are just a little bit of emotion and helplessness.
Sitting in front of the piano, lifting the lid, looking at the clean keys, the smile on the corner of his mouth became natural, closing his eyes, Zheng Xiuheng sat there quietly.
On the other side, Lee Hyo-ri and Jung Jun-ha were touching up their makeup and began to prepare for shooting.
At the same time, at the entrance of the store, wearing baseball caps and scarves, three sneaky men appeared.
"It's really successful, it's worthy of Lee Hyori!"
This is a somewhat obscene familiar voice, and when you hear it, you know that it is Liu Xilie, and this kind of recognition is indeed very powerful.
Lee Hyo-ri gave the address to the Big Three at dinner, explaining that they would shoot here at night, and the three of them immediately rushed over.
Zheng Zaixing also said a little excitedly: "I don't know which song I will play, or a new song?" ”
"New Song !!"
Liu Xiyeol's eyes lit up instantly, and the steady Zheng Dongren was the same at this moment.
The three uncles suddenly became so excited, and entered the restaurant under the leadership of Li Xiaoli's assistant, and then found a corner to sit down, which is a non-shooting area, so it does not interfere with the filming of the production group.
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"Knock knock!"
"Ah~ah!"
"Okay!"
The sound engineer said OK to Zheng Xiuheng after the audition, Zheng Xiuheng also nodded, at this moment he was a little confused, and after thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't find a song to play, which made him a little helpless.
Shaking his head, trying to keep himself awake, he turned his head and glanced at Lee Hyo-ri, who was already in place over there, but happened to meet the eyes cast by Lee Hyo-ri.
"Wu!"
Seeing that this guy suddenly raised his hands and thumbs down, as if mocking himself, Zheng Xiuheng shook his head and smiled,
"Xiuhengxi, you listen to my instructions for a while, and as soon as I wave my hand, you will start playing and singing, preferably a more gentle song!" Jin Xiulu stood in the production group and shouted to Zheng Xiuheng, it looked like he was about to prepare for filming.
Zheng Xiuheng nodded to indicate OK, and Jin Xiulu, who was on the other side, also sat down and took the microphone and shouted after making sure that everyone was in place: "The xth scene, the first time, Ike God!" ”
The moment he was officially afraid, Zheng Xiuheng entered a serious state, this time it was not an ordinary playing, he was not interested in playing tricks, in some characters, Zheng Xiuheng was a person who admitted death, some things he was willing to start from the most basic, but some he was unwilling.
If Lee Hyo-ri or Yoo Hee-yeol helped her become an MC, he would definitely be happy and grateful, but if he wanted to run such a trick, Jung so-hyung would prefer to spend his time on more meaningful work.
But this is an opportunity.
"Hope you hear!"
Thinking softly in his heart, Zheng Xiuheng saw Jin Xiulu on the right and began to wave his hand, he didn't know how the shooting situation was behind, but he slowly raised his hands and put them on the keys very gently, his slender fingers looked extremely good at this moment, Liu Zaishi, who was a little curious about Zheng Xiuheng, had been observing him, and at this moment he appeared, this cousin has a pair of very clean and slender hands.
"Boom!"
The soft, ancient music sounded, Liu Zaishi was surprised, at this moment, the cousin of Xiuheng seemed to have changed a person, the fingers seemed to have magic, beating softly, such beautiful music!
"Bell!"
Suddenly, a heavy bass completely ruined the atmosphere, and Jin Xiulu and the others were so frightened that they even forgot to shout cards.
"It shouldn't be like this!"
Zheng Xiuheng suddenly laughed at himself, and at this moment he suddenly said that the music he had composed was basically a gentle, charming, healing system or very emotional.
None of this was in his mood at the moment, and he didn't want to play his own music anymore.
Suddenly remembering something, Zheng Xiuheng's expression became a little gloomy.
"Whew!"
With a deep breath, Zheng Xiuheng's expression slowly became flat, and only a faint sadness was left in his eyes under the flat expression, very light, very light.
"Cards!"
Just after Jin Xiulu finished shouting the card, a bright note sounded, which attracted everyone's ears at once, and Lee Hyo-ri also looked at it, but she was suddenly a little nervous in her heart, and she couldn't tell why.
A faint note, evolved into a faint sadness, very light and soft, without any psychological burden, Li Xiaole was also forgotten, at this moment just to meet a person's wishes, but also want to express his inner feelings, no need to heal, as long as her wishes are met, out of my response, whether you can hear it or not, it is also fate.
"Bidding her farewell is like saying goodbye to the birds of autumn
Farewell to her, and come back to sit in front of the wine glass.
Tears will flow. ”
"Farewell her, looking at the fading starlight,
The results that failed were shed in tears day by day
Can painful love be forgotten? ”
The voice is not too special, just like Zheng Xiuheng's voice when he speaks, it is slightly low, but it is unexpectedly full of emotion, the faint piano sound, the faint singing, and the faint sadness attract everyone in the room at once.
This is also the first time that Zheng Xiuheng sang with emotion without reservation.
"One day, the rain poured down like it used to be
Be a sad person on the road and bow your head
You'll hear her voice."
The high-pitched voice fell to the bottom, singing here, Zheng Xiuheng's voice paused, and the piano sounded, as if emotions were brewing, and it seemed to be sad alone.
"Too painful love is not love!"
The song that was so light that it seemed to float away, the simple and soft piano sound, the simple melody, and the simple sound, at this moment, made the eyes of some people around him gradually red.
"The wind swept over my soaked shoulders, and one day I left
The tired past dripped on the window
will be disgusted with her
Too painful love, not love
I hope we don't come into this world again because of love
I wish to bury the words I missed, a love that has no results
Too painful love, not love
I hope that too painful love is not love. ”
The ending with a little bit of sobbing made Zheng Xiuheng close his eyes.
In fact, he is not good at playing and singing, he prefers to play, and the feeling of his favorite music flying at his fingertips is delightful.
But all the qiē is not always towards what I want to be in the exhibition.
At the end of the song, some emotionally rich female writers left tears, not moved by Zheng Xiuheng, but only for the faint sadness and the story that was evoked.
But Zheng Xiuheng found relief after this song, just like saying goodbye to the birds in autumn, getting a kind of sadness and letting go of a kind of pain.
Standing up, Zheng Xiuheng took a gentle step and left the restaurant under the gaze of everyone
Standing on the bright street, looking at the world around him, Zheng Xiuheng felt his own existence.
"I really want to live freely!"
At this moment, Zheng Xiuheng finally had the word 'for himself' in his mind.
I learned to let go, and it was the heart that let go.
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PS: Piano version: Jung Seung-hwan "Painful Love Is Not Love", the original song Jin Guangshi, and the AI1EE version.
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