Chapter 194: Memory Killing
Maybe it's because of his cold nature, although he is a nobleman born with a golden spoon, he can't be interested in the people and things around him. He is the eldest son of the empire, his status is noble and detached, and his appearance is cool and his father is the emperor, so he is deeply loved by his parents. However, he was tired of being the eldest son, and wherever he went, his face was very close to hypocrisy. He already has no feelings for people, and he adds a bit of resentment to this. However, this qiē could not set off the slightest ripple in his heart, he was like a pool of stagnant water, waiting for death in silence. Ordinary people simply can't imagine all the thoughts of a small child.
He was actually very grateful to his aunt. My aunt entered the palace later than her mother, but she gained all the favor of her father. After the aunt entered the palace, the status was undecided, and her mother stood up and humbly said that the eldest sister was respected, and she did not dare to be in the back position, and she was demoted to the concubine. However, this is not the mother's sincerity, but it is also forced by the father.
He understood his mother's unwillingness and pain, but ignored it. As if everyone in the world had nothing to do with him. He was grateful to his aunt because she helped him ask for the identity of his eldest son, which made him more aware of the ugliness of human faces. Those who were willing to welcome him back then all turned to their aunt, hoping that she would give birth to a real eldest son. The thousands of favors of his father and the emperor clearly indicate that if his aunt gives birth to a prince, he will be crowned the crown prince in one fell swoop.
He has had several encounters with his aunt, because his aunt and mother are biological sisters, and the two naturally come and go often in the palace, and they are very intimate. My aunt is like an innocent lily, pure, sweet, fresh and moving. In comparison, his mother is overshadowed, although she is a biological sister, she is not as beautiful as her. Later, I learned that my aunt and mother were not the same mother, but half-sisters, and my mother was born in a dignified house, and my aunt was actually born of a gorgeous and unstoppable dancing girl in a distant country, and she disappeared after giving birth to her aunt. However, even so, his grandfather regarded his aunt as the pearl of his palm, but neglected his mother.
Perhaps because of this, he can better see through his mother's sinister heart under the surface intimacy with his aunt. The mother hated and cursed her aunt immensely, and the aunt snatched her father's favor, and her husband's favor, and even her queen's throne, as well as the status of her beloved son's concubine. With the deep scheming that his mother has cultivated since childhood, how can she tolerate the qiē that originally belonged to her to be snatched away by others one by one.
He watched his mother set up traps step by step, forcing his aunt to death, but he never held back. It's not that he favors his mother, it's that he has no interest in this qiē. Whether his aunt is alive or dead, and his mother is prosperous or declining, in his eyes, there is no difference.
In the eyes of everyone, he is a prince with no heart, and he has no interest in painting, and even the gentleman who taught him lamented that his children could not be taught, but his indifferent eyes could see through the lies under every face. The life-and-death struggle of the harem and the deceit of the previous dynasty are as simple as children's games in his eyes. If he wanted to, maybe he could turn his hands into clouds and his hands into rain. It's just that he's not interested. Even painting, he doesn't like to paint, it's just a thought that no one can understand, and he can pour it into his paintings, that's all.
The harem was turbulent, his aunt's death, his mother's reset, and he regained the identity of his eldest son, which was only as calm as flowing water in his eyes, and could not make the slightest wave in his life. It's a pity that her mother is still not satisfied, she tried her best to win over the courtiers, and wanted her father to give her a prince, but unfortunately, her father blindly indulged in his love for his aunt, and even preached that no one was qualified to be a prince except for his aunt's son. As soon as these words came out, I don't know how embarrassing the identity of the eldest son became, but fortunately he didn't care. It's just that the faces of the people around him have changed several times, which makes him feel even more disdainful.
It was in such a period that outsiders thought were ambiguous and wavering, that he met her.
At that time, she was a forgotten cunzài, her father did not recognize her cunzài, she was just a rootless duckweed in the deep palace. However, her teeth were so sharp, her claws were so sharp, and instead of feeling sorry for herself and being swallowed up by this cannibalistic palace, she turned into a small beast.
When he first saw her, she was like a little ball of gray, too dirty to recognize, and she was crawling quietly around the corner of the promenade, and he passed by the garden, and when he saw the clump, he thought it was a dirty wild cat. Unconsciously stand in the dark and observe. She stood motionless for two hours, and if it weren't for the fact that it was a dead mass, it proved that she had excellent patience.
Just when his patience was about to be exhausted, two little eunuchs passed by with a basket of food boxes in their hands, and he remembered that this corridor led to the imperial dining room, and this hour was the time for the inner eunuch to deliver food to the palaces. He saw her move suddenly, like a little leopard. In the blink of an eye, the food box in the inner supervisor's hand had been snatched away, and she slipped away with extremely fast steps. The two little inner prisoners were stunned for a long time before they reacted, and they beat their hands and scolded, "It's that little bastard again!" Don't let me catch her! ”
It seems that she has been like this for a long time, and he can't figure out why there is such a person in the harem, and he can't figure out what her identity is. However, this little dirty ball aroused his interest! Since then, he has been wandering around the deep courtyard of the harem, secretly observing her in the dark. Such a young child, but quite smart, every time he snatches food, the route is carefully arranged, and there is enough patience, as well as the skill and aura of a fierce beast.
He was also surprised to find that such a dirty little gray ball actually had a pair of incomparably bright eyes, he had never seen such beautiful eyes. Just swept by her eyes, her heart became moist and uneasy as if it had been licked by the soft tongue of a little spirit beast. It was a magical feeling he had never felt before.
Although she has repeatedly grabbed food, after all, she is still so young, and when she is always against those internal prisoners, she will inevitably always be beaten. At first, he always looked at it and didn't stop it, but as the days went by, an inexplicable feeling grew in his heart, and even he didn't know when he started to care about her.
That time, several eunuchs set up an ambush to besiege her, and beat her with a dead hand, and the eunuch who took the lead was extremely vicious, and flew up and was ready to kick her, if she was kicked, she would definitely die, he finally couldn't help it, and his heart floated with feelings called impulse and anger, and he was about to stand up......
To be continued