Who says it's winter? When you are beside me, I feel a hundred flowers blooming, birds singing and cicadas chirping.

———— Charlotte in Jane Eyre? Bronte

Zero-distance embrace, I felt her body temperature, eyelids drooping. The smell of smoke between her fingers is being buried by the fragrance of her hair. It wasn't until this time, through her words, that I understood......

It turns out that the seemingly vexatious temper has only such a heart-wrenching reason. It turned out that she was just persistent thinking about what to do for me. If I had known, I wouldn't have been irritated to talk to her about that phone call.

It was I who was too careless and took care of her for a long time, but I kept ignoring her true emotions. When she said the words "I feel very useless", it was as if a needle had pierced the softest part of my heart.

The pain, the tightness, gradually made me make up my mind, that is-all feelings have been brewing long enough, no matter what happens in the future, even if the final answer is not her, I will not give her up again.

After the lines were spoken, the embrace was released. The hand that caressed her back and then went back again, looking at Zheng Xiujing, whose expression was slowly warming, I used my hand to comb her hair between her eyebrows.

She lay quietly in the palm of my hand, stared at me and said softly:

"Why don't I remember this line in Jane Eyre?"

Looking at the glittering starlight in her eyes, I smiled a little speechlessly.

"Then you should assume that I made it up, it makes sense anyway, doesn't it?"

"Well, that does sound like a point. But...... I still want to help you with something. ”

Zheng Xiujing in front of her, when she said this. Although his eyebrows and eyes are unusually docile, his tone is extremely uncompromising. Sure enough, it's still the guy with a little attachment of his own.

This bit of persistence inevitably made me sigh, and I had no choice but to pinch her side face that was not very sensitive.

"This time I remember it to the death, next time I need to ask you for help, it's always okay. But...... It seems that the help you can help is very limited, and the network is not very extensive. Are you familiar with Lee Min Ho...... Are you familiar with Kim so-hyun...... If I have a plan to find them, can you contact them for me? ”

Because the hand is not very good, and I always poke at the bone, I withdrew my hand after pinching the side of Zheng Xiujing's face a few times. Then he changed to the state of thinking with his chin twisted on his beard, and asked Zheng Xiujing the above sentence very carefully. Uh, you say I'm running on her and undermining her? Nothing. How could it be, you see, I didn't mention Kim Tae-hee, Song Hye Kyo, and Jun Ji-hyun to her. I'm just asking very seriously, okay.

"Serious inquiry" blurted out, Zheng Xiujing, who had begun to become bad because of my pinched face, slowly lowered her head, her hair covered her eyes, but I inexplicably felt murderous.

"Just kidding, it was just a joke............ Hey. I remember, you really know Lee Min Ho, didn't you shoot "The Inheritors" with him when I was 13 years old. Hey, the gentleman doesn't move his hands. Girl, I'm not kidding you. Kindness...... I don't blow it, I'm a judo 10 dan—ah!!!!! ”

God always avoids critical time, after I have been beaten. It descended into the house, and glanced at me. Then he calmly dialed the clock on the wall back by a point. It's half past twelve, just right for lunch.

Zheng Xiujing, who has had a good time. This will go into the house to change clothes. Bruised, I stood honestly at the door, carrying her bag, straightening her shoes, and waiting to go out.

Even if this goods, no, it's this heroine, and after entering the room and tinkering for more than ten minutes, there is no sign of coming out, and I have no complaints. Because, I have already blacked one eye, one arm and one leg, and I am in a hemiplegic state, and I don't want to become completely paralyzed.

Go out and go down to the parking lot. After the elevator door opened, Zheng Xiujing, who had changed to a fresh and simple winter style, rushed out, she changed into a thick white knit sweater inside, and a black windbreaker with dark brown velvet decoration at the cuffs outside. As for the feet, they are still the same black riding boots with a mid-heel as always. Her chin was as good as ever.

No, before I finished thinking about it, Zheng Xiujing, who found me walking behind slowly, immediately stopped, and then jumped back the same way again. Wrapping around behind me, resting his chin on my shoulder, he pushed me forward.

"Bar, bar, bar, why is it so slow, I'm dying of hunger. Hurry up and eat your stomach and go to the big purchase! ”

For this clump of broken thoughts with a hint of dark fragrance floating next to my ears, I not only clenched my fists, but also hid a large series of tragic belly slanders in my heart: Why do you walk so slowly? It's not because I was beaten by you. It's over, why can't I even feel the little finger of my right hand? I just remember that this finger was broken by this unknown cargo with a 360-degree Thomas whirlwind. And the eyes, which seem to have begun to swell slightly. Also, and the knees, ah, it hurts......

Forget it, for the sake of finally letting this girl discourage, I won't bother with her today, count her lucky.

There's a king-sized food terminator in the car, and you can't just find a place to settle it for lunch. So, I had to come up with my own food list under pressure and start looking for good restaurants in Seoul. Well, it seems a bit exaggerated to say that Seoul is a bit exaggerated, although Zheng Jingjing really did it by driving 50 kilometers to Incheon for dinner, but in view of the fact that the task this afternoon is still a bit heavy, this proposition was forcibly denied by me.

I went back and forth between the three caves of Xinsha Cave, Nonhyeon Cave and Seocho Cave several times, this is not satisfied with that is not satisfied, Zheng Jingjing, who is particularly the empress fan today, finally chose a restaurant at a little more than one o'clock.

This time, when we went in to eat, we didn't go into the closed room, and she didn't bring a mask. There were people taking pictures on the side, but the two of us were not affected in the slightest. Talk when it's time to talk, laugh when it's time to laugh.

During this period, Zheng Xiujing brought back a little bit of the previous topic. She knocked on the plate in front of her, and then pretended to be casual and told me that she had some dealings with Changmin and Ronghe, although TVXQ has no plans to do a new album for the time being, but CNBLUE seems to have.

That's all she had to say, but I could see exactly what it meant. It's nothing more than saying that if the time is right in the future, you can connect me and help me win the shooting of CNBLUE's new MV.

On top of that, she knew that my ambitions didn't stop at just music and videos. So she also mentioned Lee Min Ho and Lee Jong Suk to me, as well as Park Shin Hye and Rain, who are amphibious masters in the TV drama and film industry.

The words that said before that she was well-connected were really just a joke, and I knew that although she was more afraid of life, she was not all about being close to people.

After lunch, I sat back in the car, opened the window and lit a cigarette, nicotine and food calories absorbed, plus intermediate regeneration expertise, quickly healed the "injury". Zheng Xiujing, who was nesting in the passenger seat, was holding a mobile phone and jotting down something in the memo.

Today's whole afternoon, if nothing else, the two of us should be able to make preparations for tomorrow's Wen Ju banquet. Taeyeon called me and said she wanted to come with us, but I knew she actually had a recording job scheduled for the afternoon, so I sternly refused.

Most of the others are caught up in their busy schedules to make time for tomorrow's day.

After smoking a cigarette, Zheng Xiujing, who has a little conscience and a good attitude, has entered the little helper mode very well. She pointed to the screen of her phone and said to me:

"Let's go buy dessert first."

Uh, how do I feel like I'm hearing saliva? The relationship just ate the lunch in vain.

I was defeated by this tease, and I couldn't stand the few little stars in her eyes, so I had to nod and agree.

Turning left and driving into the river, the K5 is silent and inconspicuous throughout Seoul. As I approached my first destination, LePetitVerre's Dessert Shop at 540 Sinsa-dong, I had no other feelings about it, as if the thoroughbred sports cars that had been running under my seat in the past few days were just a passing glance.

LePetitVerre is an aristocratic dessert shop with a graduated Le Cordon Bleu culinary school in Paris, France. In addition to a variety of small and delicate sweets, rare black teas from all over the world are also very popular. Of course, the price will not be much cheaper.

After parking the car and entering the store, Zheng Xiujing still had no intention of wearing a mask, but fortunately, there were not too many people in the store.

As soon as he entered, Zheng Jingjing, who felt as if he had entered a new world, began to sweep at the speed of light. I, as for her, followed her, intently carrying the plate. I went with her, and I don't know which one I rarely eat anyway, and I don't know which one is delicious and which one is not.

After walking around the dessert shop one by one, I laboriously put the two full trays on the counter with my left hand and right hand, waiting for the settlement.

It wasn't until I finished taking it that I realized that Zheng Xiujing, who had bought a little more, looked at the numbers on the meter that kept jumping up, and she was a little stunned and stuck out her tongue slightly at me with her neck curled.

Looking at this girl's somewhat cautious expression, I smiled and took out my wallet carelessly.

"Don't think you're taking too much, this is a suspicion of the combat effectiveness of those few tomorrow, if they know about it, you will definitely be complained about again."

After talking to her with a bit of a joke, I handed the card to the clerk in front of me.

Rich chocolate brownie, hazelnut croissant, honey grape scone, American honey oatmeal cookies, blueberry danish pastry, egg salmon grain sandwich, roast beef bell pepper sandwich, etc., after paying a price of more than 200,000 won or about 1,200 yuan, was taken into Zheng Xiujing's arms.

Originally, the two bags full of desserts were what I was going to mention, and I don't know if my conscience found out again or what, so the girl grabbed the two bags and walked out. (To be continued.) )